Been a victim
Was amazing at the time!
Until he dropped me
And cognitive dissonance hit hard
He'd rewritten me to be addicted to him
And need him
And so I did
And it felt amazing cause of what he did
I lost friends
Didn't care, I had him
He was also making me dumbed
More sexual
More needy
Breaking me down bit by bit
Then he'd had his fun
And he dropped me
There I was. Twisted and broken for him
And without him
I've recovered
I still get urges, though
That entire part of my life was a Haze