Miz - Today at 3:51 AM
my apologies for sounding so salty.
I was very tired...but that's no excuse. You know I try to mind myself better. Forgive me. Shouldn't happen again.
Zephirin/Dacien - Today at 10:55 AM
I think we need to have a talk when next you're on.
Miz - Today at 12:42 PM
I'm up...and Grape reprimanded me/talked with me as well for what was said.
Zephirin/Dacien - Today at 12:45 PM
I received things from both Bee and Grape.
No logs from Bee, but that things were brought to him. I did get to read the log from Grape.
Miz - Today at 12:46 PM
Go on?
Zephirin/Dacien - Today at 12:46 PM
In regards to whatever was said about Silver if it was something I directly said then by all means.  Come straight to me.
I will confirm or explain or deny whatever is/was/supposedly said.
With the nid ex thing... There are many, many things I could say.
Miz - Today at 12:47 PM
I'm a whiny pissbaby
Zephirin/Dacien - Today at 12:48 PM
The only 'change' they're doing to him, which isn't even a nerf is the addition of echo.  If you still clear him with no echo it is the same thing as pre 'nerf'
If you're looking for me to disagree Miz right now is not the time to hope for that from me.
Miz - Today at 12:49 PM
Nope. I know I'm a whiny pissbaby. Its fine. Go on.
Zephirin/Dacien - Today at 12:49 PM
There were circumstances with those nidhogg parties
They were not mine to invite.  Had they needed bodies I would have suggested people.
Miz - Today at 12:50 PM
I'm aware.
Zephirin/Dacien - Today at 12:50 PM
They were set up by someone else and I was brought in as a guest.  It was a chance to get experience on the fight and see how it flows and goes.  That I got a clear was totally a fluke and I hadn't even told Beelz yet since he'd declined going last night and I didn't want to upset him.
Miz - Today at 12:51 PM
It was jealousy on my part for not having friends who would do that.
Zephirin/Dacien - Today at 12:51 PM
And honestly I do not feel alot of people are ready in our FC.
Between gear, dps, attitudes, reliability
There are a lot of people I would not take anywhere near nidhogg.
Miz - Today at 12:51 PM
I know.
Zephirin/Dacien - Today at 12:51 PM
You however are one of the few I would have considered if i were setting up a party or if I needed to suggest bodies.
Miz - Today at 12:52 PM
Until now, I presume, as I've joined the poor attitude thing for being jealous of you having raidfriends
Correct?
Zephirin/Dacien - Today at 12:53 PM
I didn't say that at all.
Though I am put off at the moment.
Miz - Today at 12:53 PM
This is where you were leading though right?
Zephirin/Dacien - Today at 12:53 PM
I think Nid is going to be off the table because all it seems to be doing at the present moment is causing issues.
Miz - Today at 12:53 PM
That's fine.
Zephirin/Dacien - Today at 12:53 PM
So much so that Beelz and I are having strained issues because of the FC shit.
Miz - Today at 12:54 PM
Sigh.
I can't even say I wish I could help anymore...the ER seemed pretty sure it was literally just stress that caused my issue...though we've pinned down some dietary problems since too.
Besides...I know I can't help that one.
Zephirin/Dacien - Today at 12:57 PM
I think there will be changes coming in that will assist with things.  While I appreciate the offer Miz I think it's better if you just enjoy being a regular member.
Miz - Today at 12:58 PM
I didn't offer just now...
Zephirin/Dacien - Today at 12:58 PM
The offer in the past.
Miz - Today at 12:58 PM
I just said I had to revoke my offer
Zephirin/Dacien - Today at 12:58 PM
And I appreciate that you had in the past offered.
Miz - Today at 12:58 PM
This shit put me in the hospital
Forgive any haziness I did literally just wake up
If I misread that I'm sorry
Miz - Today at 1:00 PM
And was saying I know I can't fix issues that arise with you and bee anyway
Just...
This makes me wanna quit the game. Just like missing seph before the last patch.
Zephirin/Dacien - Today at 1:00 PM
Bee and i will solve things and it will be fine. However we need to not have all this FC stress.
Missing nid before patch makes you want to quit? When the fight will be exactly the same as before but with echo if you don't one shot it?
Miz - Today at 1:01 PM
Yes. Because I know whatever group I clear with is unlikely to do so.
And quit the game or quit ex primals/go back to full casual
Idk
Its three patches in a row where I didn't clear the ex in time
Despite trying
Zephirin/Dacien - Today at 1:03 PM
Okay, to be fair we aren't a progression FC(edited)
Yes, we do content.  I am not running a progression FC
Miz - Today at 1:04 PM
I've been in catch up mode for this game since I started...and I know that.
Zephirin/Dacien - Today at 1:04 PM
And while yeah it sucks to not get it before patch it's not changing after patch, except adding echo.  His sable price will still skullfuck people if you stand in it.
Miz - Today at 1:05 PM
-shakes head- clearing an ex primal while it is "current" is a goal I set for myself...something that would prove I'm not playing catchup anymore.
Zephirin/Dacien - Today at 1:08 PM
If you want to not play catch up you need to be in a progression group.
We're all playing catch up to a point.
I mean I only got into Nidhogg because VIt invited me along.
She invited me to that Nidhogg when they had spots and we brought Bee a couple times.  I mean if there's an issue with who she invited you can talk to her.
Miz - Today at 1:10 PM
No.
There isn't
Vit is not my friend yet. We barely have spoken. No reason for her to invite me. Again...I pointblank admitted I was jealous you had friends who would invite you to shit like that.
Idk what further you want me to admit. Tldr I'm a whiny pissbaby.
Zephirin/Dacien - Today at 1:14 PM
I don't want you to admit anything Miz.
Miz - Today at 1:14 PM
Then what do you want.
Like.
What was your desired outcome of this
No coffee yet
Sorry.
Very fuzzy brained
Zephirin/Dacien - Today at 1:17 PM
I wanted to talk to you and address the issue that what was said was offputting.  The things said to Grape.  I don't know what was said to Beelz as I don't have a log for that, but if you have an issue with something I said which I presume I know what that was in regards to since it involved Silver.  Bring that to me.  If I say something then come directly to me.
I'm tired of having this amount of salt flying around.
Miz - Today at 1:19 PM
Someone was uncomfortable that you thought silver's desire to clear coil from 1 to 13 and not hop in at 7 was flaky when it was her doin it for plot reasons
That's all that was told to me.
Zephirin/Dacien - Today at 1:20 PM
I was not the only one feeling that
Mint and Lore were in the voice yes.
And I did say that her past behavior flaking out of shit is why she was off nidhogg list
Miz - Today at 1:20 PM
Again, the fact it was seen as flaky made someone sad
Zephirin/Dacien - Today at 1:20 PM
She got her thordan bird and decided to hardly ever come help others get theirs.
Miz - Today at 1:21 PM
Because while silver is flaky
The coil thing
Was for story
For avoiding seeing the story outta order.
Zephirin/Dacien - Today at 1:22 PM
She wouldn't have even been able to go if she hadn't done the prior ones.  So if she hadn't done those she should have said she couldn't go because she needed them all.  Not that she didn't want to go unless it was full clear.
Miz - Today at 1:22 PM
She shoulda
Yeah
Zephirin/Dacien - Today at 1:22 PM
It implies to totally different things and how it was addressed and came across was more 'oh well I just don't wanna if it's not full' not 'oh i can't because I hven't done any of htem.'
Because if that was the case Mint should have bowed out to let her in for ALL the clears instead.
Miz - Today at 1:23 PM
Mint wanted dem poetics
Zephirin/Dacien - Today at 1:23 PM
Okay so Mint wanted poetics.  Silver needed clears?
Miz - Today at 1:23 PM
And after feeling bad about having pushed out Silver
Zephirin/Dacien - Today at 1:23 PM
Which one wins out on priority
Miz - Today at 1:23 PM
Mint decided to come with me and help silver get her clears
So he made amends for having pushed her out
Zephirin/Dacien - Today at 1:24 PM
Silver even told Mint ot go in her place.
The position was up between the two of them.
It was put in LS chat so a bunch of people saw it.
Miz - Today at 1:24 PM
Those two talked it out after the fact
Apparently at least
Silver has been having some issues with her girlfriend so that helps nothing
She has been flaking out on me too...but at least I know why -shrug- irritating...but whadda ya do
Did I respond to both concerns did I answer it all?
Need coffee bleh
Zephirin/Dacien - Today at 1:32 PM
I guess.
Miz - Today at 1:33 PM
Well I still don't know what more you want me to say
Zephirin/Dacien - Today at 1:33 PM
I just want the salt to stop.
Miz - Today at 1:33 PM
Me too. That person wasn't salty...just sad btw
Zephirin/Dacien - Today at 1:33 PM
I'm tired of hearing about salt and all that everytime I wake up.
Then they should come talk to me, though I addressed it in voice fairly clearly why I said what I did.
And I presume Mint then.
Since they're super close to Silver
Miz - Today at 1:34 PM
I'm surprised grape went to you when it was clearly the ramblings of an over tired me
Zephirin/Dacien - Today at 1:34 PM
Officers discuss things Miz.  Especially given the context I was going to hear about it.
Miz - Today at 1:34 PM
Bleh I know
Not like anyone can fix me being a whiny pissbaby
Zephirin/Dacien - Today at 1:37 PM
That's not my job Miz.  You however can change that if you don't like being that way.
Miz - Today at 1:37 PM
/shrug
Well maybe I'll keep my distance a while would that be preferable since I've put you off with my salt.
?
Zephirin/Dacien - Today at 1:41 PM
Miz I'm not the only one put off.  I'm not making you do anything, just don't salt in FC.
Miz - Today at 1:42 PM
That's what I mean
If I've put people off
Zephirin/Dacien - Today at 1:42 PM
There may be changes coming like  I said so.  We'll see.
Miz - Today at 1:42 PM
Should I go for a while?
Zephirin/Dacien - Today at 1:42 PM
Again, not what I'm saying.
Miz - Today at 1:42 PM
I know
But I'm asking
Zephirin/Dacien - Today at 1:42 PM
Just find your chill.