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- Want to do the nightfall
- [26/05/2015 17:50:42] Skurd: i have dinner soon
- [26/05/2015 17:50:51] Alex Alonso: :/
- [26/05/2015 17:51:08] Skurd: remember, i like to keep this time frame open so i don't have to leave in the middle of something
- [26/05/2015 17:51:43] Alex Alonso: I assumed you were eating early since that was usually the case several months ago
- [26/05/2015 17:52:07] Skurd: the clocks went forward. so information may not be accurate
- [26/05/2015 17:53:03] Alex Alonso: Well Ill do crucible till you are available
- [26/05/2015 17:53:23] Skurd: i will also be looking into how many people i have on for later
- [26/05/2015 17:53:37] Alex Alonso: Raid?
- [26/05/2015 17:53:44] Skurd: prison of elders
- [26/05/2015 17:54:10] Alex Alonso: I cant do the 34 one since I don't have the light level
- [26/05/2015 17:54:20] Skurd: 33 is fine
- [26/05/2015 17:54:22] Skurd: that's how i've done it
- [26/05/2015 17:54:28] Alex Alonso: Not even 33.
- [26/05/2015 17:54:37] Skurd: speaking of that, dinner is now
- [26/05/2015 17:54:46] Alex Alonso: No one tends to do anything with me so no point
- [26/05/2015 17:54:49] Skurd: all you have to do is the 32 to get an armour core
- [26/05/2015 17:54:53] Skurd: bro
- [26/05/2015 17:55:15] Alex Alonso: I am 32, cant solo the 32 one.
- [26/05/2015 17:55:23] Skurd: i've had many people ask me to do things, i'm not backing out on promises just to play with you or kevin or whoever
- [26/05/2015 17:55:33] Skurd: also this weeks 32 is soloable on a bladedancer
- [26/05/2015 17:55:36] Skurd: jus sayin. brb
- [26/05/2015 17:55:53] Alex Alonso: You are as pretentious as ever.
- [26/05/2015 18:20:04] Skurd: call me what you please, but i'm not a fan of blowing people off with set plans. people do it to me and i don't want to do it back
- [26/05/2015 18:27:34] Alex Alonso: That is not an excuse for being pretentious. Either way I should just not bother playing destiny with you if this is the reality of it
- [26/05/2015 18:34:14] Skurd: I have a question, what makes you different from those who have put in the effort to want to play with me. and it's a question that's relevant as i've got a group that will just join on me randomly just to play
- [26/05/2015 18:34:35] Skurd: considering this fact
- [26/05/2015 18:34:40] Alex Alonso: simple because I am me and they are random
- [26/05/2015 18:34:49] Alex Alonso: randoms are randoms
- [26/05/2015 18:34:51] Skurd: everyone and their mother usually just flat out abandon me
- [26/05/2015 18:34:58] Skurd: burr is a random then?
- [26/05/2015 18:35:07] Alex Alonso: they matter like africans in africa dying because of african diseases
- [26/05/2015 18:35:18] Alex Alonso: burr doesnt count
- [26/05/2015 18:35:22] Skurd: kevin is a random
- [26/05/2015 18:35:23] Alex Alonso: kevin ehh
- [26/05/2015 18:35:33] Alex Alonso: kevin likes to have his hand held
- [26/05/2015 18:35:38] Alex Alonso: we both know this
- [26/05/2015 18:35:40] Skurd: joe, who i have known for around about a year and a half is also a random?
- [26/05/2015 18:36:02] Alex Alonso: that nigga to me is about as salty as a bag of lays
- [26/05/2015 18:36:13] Alex Alonso: i try to do something with him
- [26/05/2015 18:36:14] Alex Alonso: get shut down
- [26/05/2015 18:36:17] Alex Alonso: fast
- [26/05/2015 18:36:20] Alex Alonso: if you arent there
- [26/05/2015 18:36:24] Alex Alonso: doesnt work
- [26/05/2015 18:36:25] Skurd: have you even asked in a polite manner?
- [26/05/2015 18:36:32] Alex Alonso: yes I have tried
- [26/05/2015 18:36:36] Alex Alonso: not the point
- [26/05/2015 18:37:05] Alex Alonso: the point is to what extent do randoms hold a high value to that of people you have known for extended periods of time
- [26/05/2015 18:37:08] Alex Alonso: extended
- [26/05/2015 18:37:18] Alex Alonso: meaning more tthan 1 or its decimal values
- [26/05/2015 18:37:23] Skurd: most of my plans were with burr, kevin and joe
- [26/05/2015 18:37:33] Skurd: and were made months ago
- [26/05/2015 18:37:41] Alex Alonso: and did you mae any of them with me?
- [26/05/2015 18:37:42] Alex Alonso: no
- [26/05/2015 18:37:48] Alex Alonso: extactly the point
- [26/05/2015 18:37:56] Skurd: you went off and stopped talking to any of us
- [26/05/2015 18:38:04] Alex Alonso: whos fault was that
- [26/05/2015 18:38:19] Alex Alonso: I am always here
- [26/05/2015 18:38:31] Alex Alonso: who decided to ask kevin if I was alove
- [26/05/2015 18:38:33] Alex Alonso: *alive
- [26/05/2015 18:38:37] Alex Alonso: instead of just asking me
- [26/05/2015 18:38:56] Skurd: kevin gets a hold of me when he wants to play dude. i don't ask him
- [26/05/2015 18:39:06] Alex Alonso: because he wants to be carried
- [26/05/2015 18:39:09] Alex Alonso: like he always does
- [26/05/2015 18:39:17] Alex Alonso: saw him play bloodborne
- [26/05/2015 18:39:25] Alex Alonso: after 3 deaths on the 2nd boss
- [26/05/2015 18:39:31] Alex Alonso: he just gives me the controller to play
- [26/05/2015 18:39:34] Alex Alonso: and guess what
- [26/05/2015 18:39:39] Skurd: i can tell you why i told him to stop playing bloodborne
- [26/05/2015 18:39:42] Alex Alonso: one shot all the bosses
- [26/05/2015 18:39:51] Alex Alonso: then told him to win
- [26/05/2015 18:40:24] Skurd: i've told him he needs to practice on his own multiple times.
- [26/05/2015 18:40:57] Skurd: he isn't used to those games at all. and the only way he is going to learn is by having a guiding hand to stop him from getting stuck
- [26/05/2015 18:41:00] Alex Alonso: you know the fact
- [26/05/2015 18:41:05] Alex Alonso: but you enable him
- [26/05/2015 18:41:11] Alex Alonso: i deleted his bloodborne file
- [26/05/2015 18:41:15] Alex Alonso: told him youve seen me do it
- [26/05/2015 18:41:19] Alex Alonso: replicate
- [26/05/2015 18:41:32] Skurd: now that's just mean...
- [26/05/2015 18:41:39] Alex Alonso: he was ok with it
- [26/05/2015 18:41:50] Skurd: if there is ever a case of pushing people away, that's one of them
- [26/05/2015 18:42:02] Alex Alonso: you do it the best
- [26/05/2015 18:42:13] Alex Alonso: I didnt talk to him for 4 months
- [26/05/2015 18:42:21] Alex Alonso: his brother around the same time
- [26/05/2015 18:42:27] Alex Alonso: because the bitch is dying
- [26/05/2015 18:42:33] Alex Alonso: well not dying
- [26/05/2015 18:42:40] Alex Alonso: but needs medical attention
- [26/05/2015 18:42:47] Alex Alonso: he doesnt talk about it
- [26/05/2015 18:42:51] Alex Alonso: but me and his brother
- [26/05/2015 18:43:17] Alex Alonso: talk about it, he didnt speak to us for 4 months because of some shit we asked him. But also because of his medical reasons
- [26/05/2015 18:43:25] Alex Alonso: bet you did not know that
- [26/05/2015 18:43:33] Skurd: and what medical reasons are these?
- [26/05/2015 18:43:45] Alex Alonso: heart is on the wrong side of his body
- [26/05/2015 18:43:51] Skurd: and there is a reason i don't know. because i don't pry into other peoples lives
- [26/05/2015 18:43:57] Alex Alonso: causes fatigue and puminary complications
- [26/05/2015 18:44:04] Alex Alonso: spinal problems
- [26/05/2015 18:44:13] Alex Alonso: causes loss of movement over time
- [26/05/2015 18:44:18] Alex Alonso: put those two together
- [26/05/2015 18:44:23] Alex Alonso: overall lifespan decrease
- [26/05/2015 18:44:29] Skurd: and what's to say he isn't ok with letting it go?
- [26/05/2015 18:44:41] Alex Alonso: you dont know him like I do
- [26/05/2015 18:44:43] Alex Alonso: or his brother
- [26/05/2015 18:44:48] Alex Alonso: thats besides the point
- [26/05/2015 18:44:51] Skurd: apparently i don't know anything
- [26/05/2015 18:44:55] Alex Alonso: you push people away
- [26/05/2015 18:45:05] Alex Alonso: I left you because of your nan dying
- [26/05/2015 18:45:11] Alex Alonso: you said you needed space
- [26/05/2015 18:45:16] Alex Alonso: so I gave it to you
- [26/05/2015 18:45:27] Alex Alonso: did you come looking for me
- [26/05/2015 18:45:30] Alex Alonso: no
- [26/05/2015 18:45:39] Alex Alonso: time doesnt change anything
- [26/05/2015 18:45:52] Alex Alonso: people change
- [26/05/2015 18:46:08] Alex Alonso: example: you and I were incapable fof seperation
- [26/05/2015 18:46:14] Alex Alonso: now: the opposite
- [26/05/2015 18:46:28] Skurd: lets suppose any of this were true.
- [26/05/2015 18:46:39] Alex Alonso: go ahead
- [26/05/2015 18:46:40] Alex Alonso: rationalize it
- [26/05/2015 18:46:43] Skurd: and let me put things into my eyes
- [26/05/2015 18:46:59] Skurd: as i rarely, if ever actually tell people my feelings
- [26/05/2015 18:47:19] Skurd: so you may want to hold onto something
- [26/05/2015 18:47:31] Alex Alonso: I am sitting down
- [26/05/2015 18:47:37] Alex Alonso: so unless a hurricane is coming through my house
- [26/05/2015 18:47:39] Skurd: so let me go back to the day my nan died
- [26/05/2015 18:47:56] Skurd: when it all unfolded, no one was on
- [26/05/2015 18:48:04] Skurd: bar one person who i was in a call with
- [26/05/2015 18:48:44] Skurd: you can probably guess who it was, it was julia. we were meant to play league at the time before my dinner and she had to do her business for the day
- [26/05/2015 18:49:08] Skurd: mum gets a phonecall and amanda is downstairs as i get called because something is wrong
- [26/05/2015 18:49:21] Skurd: i'm shaking at this stage
- [26/05/2015 18:50:15] Skurd: unable to fathom that she got sent to hospital, so i slowly walk upstairs to tell julia that i have to leave as my nan was amitted to A&E and the family was called up there
- [26/05/2015 18:50:50] Skurd: apologising in what i can tell the most somber and depressed tone i've ever had. asked her as calmly as i could if she would be around later incase i got back late
- [26/05/2015 18:51:22] Skurd: to which she replied "sure, hope you will be ok"
- [26/05/2015 18:51:41] Skurd: said my goodbyes and went dowstairs, where amanda was looking up final stage symptoms of cancer
- [26/05/2015 18:52:06] Skurd: to which my nan had been suffering through since the morning
- [26/05/2015 18:52:48] Skurd: skipping ahead to when we were leaving the hospital. everyone had left bar my uncle simon. and we all had our phones turned off for the journey back
- [26/05/2015 18:53:19] Skurd: when we got back however, paniced phonecalls of the entire family trying to reach us to tell us that in that span of 30 minutes. she had passed
- [26/05/2015 18:53:50] Skurd: the exact lines used, you need to come back to birmingham, she has died.
- [26/05/2015 18:53:59] Skurd: at this point it was midnight.
- [26/05/2015 18:54:31] Skurd: kept to myself as best as i could to see if amanda or my mum needed anything.
- [26/05/2015 18:54:49] Skurd: i spent the better part of 6 or so hours making sure my family was ok with no one asking me if i was doing ok
- [26/05/2015 18:55:00] Skurd: i was categorically ignored and made fun of for most of the evening
- [26/05/2015 18:55:33] Skurd: only really having a conversation with a cousin i barely knew.
- [26/05/2015 18:55:44] Skurd: the rest of the older folks didn't give two shits i existed
- [26/05/2015 18:56:16] Skurd: hospital ward that i can't escape. a dying grandmother and no one to talk to.
- [26/05/2015 18:56:59] Skurd: not exactly the best situation to be stuck in. but one i couldn't escape even if i tried
- [26/05/2015 18:57:28] Skurd: skipping forth. julia was again the only one on when i got back to my room
- [26/05/2015 18:57:55] Skurd: at this point, i was trying to the best of my ability not to burst into tears infront of her
- [26/05/2015 18:58:55] Skurd: and as you can probably guess, due to that i held her close as she has been an emotional rock for the better part of 7 months
- [26/05/2015 18:59:16] Skurd: anyone else gave a "sorry for your loss" and didn't really care past that
- [26/05/2015 19:00:07] Alex Alonso: i hope you do not include me in that group
- [26/05/2015 19:00:20] Skurd: no, i don't
- [26/05/2015 19:00:26] Alex Alonso: ok good
- [26/05/2015 19:00:39] Skurd: but everyone else? no one actually gives a shit
- [26/05/2015 19:01:30] Skurd: i'm recovering from depression, and overall the baggage from several years
- [26/05/2015 19:02:15] Skurd: at this point i'm trying to look to the future and to see if i'm an actual living person rather than a bitter husk
- [26/05/2015 19:02:38] Skurd: whether i lash out on others or not, is a different story
- [26/05/2015 19:03:03] Skurd: i'm prone to panic reactions, i'm also prone to make horrible decisions
- [26/05/2015 19:03:16] Skurd: always have been
- [26/05/2015 19:03:42] Skurd: fun fact that no one really knows about me. when i get hit with depression i stop doing even the most basic things
- [26/05/2015 19:04:45] Skurd: well i suppose it's not "fun" at all
- [26/05/2015 19:05:17] Skurd: but currently, kevin has been a relatively nice time for me to stop thinking about the things that make me feel aweful
- [26/05/2015 19:05:25] Skurd: no need to shout, or get stressed out
- [26/05/2015 19:05:48] Skurd: i've started getting headaches when i get stressed or mildly angry
- [26/05/2015 19:06:14] Skurd: i've been avoiding situations where i'm not put in positions that give me headaches
- [26/05/2015 19:06:36] Skurd: hence why i value all the time i spend with julia. as it calms me down and she treats me well
- [26/05/2015 19:07:00 | Edited 19:07:10] Skurd: if i do push people away, why am i closer to julia than i've ever been to anyone
- [26/05/2015 19:07:22] Alex Alonso: just get a room with her already
- [26/05/2015 19:07:43] Skurd: no this is serious, i've also shared words with burr to the same effect as julia
- [26/05/2015 19:07:57] Skurd: burr has let me just vent when i get upset
- [26/05/2015 19:08:05] Skurd: and talked it through with me
- [26/05/2015 19:08:27] Skurd: i've been talking to sayo about similar things as well
- [26/05/2015 19:08:33] Skurd: as he has dealt with similar experiences
- [26/05/2015 19:08:40] Alex Alonso: sayo is well
- [26/05/2015 19:08:42] Alex Alonso: sayo
- [26/05/2015 19:08:52] Alex Alonso: its like asking if africa counts as a continent
- [26/05/2015 19:08:55] Alex Alonso: but in reality
- [26/05/2015 19:08:57] Skurd: but a valuable person in helping me get through whatever this shit is
- [26/05/2015 19:09:02] Alex Alonso: its the worlds leftovers
- [26/05/2015 19:09:10] Skurd: did i push away garret? god yes
- [26/05/2015 19:09:17] Skurd: i ditched that as fast as i fucking could
- [26/05/2015 19:09:36] Skurd: caused me nothing but hassle and stress
- [26/05/2015 19:09:46] Skurd: and i was happier for it.
- [26/05/2015 19:10:36] Skurd: that's one case where the "push people way" actually benefitted me
- [26/05/2015 19:10:56] Skurd: no more random ass arguments over concepts he couldn't understand.
- [26/05/2015 19:11:40] Skurd: the language was toxic, his attitude made me want to vomit. and the people around him when i played a duo game with him
- [26/05/2015 19:11:43] Skurd: made me want to vomit
- [26/05/2015 19:12:01] Skurd: i was hassled and made out like a was a clown to perform on action
- [26/05/2015 19:12:29] Skurd: to which point i told the rest of the people in his room to fuck off and leave me alone
- [26/05/2015 19:13:03] Skurd: apparently they hadn't heard my accent before so they wanted me to act out like a performing monkey.
- [26/05/2015 19:13:07] Skurd: wonderful bunch of people
- [26/05/2015 19:13:22] Skurd: but something that's so worthless there wasn't much of a point to bringing it up
- [26/05/2015 19:13:41] Skurd: let it slide, put it behind you. be the bigger man they say
- [26/05/2015 19:13:47] Skurd: tried all that
- [26/05/2015 19:13:52] Skurd: when i do people think i'm a cunt
- [26/05/2015 19:14:12 | Edited 19:14:17] Skurd: avid, blazes. two big examples of that
- [26/05/2015 19:14:34 | Edited 19:14:36] Skurd: experssing a different opinion? oop have a bunch of hyenas jump on you
- [26/05/2015 19:15:16] Skurd: hell it got so bad that thong was effectively telling them what i was doing half the time
- [26/05/2015 19:15:24] Alex Alonso: hos bowels were part of his head
- [26/05/2015 19:15:28] Alex Alonso: *his
- [26/05/2015 19:15:39] Skurd: no he was just full of shit
- [26/05/2015 19:15:41] Skurd: ba dum tish
- [26/05/2015 19:16:33] Skurd: i curate an atmoshphere that benefits me during that time. as i have done now
- [26/05/2015 19:17:06] Skurd: i may forget people exist sometimes. because hey, i'm forgetful
- [26/05/2015 19:17:12] Skurd: my memory is fucking garbage
- [26/05/2015 19:17:52] Skurd: i only remembered garret out of having a spark of "people who made me angry and depressed"
- [26/05/2015 19:18:11] Alex Alonso: yeah he does that
- [26/05/2015 19:18:23] Alex Alonso: but ive known him for years so
- [26/05/2015 19:18:33] Skurd: even then, someone like that i bail on
- [26/05/2015 19:18:45] Skurd: either through aggressive or subtle means
- [26/05/2015 19:19:03] Skurd: i don't want the drama. is what i said originally
- [26/05/2015 19:19:10] Skurd: if you can remember that
- [26/05/2015 19:21:09] Skurd: it leads me to my point. about how i'm not gonna drop previous agreements on stuff
- [26/05/2015 19:21:42] Skurd: no matter what i do or don't do. i create some form of drama around it all
- [26/05/2015 19:21:49] Skurd: can't escape it
- [26/05/2015 19:22:03] Skurd: 3 man activites will do that.
- [26/05/2015 19:22:18] Alex Alonso: is what it is
- [26/05/2015 19:22:24] Alex Alonso: I have to wait another week
- [26/05/2015 19:22:46] Skurd: it's why i tell people at the moment. if you see an open slot in my fireteam just join it
- [26/05/2015 19:23:00] Alex Alonso: i want an invitation
- [26/05/2015 19:23:04] Alex Alonso: I do not just join
- [26/05/2015 19:23:09] Alex Alonso: its rude as fuck
- [26/05/2015 19:23:15] Skurd: bollocks to that, just join
- [26/05/2015 19:23:28] Skurd: if i have space, people will just join me
- [26/05/2015 19:23:52] Skurd: if i set it to closed, then i don't want people joining
- [26/05/2015 19:24:09] Skurd: or if people really want to be anal. just ask
- [26/05/2015 19:24:12] Skurd: like you did earlier
- [26/05/2015 19:24:28] Skurd: and as to whether i still plan on it
- [26/05/2015 19:24:35] Skurd: i still have nightfalls
- [26/05/2015 19:24:44] Skurd: and thus i will still do them
- [26/05/2015 19:25:15 | Edited 19:25:17] Skurd: it's not a shitty one, so i will just play it until i don't want to nightfall anymore
- [26/05/2015 19:25:26] Alex Alonso: no burn
- [26/05/2015 19:25:28] Skurd: raid invite? sure i'll go
- [26/05/2015 19:25:32] Alex Alonso: so it is annoying
- [26/05/2015 19:25:38] Skurd: trials practice? sure why not
- [26/05/2015 19:25:53] Skurd: i had a message box so full it lagged out my playstation
- [26/05/2015 19:26:01] Skurd: all of people asking me to do stuff
- [26/05/2015 19:26:18] Skurd: 200 sent messages as well
- [26/05/2015 19:26:31] Skurd: and i cleared it a week before house of wolves launched
- [26/05/2015 19:27:23] Alex Alonso: i am just waiting for witcher trilogy to finish
- [26/05/2015 19:27:26] Skurd: i will still do vault of glass. i will still do crota's end. i like helping folks
- [26/05/2015 19:28:07] Skurd: the folks that have stuck on my friends list know i like to help
- [26/05/2015 19:28:16] Skurd: thus i get invites
- [26/05/2015 19:28:38] Skurd: and it's more likely they are forming groups so all people need to do is ask
- [26/05/2015 19:29:03] Skurd: ask early in the week to do trials. guess what
- [26/05/2015 19:29:09] Skurd: i'll do trials if we can find a third
- [26/05/2015 19:29:28] Alex Alonso: i did ask
- [26/05/2015 19:29:28] Skurd: if you wanna tackled the 35 prison, i'll set it up
- [26/05/2015 19:29:29] Alex Alonso: a week ago
- [26/05/2015 19:29:36] Skurd: i was asked a month ago
- [26/05/2015 19:29:45] Alex Alonso: i mentioned it
- [26/05/2015 19:29:51] Alex Alonso: before house was released
- [26/05/2015 19:29:59] Alex Alonso: and you told me youd train me
- [26/05/2015 19:30:01] Skurd: and to be honest, it's a stressful mode. so i can't really bring myself to do alot of it
- [26/05/2015 19:30:23 | Edited 19:30:28] Skurd: to be fair i tried, then you bailed out of a rumble game
- [26/05/2015 19:31:47] Skurd: i'll tell you what i told kevin
- [26/05/2015 19:32:05] Alex Alonso: bro
- [26/05/2015 19:32:07] Alex Alonso: you going around
- [26/05/2015 19:32:08] Skurd: as he tried to put a "you told me you would do this" spin on trials
- [26/05/2015 19:32:15] Alex Alonso: and shoulder charging me
- [26/05/2015 19:32:15] Skurd: lemme finish
- [26/05/2015 19:32:19] Alex Alonso: is not fun
- [26/05/2015 19:32:26] Skurd: i shoulder charged everyone else
- [26/05/2015 19:32:36] Skurd: equal oppurtunity murder
- [26/05/2015 19:32:41] Alex Alonso: how can I learn
- [26/05/2015 19:32:56] Alex Alonso: if I am being taught
- [26/05/2015 19:32:59] Alex Alonso: only to die
- [26/05/2015 19:33:04] Alex Alonso: in a free for all match
- [26/05/2015 19:33:18] Skurd: i did say i wanted to play my titan a bit and melee only rumble makes me laugh
- [26/05/2015 19:33:29] Skurd: but anyway, i'll tell you what kevin told me
- [26/05/2015 19:33:33] Alex Alonso: so for your own expesne
- [26/05/2015 19:33:36] Skurd: before i had to shut him down
- [26/05/2015 19:33:36] Alex Alonso: but carry on
- [26/05/2015 19:33:53] Skurd: he asked me "what are we going to do about trials strategies"
- [26/05/2015 19:33:59] Skurd: he begged more like
- [26/05/2015 19:34:09] Skurd: i effectively got ganged upon saying
- [26/05/2015 19:34:16] Skurd: "yeah, why don't we discuss game plans and that"
- [26/05/2015 19:34:30] Skurd: to which point i said something like this
- [26/05/2015 19:35:04] Skurd: why go in with a strategy set in stone, when one failure can completely ruin the strategy
- [26/05/2015 19:35:37] Skurd: bearing in mind they wanted a fact sheet of what we will do every round
- [26/05/2015 19:36:00] Skurd: and i'm sitting there going... where are these bitches gonna learn how to adapt
- [26/05/2015 19:36:16] Alex Alonso: :/
- [26/05/2015 19:36:20] Skurd: effectively be fluid in the crucible
- [26/05/2015 19:36:32] Skurd: bitch A wants to snipe what do you do
- [26/05/2015 19:36:42] Skurd: flank him or run towards him
- [26/05/2015 19:36:49] Skurd: boom you made something on the fly
- [26/05/2015 19:37:13] Skurd: the reason i do so well is because i'm unpredictable
- [26/05/2015 19:37:39] Skurd: you don't know my straegy when i'm rolling in. i know how to use my supers well
- [26/05/2015 19:37:55] Skurd: and you bet i'm going to change up if something is fishy
- [26/05/2015 19:38:03] Skurd: apparently they never wanted to adapt
- [26/05/2015 19:38:15] Skurd: or change or anything
- [26/05/2015 19:38:31 | Edited 19:38:37] Skurd: skip to a round of 9 i did with a buddy on my friends lsit
- [26/05/2015 19:38:41] Skurd: we were losing, three men down
- [26/05/2015 19:38:49] Skurd: three men on their team are up
- [26/05/2015 19:39:06] Skurd: i self revive and wipe out their whole team, single handedly
- [26/05/2015 19:39:49] Skurd: probably gonna ask how. and the simple answer is this. i read the enemies moves to the tee
- [26/05/2015 19:40:25] Skurd: low recovery stat on hunters compared to my high recovery stat. along with damage over time effects.
- [26/05/2015 19:40:37] Skurd: kevin couldn't do that. he just panics spams
- [26/05/2015 19:40:49] Skurd: joe couldn't do that. he just wants to rush stuff
- [26/05/2015 19:41:32] Skurd: the guys in the firetam were gobsmacked. and praised me for the move i pulled
- [26/05/2015 19:41:56] Skurd: it got us the win and made two out of the thre go flawless
- [26/05/2015 19:42:34] Skurd: i went back and told kevin and joe the reason as to why strategies don't work
- [26/05/2015 19:43:02] Skurd: if the enemy team figures out what you are doing and actually adapts. you are a dead man
- [26/05/2015 19:43:15] Skurd: consequently if you can't adapt to what they are doing either
- [26/05/2015 19:43:20] Skurd: you are also a dead man
- [26/05/2015 19:43:45] Skurd: too many times did i hear "i couldn't do that, i was busy"
- [26/05/2015 19:44:16] Skurd: by busy, they meant. sorry we were fighting instead of listneing to your command given 30 seconds prior
- [26/05/2015 19:44:31] Skurd: i didn't go flawless with kevin or joe.
- [26/05/2015 19:44:45] Skurd: i went flawless with another pvper and a mildly ok pvper
- [26/05/2015 19:45:33] Skurd: so if you really want to do trials. you NEED to listen to me at all points
- [26/05/2015 19:45:58] Alex Alonso: i usually do what you say anyway
- [26/05/2015 19:46:05] Alex Alonso: just like in league I was shot caller
- [26/05/2015 19:46:15] Skurd: oh i know i'm the shotcaller here
- [26/05/2015 19:46:17] Skurd: by far
- [26/05/2015 19:46:22] Alex Alonso: i know
- [26/05/2015 19:46:30] Skurd: but there is a difference between calling the shots and being dynamic
- [26/05/2015 19:46:30] Alex Alonso: hence why i would just follow
- [26/05/2015 19:46:46] Skurd: that's where you need to learn how i play instead of what i say
- [26/05/2015 19:46:53] Skurd: kevin "followed"
- [26/05/2015 19:47:01] Skurd: rarely did he think on his own
- [26/05/2015 19:47:23] Skurd: we lost a roud because he wanted to melee instead of firing one shot on a self ressed sunsinger
- [26/05/2015 19:47:32] Alex Alonso: he isnt smart
- [26/05/2015 19:47:33] Skurd: it's an information game
- [26/05/2015 19:47:53] Skurd: use the information we give out and push the correct move
- [26/05/2015 19:48:09] Skurd: i take all the information and run around to do my own thing
- [26/05/2015 19:48:32] Skurd: if i can replace the third wheel of kevin with someone i can count will do what i suggest
- [26/05/2015 19:48:47] Skurd: instead of losing to shutgun rushers 5 times in a row becuase no one listened
- [26/05/2015 19:48:49] Skurd: i will
- [26/05/2015 19:49:03] Skurd: note i said suggest not tell. very key in trials
- [26/05/2015 19:49:34] Alex Alonso: just tell me what to do
- [26/05/2015 19:50:11] Skurd: next thing on my list is to stop joe being a fuckwit
- [26/05/2015 19:50:20] Alex Alonso: cant stop stupid
- [26/05/2015 19:50:23] Skurd: he isn't stupid
- [26/05/2015 19:50:29] Skurd: he just has the wrong end of the stick
- [26/05/2015 19:50:35] Skurd: literally in this case
- [26/05/2015 19:50:57 | Edited 19:51:01] Skurd: it will take both of you to shake hands and say "we stated off on the wrong foot"
- [26/05/2015 19:51:04] Skurd: and as it's me
- [26/05/2015 19:51:16] Skurd: if the bitches don't agree
- [26/05/2015 19:51:34] Skurd: i'll find another way
- [26/05/2015 19:52:05] Alex Alonso: i dont really care to befriend him
- [26/05/2015 19:52:12] Alex Alonso: waste of time
- [26/05/2015 19:52:27] Skurd: i remember the same words being said about julia
- [26/05/2015 19:53:21] Alex Alonso: i dont even know what my current status is on our relationship
- [26/05/2015 19:53:41] Skurd: you both don't talk to each other.... simple as
- [26/05/2015 19:53:51] Skurd: neutral standings
- [26/05/2015 19:54:22] Skurd: either way, if you want to take my word for him being a decent person and atleast worth more time than garret ever has been
- [26/05/2015 19:55:00] Skurd: he is atleast around over the weekend for trials
- [26/05/2015 19:55:05] Skurd: and prison
- [26/05/2015 19:55:08] Skurd: and raids
- [26/05/2015 19:55:11] Skurd: and nightfalls
- [26/05/2015 19:55:13] Alex Alonso: julia and I dont speak
- [26/05/2015 19:55:18] Alex Alonso: because she doesnt speak to me
- [26/05/2015 19:55:26] Skurd: and you don't speak to her. simple
- [26/05/2015 19:55:39] Skurd: but she does have alot on her plate. and she has me to deal with
- [26/05/2015 19:55:47] Alex Alonso: in all honesty
- [26/05/2015 19:55:59] Alex Alonso: me not being in a group has severed me
- [26/05/2015 19:56:24] Skurd: to be fair
- [26/05/2015 19:56:36] Skurd: the group language of the last one pushed away people
- [26/05/2015 19:56:55] Skurd: but that's a differnt topic
- [26/05/2015 19:57:04] Alex Alonso: no go on that one
- [26/05/2015 19:57:28] Skurd: julia is a teacher at elementary level for the msot part
- [26/05/2015 19:57:45] Skurd: if she seen language that's vulgur and offensive on her phone
- [26/05/2015 19:57:47] Skurd: and
- [26/05/2015 19:57:50] Skurd: the staff seen it
- [26/05/2015 19:57:52] Skurd: bad light on her
- [26/05/2015 19:57:56] Alex Alonso: oh
- [26/05/2015 19:58:02] Alex Alonso: i thought it was a reference towards me
- [26/05/2015 19:58:11] Skurd: it's as a whole
- [26/05/2015 19:58:52] Skurd: she dislikes alot of the language that was frequented in the one with garret
- [26/05/2015 19:59:18] Skurd: keh, joe agrees to start off on a new slate
- [26/05/2015 19:59:32] Alex Alonso: i didnt do anything to him
- [26/05/2015 19:59:33] Alex Alonso: so
- [26/05/2015 19:59:36] Skurd: attitude wise
- [26/05/2015 19:59:47] Skurd: how you percieve each other etc.
- [26/05/2015 19:59:48] Alex Alonso: i wont waste my time
- [26/05/2015 19:59:59] Skurd: he has a different view than i do
- [26/05/2015 20:00:12] Skurd: say like this
- [26/05/2015 20:00:18] Skurd: you think avid is a raging cuntswab
- [26/05/2015 20:00:21] Alex Alonso: there are 2 things about me
- [26/05/2015 20:00:24] Skurd: and blazes thinks he can get the pussy
- [26/05/2015 20:00:25] Alex Alonso: you hate me
- [26/05/2015 20:00:26] Alex Alonso: or you dont
- [26/05/2015 20:00:33] Skurd: and he doesn't hate you
- [26/05/2015 20:00:42] Skurd: just thought you were a bit of a dick a couple of times
- [26/05/2015 20:00:52] Skurd: and dealt with my frustration (cat)
- [26/05/2015 20:01:11] Alex Alonso: he is prententious as well
- [26/05/2015 20:01:14] Skurd: and you thimk he is stoopid so there we go
- [26/05/2015 20:01:20] Skurd: aren't we all though?
- [26/05/2015 20:01:40] Skurd: you two are actually hilariously similar
- [26/05/2015 20:01:55] Alex Alonso: well does he have a college degree?
- [26/05/2015 20:02:01] Skurd: one sec
- [26/05/2015 20:02:17] Alex Alonso: i might resind it
- [26/05/2015 20:02:24] Alex Alonso: and instead give a new placement
- [26/05/2015 20:03:14] Alex Alonso: might just be ignorant white person
- [26/05/2015 20:03:15] Skurd: he has a degree in "i'm a sarcastic prick most of the time"
- [26/05/2015 20:03:24] Alex Alonso: so stupid stays
- [26/05/2015 20:03:28] Alex Alonso: err
- [26/05/2015 20:03:34] Alex Alonso: uneducated redneck
- [26/05/2015 20:03:45 | Edited 20:03:51] Skurd: that was me making a joke you prat
- [26/05/2015 20:04:12] Skurd: he is a black guy that is relatively well educated
- [26/05/2015 20:04:18] Alex Alonso: OMFG
- [26/05/2015 20:04:19] Alex Alonso: A NIGGA
- [26/05/2015 20:04:27] Skurd: and thus a relationship was formed
- [26/05/2015 20:04:33] Alex Alonso: THIS NIGGA THINK HE IS OBAMA
- [26/05/2015 20:04:35] Alex Alonso: FOR REALS
- [26/05/2015 20:05:01] Alex Alonso: imma introduce him to a roast squad...
- [26/05/2015 20:05:14] Skurd: man, sometimes you missed it when i made an actual joke
- [26/05/2015 20:05:25] Alex Alonso: trust me
- [26/05/2015 20:05:32] Alex Alonso: i dont want to be friends
- [26/05/2015 20:05:45] Skurd: kevin went to beauty school
- [26/05/2015 20:05:55] Skurd: your opinion is slightly invalidated
- [26/05/2015 20:06:17] Alex Alonso: he isnt thaat smart
- [26/05/2015 20:06:29] Skurd: and anyway, he is taking college classes as far as i know
- [26/05/2015 20:06:54] Skurd: and technically neither am i, i just blag it most of the time
- [26/05/2015 20:07:18] Alex Alonso: i wont like it
- [26/05/2015 20:07:43] Skurd: but then if no one ate the banana's. we wouldn't have all these jokes
- [26/05/2015 20:08:19] Skurd: i give pretty much anyone a fair shot
- [26/05/2015 20:08:32] Skurd: unless your name is blazes
- [26/05/2015 20:08:37] Alex Alonso: fine probably thinks I am white or some shit
- [26/05/2015 20:08:43] Skurd: wait lemme ask
- [26/05/2015 20:09:24] Alex Alonso: its his inner hatred if whitey
- [26/05/2015 20:09:35] Skurd: i'll quote
- [26/05/2015 20:09:42] Skurd: and it looks like anything i would say being english
- [26/05/2015 20:09:49] Skurd: "Big dumb american"
- [26/05/2015 20:10:10] Skurd: Squad Americans are only white duh.
- [26/05/2015 20:10:18] Skurd: this is too good. it's a fucking comedy act
- [26/05/2015 20:10:40] Alex Alonso: im not even american
- [26/05/2015 20:10:56] Skurd: it's like people just same i'm from great britain or britain
- [26/05/2015 20:11:11] Skurd: when it's wrong
- [26/05/2015 20:11:45] Skurd: but then again alex. you can't really tell where you are from
- [26/05/2015 20:11:51] Skurd: we have seriously been through this before
- [26/05/2015 20:11:59] Alex Alonso: because I sound white as fuck lil nig
- [26/05/2015 20:12:02] Alex Alonso: by the way
- [26/05/2015 20:12:12] Alex Alonso: ask him if he gets offended if I say the word or any variations of nigga
- [26/05/2015 20:12:22] Alex Alonso: also add I have black friends so its my word now
- [26/05/2015 20:12:26] Alex Alonso: cause they call me fam
- [26/05/2015 20:12:42] Alex Alonso: i am seeing how far this goes
- [26/05/2015 20:12:45] Skurd: so is he
- [26/05/2015 20:12:50] Skurd: he is calling you a terrorist now
- [26/05/2015 20:12:59] Skurd: it's too good
- [26/05/2015 20:13:03] Alex Alonso: so I am from the middle east
- [26/05/2015 20:13:06] Alex Alonso: so he thinks
- [26/05/2015 20:13:09] Alex Alonso: I can do this
- [26/05/2015 20:13:16] Skurd: yup, i told you it will be ok
- [26/05/2015 20:13:23] Alex Alonso: i mean
- [26/05/2015 20:13:28] Skurd: a big ol' land of no one gives a fuck
- [26/05/2015 20:13:31] Alex Alonso: i can mention my sand nigger zilean
- [26/05/2015 20:13:51] Alex Alonso: I am a terrorist
- [26/05/2015 20:14:00] Skurd: cake. one sec
- [26/05/2015 20:18:23] Skurd: i liek caek
- [26/05/2015 20:18:50] Skurd: nightfall.
- [26/05/2015 20:18:55] Skurd: forewarning
- [26/05/2015 20:22:56] Alex Alonso: ok
- [26/05/2015 20:24:52] Skurd: i'll refrain from using my new toys as they are unleveled
- [26/05/2015 20:25:00] Alex Alonso: its fine
- [26/05/2015 20:25:07] Alex Alonso: I am going to pursue other things
- [26/05/2015 20:25:19] Skurd: well the new toy is extra shoulder charge damage
- [26/05/2015 20:25:25] Skurd: and that ain't leveled
- [26/05/2015 20:25:58] Alex Alonso: gg
- [26/05/2015 20:32:15] Skurd: shoulder charged a knight and he didn't like it
- [26/05/2015 21:03:12] Skurd: well well well
- [26/05/2015 21:03:18] Skurd: quaruple jump here you are
- [26/05/2015 21:03:46] Skurd: good roll as well
- [26/05/2015 21:03:57] Alex Alonso: I will use these
- [26/05/2015 21:04:04] Skurd: it does acutally give you a quadruple jump
- [26/05/2015 21:04:11] Alex Alonso: Actually good in pvp
- [26/05/2015 21:04:28] Skurd: you probably want a chance at black hammer or hunger right?
- [26/05/2015 21:05:09] Alex Alonso: Black hammer mostly. Have a fake hunger/jelly
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