SSJ2 RP Gohan

"Hmph."Gohan ground his teeth looking down at the ground the dark clouds above his head on this ruined world. "I’m too weak."He said as he sensed Trunks who's whose power he couldn’t even measure up to since he was useless, he was about to die and there was nothing he could do about it; he balled his fist " am too weak to live." he fell to his knees and closed his eyes, he remembered Piccolo's body limp,almost lifeless, bloody and beaten.

He imagined holding his Uncle Raditz arms, his best friend, even though they acted like they didn't care for each other deep down they did they spent almost every day and every moment training moment, he began to shed tears. "Why..am I so worthless,"he thought to himself as his arms fell to his side he just let them hang. "I doen’t even deserve to exist anymore" He imagined his body turning to dust and fading from existence, he couldn’t believe it. "Frieza.." he said as he wrapped his fingers into his fist clenching it so tight that his fingernails began to cut into his palms causing blood to trickle down his palms hitting the white tiles below him

"He could've killed me, I was so weak. I couldn't save them!" he said as he stood to his feet and looked up at the dark skies. The wind around him began to pick up, he had been in a near-death situation so many times now and someone else always saved him and these thoughts flowed through his head every day. "I was too weak, dreams of being the strongest, wasted." his hair began to flow as the winds picked up more, the blood from palms leaking in between the spaces from each tile. "I COULDN'T SAVE MYSELF!" he yelled with emotion as his yellow aura appeared around his engulfing his body like flames, he had not lost his will to fight, or even her will to be the strongest, this was from his now ever-burning rage. His rage just now began to boil over.

His strong mind was now as fragile as glass, filling with cracks the very moment he as about to meet his end at the hands of these androids. The ground below his feet began to crack under his ever-increasing power. He remembered every defeat in his lifetime, Vegeta breaking his arm, The Ginyu force nearly killing him and all his friends and the sacrifice his mother hand to make, Cooler coming to their planet and defeating every warrior they had he remembered the battle on a doomed Namek, the very planet blowing up in front of his eyes as she sat to weak to do anything, and sat back as his father and Piccolo once again made a play to save him.

"Trunks, Yamcha and myself all dead." he said in a sad tone, "IF I CAN'T EVEN SAVE MYSELF! HOW COULD I EXPECT TO SAVE THEM!" as his rage exploded among the dim area, black clouds and smog, his hair rising and spiking even more. His mind began to crack more, the very planet he stood on seemed to be shaking as his tears flowed upwards with his aura which was now flashing a golden yellow. The ground around him that had been built began to crack and shake under the stress of his very power. The energy around him thicker than oatmeal, it all stopped for a moment in time. Everything seemed peaceful, "If you can't save yourself.." he whimpered quietly. Suddenly every bad moment in his life came rushing back to him at once, and the glass frame of his mind, broke.

The faces of Yamcha, Trunks, Launch and Menma came to his face, all dead, all beaten, this isn’t what disturbed him most he saw the face of himself dead. He only had one idea on how she could help any of them. He had finally snapped after two years of rage and thought " HOW COULD YOU SAVE THEM!" he yelled at the top of his lungs it could almost be heard through the whole afterlife. "I hate you.." he said as he closed his imagining his own death, he hated the image that burned in her head, it was himself. He grinded heis teeth so hard it sounded like someone was scratching a school board. Yellow sparks seemed to flash around his body, as a a bright lit lit up the dark area, it would blind anyone looking at it, when it faded Gohan would have sparks flowing around him, he has ascended past a super Saiyan