[2/7/2016 11:14:16 PM] *** ♥|Athena The Koala|♥ has shared contact details with Testarossa™. ***
[2/7/2016 11:14:28 PM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: ??
[2/7/2016 11:14:39 PM] Testarossa™: Ah, Ive been meaning to talk to you for a while!
[12:39:21 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: .v.
[12:39:24 AM | Removed 12:39:27 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: This message has been removed.
[12:39:31 AM] Testarossa™: LOL
[12:39:34 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: Random sent contact lel
[12:39:41 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: I didn't see that message until now.
[12:40:02 AM] Testarossa™: Its alrighty
[1:03:24 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: H-Hi..
[1:03:53 AM] Testarossa™: Hello my child
[1:04:03 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: @~@
[1:04:14 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: Athena/Jewel said she met you
[1:04:24 AM] Testarossa™: Yes they did
[1:04:27 AM] Testarossa™: Who might you be?
[1:04:29 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: I'm her memory collector/persona, Oric..
[1:05:00 AM] Testarossa™: Nice to meet you Oric. My name is Katherine, Kat for short.
[1:05:05 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: I know...
[1:05:11 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: I was the one who knew about you first
[1:05:12 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: >~<
[1:05:29 AM] Testarossa™: I hope thats a good thing haha
[1:05:36 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: It is..
[1:06:00 AM] Testarossa™: Oh well, thats good! Is there something you wanted?
[1:06:10 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: I uh..
[1:06:17 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: .. N-Nhh..
[1:06:29 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: I guess you could say I'm a fan or whatever
[1:06:30 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: pp
[1:06:31 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: qq
[1:08:21 AM] Testarossa™: oh? Haha I dont have any of those
[1:08:29 AM] Testarossa™: I guess you could say your the President of my fan clubt hen
[1:22:30 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: Nyeh..
[1:22:43 AM] Testarossa™: Hm?
[1:24:25 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: Its athena
[1:24:29 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: Hai ^^
[1:24:33 AM] Testarossa™: Ello dear
[1:24:39 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: Oric kinda broke down and ran to her room
[1:24:44 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: Sooooo...
[1:24:53 AM] Testarossa™: Whats wrong?
[1:24:56 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: Getting her to gain trust will take a while.
[1:25:26 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: She's broken by Sebastian shiro and juston
[1:25:34 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: So she's kinda losing it ATM.
[1:25:55 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: Sebastian won't reply .-.
[1:26:05 AM] Testarossa™: I think he went to sleep to be honest lol
[1:26:18 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: Peh..
[1:26:29 AM] Testarossa™: You dont seem like you're all that comfortable either
[1:26:40 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: Tbh I'm not.
[1:26:46 AM] Testarossa™: But?
[1:26:46 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: He's done allot to me
[1:27:03 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: To where he nearly killed off my soul
[1:27:27 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: I'm shaking, idrk how to act or what to say.
[1:27:39 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: I don't even have a hint of trust to begin with.
[1:27:54 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: He knows how I was, and to just leave like he did..
[1:28:28 AM] Testarossa™: I know the feeling actually.
[1:28:48 AM] Testarossa™: What do you know about him and I?
[1:29:06 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: Idk anything tbh.
[1:29:39 AM] Testarossa™: Ah, well, Ill leave that to him to talk about
[1:29:52 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: I'd like to know from you .-.
[1:30:07 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: He's done allot already, I'd be more calm if it was out of you.
[1:30:35 AM] Testarossa™: Well, we are together, although sometimes I cant help but to question why.... He makes it incredibly difficult
[1:30:56 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: What happened to his boyfriend wdf.
[1:31:08 AM] Testarossa™: You're talking to him
[1:31:14 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: Oh
[1:31:17 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: OH
[1:31:18 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: Wait
[1:31:26 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: ....
[1:31:33 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: processing
[1:31:49 AM] Testarossa™: Katherine is kinda like Jewel
[1:31:55 AM] Testarossa™: Katherine to me is like Jewel to you
[1:32:03 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: Oh..
[1:32:07 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: Oke.
[1:32:27 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: He did tell me that by his timeline you two were to be together eternally .-.
[1:32:34 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: He left me for you actuallym
[1:32:40 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: If I can think about it
[1:32:54 AM] Testarossa™: Which, honestly, is something that I try not to think about
[1:33:06 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: Why..?
[1:33:24 AM] Testarossa™: How would you feel knowing someone left the person they were with for you?
[1:33:27 AM] Testarossa™: Sort of Guilty no?
[1:33:34 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: Ofc
[1:33:47 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: I wouldn't have gone out with him if it was vise versa.
[1:34:26 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: That alone is why I just don't go out with people who leaves their significant other for me.
[1:34:33 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: Two have done it already.
[1:34:42 AM] Testarossa™: aye....
[1:34:55 AM] Testarossa™: That and, well, I dont know how he's feeling a lot as of late
[1:35:05 AM] Testarossa™: Sometimes I question myself and everything
[1:35:16 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: I feel that he tricked me..
[1:35:26 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: ... Idek I f he told you what he put me through.
[1:35:38 AM] Testarossa™: No, I dont really know anything about you
[1:35:43 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: Mh.
[1:35:44 AM] Testarossa™: other than he you two dated before me
[1:35:58 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: He tricked me into kinda
[1:36:01 AM] Testarossa™: Idk, Inever asked as well, I didnt wanna think about what couldve been
[1:36:09 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: .... Ole.
[1:36:12 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: Oke
[1:36:14 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: *
[1:36:21 AM] Testarossa™: What did he trick you into?
[1:36:27 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: .... Shows..
[1:36:38 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: He convinced me by timeline that we would marry.
[1:36:47 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: And I was saving myself til marriage.
[1:37:04 AM] Testarossa™: Oh my goodness....
[1:37:19 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: Oric and jewel had kids with Sebastian and shiro
[1:37:29 AM] Testarossa™: Did he ever return them?
[1:37:29 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: Me and Justin adopted two lost child spirits
[1:37:42 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: We kept the kids
[1:37:44 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: All of them.
[1:37:53 AM] Testarossa™: He told me about the children
[1:38:26 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: ^^; it's unstable just thinking about it.
[1:38:34 AM] Testarossa™: I wont pry then.
[1:38:40 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: I spiritually lost my Virginty to him
[1:38:42 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: And tbh
[1:38:50 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: Please let me know if he hurts you
[1:38:54 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: In any way shape or form
[1:39:10 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: I don't want the same happening to someone else.
[1:39:35 AM] Testarossa™: Spiritually, he could never hurt me.
[1:39:39 AM] Testarossa™: Im much stronger than he is
[1:39:44 AM] Testarossa™: He could only do so physically
[1:40:01 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: Then let me know.
[1:40:26 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: I really don't want it happening to anyone else
[1:40:29 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: Please..
[1:41:23 AM] Testarossa™: I dont think he would, but I will tell you if he does
[1:41:38 AM | Edited 1:41:48 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: That's what I thought...
[1:41:48 AM] Testarossa™: Hm?
[1:42:03 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: That he wouldn't hurt me.
[1:42:15 AM] Testarossa™: Sometimes I wonder the same thing....
[1:42:27 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: You're at that stage huh..?
[1:42:39 AM] Testarossa™: What stage?
[1:42:49 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: Me jewel and oric made this stage thing
[1:42:59 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: Of Justin in relationships
[1:43:04 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: According to what he did to us
[1:43:13 AM] Testarossa™: What were they?
[1:43:15 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: 1. Close friendship
[1:43:19 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: 2. Relationship
[1:43:28 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: 3. Over obsessive spirituality
[1:43:35 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: 4. Difficulty
[1:43:43 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: You're at stage 5
[1:43:48 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: 5. Wonderin
[1:43:52 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: Wondering*
[1:44:19 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: 5 is where I should've stopped, but didn't.
[1:44:34 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: I let that thought leave me, I didn't bother thinking about it.
[1:44:59 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: Just don't go to stage 8.
[1:45:05 AM] Testarossa™: What are the others?
[1:45:13 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: 6. Pain
[1:45:18 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: 7. Retrusting
[1:45:32 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: 8. Possibly Regretful decisions
[1:45:33 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: 9. Pain
[1:45:37 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: 10. Abandonment.
[1:45:53 AM] Testarossa™: I'd say Im halfway between 4 and 5
[1:46:05 AM] Testarossa™: Just things that he says
[1:46:10 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: Like?
[1:46:10 AM] Testarossa™: makes it extremely difficult
[1:46:20 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: If you don't mind me asking.
[1:46:38 AM] Testarossa™: I dont really wanna talk about it...
[1:48:24 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: Lose connectivity now please.. I sincerely recommend it.
[1:48:31 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: He told me this as well
[1:48:39 AM] Testarossa™: What did he tell you?
[1:48:52 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: He was shown my feelings for him
[1:49:10 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: And suddenly thought that he couldn't handle/do it anymore
[1:49:37 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: He knew I loved him more and said he wasn't sure if he wanted to continue this
[1:50:54 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: He's doing
[1:51:00 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: Everything he possibly did to me
[1:51:02 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: With you.
[1:51:18 AM] Testarossa™: Like Im a thoughtful person, but you will not treat me like shit
[1:51:23 AM] Testarossa™: I refuse to be that person
[1:51:51 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: I'd suggesting leaving now, cause I can conclude at this point
[1:51:58 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: That he's doing the same thing to you
[1:52:00 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: As he did me.
[1:52:03 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: I'm shaking
[1:52:13 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: I don't want it to happen to anyone.
[1:52:53 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: I can even conclude now
[1:52:59 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: That if you two end it
[1:53:11 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: I will automatically look at him.
[1:53:33 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: Cause I know he would've caused it.
[1:54:42 AM] Testarossa™: Im going to talk to him in the morning about this
[1:54:57 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: Its mental torture to you, isn't it...
[1:55:08 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: To know he's questioning this.
[1:55:11 AM] Testarossa™: Not really anymore.
[1:55:14 AM] Testarossa™: At first it was
[1:55:19 AM] Testarossa™: but I've kinda grown thick to it
[1:55:28 AM] Testarossa™: It used to plague me
[1:55:29 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: Good
[1:55:44 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: Omfg good
[1:55:48 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: Thank god
[1:56:07 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: Hell come back and do it again
[1:56:34 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: Can I hug you?
[1:56:40 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: You're not stupid like me
[1:56:43 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: Let me hug you
[1:56:46 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: ;3;
[1:56:46 AM] Testarossa™: You dont need to ask lol
[1:56:51 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: Huggies
[1:56:59 AM] Testarossa™: hugs
[1:57:14 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: I'm crying IRL lmfao
[1:57:26 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: I don't want it to happen to someone else just
[1:57:29 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: Fucking hell
[2:00:00 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: I summon and have dragons behind me by my will.
[2:00:08 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: I'm pathetic melee wise
[2:00:10 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: ;-;
[2:00:22 AM] Testarossa™: I dont use Melee either
[2:00:27 AM] Testarossa™: thats his thing
[2:00:31 AM] Testarossa™: Im a long range caster
[2:00:38 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: I'm like a summoner.
[2:00:45 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: I have things fight for me
[2:00:51 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: In this case my people >.>
[2:00:56 AM] Testarossa™: I can teach you a lot of summons
[2:01:08 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: I'm a Dragon Tamer.
[2:01:26 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: I have a Kindle Dragon as my mentor, I'll be fine
[2:01:31 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: But ty for the offer
[2:01:33 AM] Testarossa™: Dont let that hinder you honey
[2:01:45 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: I knuu.
[2:01:47 AM] Testarossa™: Summoners are summoners, no matter what they best alline with
[2:02:00 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: I can only control my race
[2:02:11 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: Eve strictly made my race as they are.
[2:02:23 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: I can only control dragon
[2:02:34 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: And a few other reptilian races
[2:03:06 AM] Testarossa™: Im the current overseer of the flow of time
[2:03:50 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: Oh..
[2:04:59 AM] Testarossa™: I can cease the flow of time, speed it up, or slow it down
[2:05:02 AM] Testarossa™: I can alter timelines
[2:05:08 AM] Testarossa™: or I can create new ones
[2:05:12 AM] Testarossa™: All this astrally of course
[2:05:28 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: ... Oh..
[2:05:36 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: Do you know mine...?
[2:05:51 AM] Testarossa™: I've only looked down it once at Justins Request
[2:06:21 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: You know my contract...?
[2:06:37 AM] Testarossa™: No, I only saw into your future
[2:06:48 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: Precisely.
[2:06:56 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: My contract is with Oroc herself.
[2:07:03 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: She did it to save my human life.
[2:07:07 AM] Testarossa™: I didnt see anything about a Contract really.
[2:07:13 AM] Testarossa™: What does this contract do?
[2:07:31 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: If i don't find my hope before Christmas of this year
[2:07:37 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: I am to commit suicide.
[2:07:47 AM] Testarossa™: What do you mean "your hope"
[2:08:02 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: I had no one at the time
[2:08:12 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: No close friends, no lover, no nothing
[2:08:20 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: Just an abusive mother and stepdad
[2:08:34 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: I was on the verge of suicide until oric took control and stopped me
[2:08:47 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: She made me sign that contract to keep e alive longer.
[2:09:15 AM] Testarossa™: All is good now right?
[2:09:28 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: My only hope is my brother, but at this point now
[2:09:35 AM] Testarossa™: Jack?
[2:09:37 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: I can see that he hides things from me.
[2:09:38 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: Mhm.
[2:09:54 AM] Testarossa™: What do you think he's hiding?
[2:10:07 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: He told me that he'd avoid talking to justin
[2:10:19 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: Only to find out he's even built something for him me and jack
[2:10:46 AM] Testarossa™: If you're referring to the home in Eventide
[2:11:00 AM] Testarossa™: He built it to try and win the both of you back
[2:11:14 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: He was involved in that convo, He lied about having little connection or friendship with Justin, etc.
[2:11:17 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: My..?
[2:11:25 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: Mh*
[2:11:38 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: So he didn't lie about that??
[2:11:47 AM] Testarossa™: Well, from what I see, He was telling the truth
[2:11:56 AM] Testarossa™: Jack really doesnt have much of a connection with him
[2:12:04 AM] Testarossa™: They hardly, if ever, really talk
[2:12:24 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: Mh.
[2:12:35 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: You're aware of the reason why??
[2:12:52 AM] Testarossa™: All I know is that it has to do with you
[2:13:19 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: Jack told me that Justin isn't even a brother anymore because of what he did to me
[2:13:29 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: Even he's convinced he abandoned me
[2:13:44 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: And I believe at the time you and Justin tried to get him away from me
[2:13:52 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: And he refused.
[2:14:03 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: It was the day Justin left me.
[2:14:08 AM] Testarossa™: I have no ill will against you nor Jack.
[2:14:13 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: I knuu.
[2:14:31 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: But I know in don't remember that name just from the astral.
[2:14:49 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: "I don't think you fully understand the situation, Jack."
[2:14:53 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: Quoted..
[2:15:10 AM] Testarossa™: Thats what Justin said to Jack concerning you no?
[2:15:17 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: No.
[2:15:30 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: But someone added jack out of nowhere.
[2:15:45 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: To tell him to keep away for now.
[2:15:58 AM] Testarossa™: To keep away from whom?
[2:16:02 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: Me.
[2:16:20 AM] Testarossa™: Did Jack tell you this persons name?
[2:16:36 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: He concluded it was Justin's boyfriend.
[2:16:40 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: .-.
[2:16:47 AM] Testarossa™: Eh?
[2:16:54 AM] Testarossa™: But that would be me?
[2:16:58 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: Mhm.
[2:17:14 AM] Testarossa™: Why would I care about You talking to Jack?
[2:17:40 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: Either Justin made you try at the time, or he contacted someone else.
[2:17:53 AM] Testarossa™: Wasnt me.
[2:18:00 AM] Testarossa™: I have no reason to keep you and Jack apart
[2:18:14 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: Someone wanted to at the least
[2:18:22 AM] Testarossa™: When was this?
[2:18:29 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: The day he left me.
[2:18:32 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: Like
[2:18:35 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: Abandoned me
[2:19:18 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: He was apparently as desperate as to ask you or someone elset
[2:19:19 AM] Testarossa™: Thats rather interesting
[2:19:25 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: To add jack and convince him to leave.
[2:19:38 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: But jack stayed loyal
[2:19:46 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: And we've never been more close
[2:20:33 AM] Testarossa™:  Im glad the two of you are happy together
[2:22:51 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: ty ;-;
[2:23:29 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: If its okay btw
[2:23:48 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: I'd like to come to you whenever something I predict happens.
[2:23:55 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: Its happened before, its bound to happen agin
[2:24:00 AM] Testarossa™: You can always come to me
[2:24:12 AM] Testarossa™: I myself am a bit clairvoyant, so I know about that
[2:24:18 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: Oke
[2:24:19 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: Just
[2:24:26 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: He's betrayed both me and jack before
[2:24:38 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: And it took me a while to gain my trust again
[2:24:52 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: But he was mad about it
[2:25:11 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: And we got into a fight cause I feel that he was too impatient on getting my trust back
[2:25:22 AM] Testarossa™: Jack?
[2:25:26 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: Saying it wasn't his fault it was the corruption, etc
[2:25:26 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: No
[2:25:28 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: Justin
[2:25:31 AM] Testarossa™: Ah
[2:25:49 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: He's definitely not gaining my trust or my friendliness anytime soon
[2:26:02 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: So if he getsnimpatietnt and we end up in a fight
[2:26:06 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: I'll tell you.
[2:26:13 AM] Testarossa™: Good
[2:26:16 AM] Testarossa™: I hope you do
[2:26:18 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: Cause I trust you to smack him into sense
[2:26:20 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: e-e
[2:26:37 AM] Testarossa™: and I look for reasons to do it lmao
[2:26:44 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: Lo l
[2:27:29 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: You have good reasons at this point
[2:27:34 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: You know what he's done.
[2:27:46 AM] Testarossa™: Even if we end up not staying together
[2:27:53 AM] Testarossa™: I want to try to whip him into shape
[2:28:02 AM] Testarossa™: so then at least I can say
[2:28:14 AM] Testarossa™: "Well I've done my part, the next one has to be different"
[2:28:19 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: LOL
[2:28:24 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: Please do tbh
[2:28:37 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: I've tried my best to get him involved back onto the human world
[2:28:53 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: He told me once you're this involved you can't go back
[2:29:03 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: Ever since he left I can say bullshit to that
[2:29:11 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: Gained more friends
[2:29:14 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: Got outside more
[2:29:30 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: Cried at how beautiful a scenic view of the mountains were like
[2:29:34 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: Yes I did cry
[2:29:35 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: XD
[2:29:50 AM] Testarossa™: Oh its more than possible to go back
[2:30:01 AM] Testarossa™: He'd like to think its not possible
[2:30:17 AM] Testarossa™: but Im slowly making ways to put him back into the human world
[2:30:23 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: Good
[2:30:31 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: If you need help I'm here always
[2:30:49 AM] Testarossa™: Someday, Ill likely need it lmao
[2:31:00 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: Good
[2:31:15 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: I'm always available, and if not I reply as soon as I could.
[2:31:44 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: God I'm tearing up by a memory lmfao
[2:31:51 AM] Testarossa™: You too?
[2:31:56 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: Oh?
[2:32:07 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: Sadness or happiness?
[2:32:54 AM] Testarossa™: Happiness
[2:32:57 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: Good
[2:32:59 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: Me too.
[2:33:08 AM] Testarossa™: I dont have too many bad memories
[2:33:21 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: I have too many to count lmfao
[2:33:24 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: But ehh..
[2:33:37 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: A friend always kinda blocked that for me
[2:33:49 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: He was killed by his mom a few months ago.
[2:33:59 AM] Testarossa™: o___o
[2:34:15 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: We both kinda had the same family situations
[2:34:20 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: And household situations
[2:34:27 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: We had a fight once
[2:34:56 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: And I told him about what my mom did that day and I had it worse
[2:35:00 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: Which I did at the time
[2:35:07 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: But it got worse for him overtime
[2:35:11 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: Anyway
[2:35:29 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: I asked him why we could deal with it or why we live with it
[2:35:39 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: And he told me exactly
[2:35:48 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: "Because you smile through it"
[2:35:58 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: I asked if he meant we but he meant me alone.
[2:36:29 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: That despite my situation and Justin's abandonment I always smiled true.
[2:36:53 AM] Testarossa™: Was his name Antonio?
[2:36:56 AM] Testarossa™: Or something like that
[2:37:03 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: ...
[2:37:07 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: How did you know thay
[2:38:12 AM] Testarossa™: I think I had a conversation about this person with you before
[2:38:27 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: Didn't we just meet today?
[2:38:31 AM] Testarossa™: Idk, if it was physically or not
[2:38:33 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: His name was Anthony.
[2:38:42 AM] Testarossa™: but I remember talking to someone over Void about this
[2:38:53 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: What's your name on void..?
[2:39:11 AM] Testarossa™: I dont remember what character I was using then
[2:39:20 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: Name your chars
[2:39:28 AM] Testarossa™: It was on an Alt account
[2:39:42 AM] Testarossa™: I think I mightve been using my Ara Wednesday/Archimedia?
[2:39:46 AM] Testarossa™: I dont know...
[2:39:58 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: I remember Wednesday.
[2:40:05 AM] Testarossa™: I just remember having this conversation with someone
[2:40:10 AM] Testarossa™: Ah, well that was me
[2:40:16 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: Oh..
[2:40:25 AM] Testarossa™: I hope I wasnt mean to you
[2:40:31 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: You weren't.
[2:40:49 AM] Testarossa™: Oh good,
[2:40:55 AM] Testarossa™: I try not to be mean to people unless need be
[2:41:14 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: If you were mean to me that day
[2:41:19 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: I wouldn't blame you
[2:41:20 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: Sine
[2:41:27 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: Oric can be sort of
[2:41:28 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: Rude
[2:41:30 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: XD
[2:41:44 AM] Testarossa™: Its okay, Katherine sint always sweet
[2:42:09 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: Whenever oric is in control and I forget to tell her to be noce
[2:42:13 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: ANY
[2:42:17 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: And I mean ANYONE
[2:42:20 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: she meets
[2:42:27 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: Will hate me/her
[2:42:50 AM] Testarossa™: Katherine is generally nice unless someone else initiates it
[2:43:17 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: Oric doesn't trust anyone she meets tbh
[2:43:25 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: Its a habit.
[2:43:35 AM] Testarossa™: Trust me, I know what thats like
[2:44:06 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: Oric hates everybody and always tries to find a reason why
[2:44:22 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: She hates you, but is still considered a fan
[2:44:38 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: She hates my IRL friend Andi, but still talks to her
[2:44:48 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: The only person she likes or even loves is jack
[2:45:12 AM] Testarossa™: Well, Im glad theres at least one persons he doesnt hate
[2:45:19 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: Ikr
[2:45:28 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: I was surprised
[2:45:29 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: XD
[2:45:49 AM] Testarossa™: Hatred isnt healthy for the soul~
[2:46:08 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: It can't be helped really.
[2:46:17 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: She's my memory collector for a reason.
[2:46:22 AM] Testarossa™: mhm
[2:46:42 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: She takes my darkest and deepest secrets or memories or thoughts and absorbs them into herself
[2:47:01 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: So whatever pain or torture I've had in my life, she deals with them since I can't.
[2:47:03 AM] Testarossa™: Thats what Illiana does for me
[2:47:17 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: That sounds like my aunts name
[2:47:23 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: But hers is spelled ileana
[2:47:27 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: Anyway
[2:47:29 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: Continue
[2:47:31 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: <.<
[2:47:50 AM] Testarossa™: She usually refers to herself as my mother
[2:48:02 AM] Testarossa™: so she assumes the "shielding" kinda thing
[2:48:13 AM] Testarossa™: protecting me from Anger, Negativity, Depression, and etc
[2:48:20 AM] Testarossa™: making me feel warm and loved when cold and sad
[2:48:25 AM] Testarossa™: She tries her best
[2:49:05 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: Oric does that with me
[2:49:21 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: wifis back on yay
[2:49:25 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: VOid here I come @-@
[2:49:35 AM] Testarossa™: Where do you live?
[2:49:50 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: Colorado, you?
[2:50:01 AM] Testarossa™: Isnt it late there for you? Lol and Los Angeles
[2:50:16 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: I'm your definition of a Night Owl
[2:50:20 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: Late is like 9am for me.
[2:50:24 AM] Testarossa™: True....
[2:50:36 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: I'm just
[2:50:46 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: rereading what Sebastian said to oric
[2:50:50 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: to make her shake up the house
[2:51:07 AM] Testarossa™: THats probably not healthy lol
[2:51:21 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: It did cause quite a bit of pain to be AND her
[2:51:30 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: and she absorbed my pain, so it's twice on her e-e
[2:52:07 AM] Testarossa™: Ive never known Sebastian to be a bad person. What happened there?
[2:52:25 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: Just hatred on all three of them.
[2:52:38 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: He should've tried to contact her sooner a the least, know?
[2:52:43 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: They were blocked ik
[2:52:52 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: but there was the astral, and elsword, etc
[2:53:15 AM] Testarossa™: If he tried on the Astral, would you have remembered?
[2:53:20 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: ofc.
[2:53:25 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: But he didn't.
[2:53:32 AM] Testarossa™: He never does
[2:53:39 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: Ik.
[2:53:44 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: He didn't bother coming to see us
[2:53:46 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: or his kids
[2:53:50 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: not even shiro
[2:54:01 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: so they both have slight hatred for their husbands
[2:54:10 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: Oric a bit more >.>"
[2:57:20 AM] Testarossa™: One second, Sander Boss lol
[2:59:24 AM] ♥|Athena The Koala|♥: oke