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BE SEEN, BE NOTICED, BE REMEMBERED Get To Know Me Before You Judge Me DONT Judge Me By A FUCKEN Book Cover I constantly deal with people that look at me and judge me LoL  Just shows how naive you are try not to act so ignorant!  Dont judge people by believing everything you hear Cause no one says anything nice about anyone these days ONLY GOD CAN JUDGE ME DONT ADD ME IF YOUR A SLEAZE A SLUT A LIAR A SHIT TALKER A BACKSTABBER A FAKE PIECE OF SHIT JUST ADDING ME TO SEE MY PHOTOS AND MY WALL AND IF YOUR GONNA WASTE MY TIME I Hate Judgmental/Stereotypical People So get to know someone before calling them shit or  assuming there 'this/that' without Knowing them You can take the person out of high school but you cant take high school out of the  person Be more concerned with your character then your reputation  Because your character is what you really are  and your reputation is only what people think you are  Keep your small minded opinions to yourself What do you really get out of talking about me? Thats wat i thought..  If you didnt see it with your own eyes or hear it with your own ears  dont invent it with your small mind and share it with your big mouth The haters will NEVER stop me  but its so funny to watch them all try so hard It is nothing but comedy and motivation  and I LOVE it!!  Just admit it your mad because  you know that I will ALWAYS do it better What you see is what you get I guess you could say im genetically blessed ;) Most people these days will just judge me without knowing a thing about me Im not the person your making yourselfs believe I am My facebook pictures do not define  who I am any of my friends could tell you that respect is what Im all about  what people do with there lives is there choice I dont like to take the path that everyone else walks on I like to be the one that stands out  Looks can be so deceiving  If you judge me on the way I look  or the places I go to then you've done me a favour cause I dont need people like that in my life take your time to think im sure you will love me just give me time and i will love you  too im not one to judge people the things that you hear about me might be true but then again it could be as fake  as the fagget who told you 100% Strong believer in karma and it finds away to bite you in the butt about 90% of the time i am the complete opposite of  what people think and judge me as when they first meet me what you wanna do to yourself is up to you respecting ones individuality is the first step in creating your own image The ONLY thing that is fake is my hair  I have never had breast implants I am def high maintenance I like to look good wherever I go I am completely addicted to make up and tanning  they are like my drugs Just so you know the stupid blonde stereotype does NOT apply here I wanted to be my own boss Its much more threatening to be an educated smart blonde that has a resume then a dumb blonde that everyone excepts you to be I cant stand people that can not put together a literate sentence  Its so annoying As far as blonde moments well yeah Im notorious for those =P  Im the kind of girl that knows what I want  and I get it I hate rules And I hate being told what to do If someone tells me I cant do something  it will only make me want to do it that much more I refuse to wake up before noon I hate getting up early I love the feel of an adrenaline rush I am very impatient and I am very impulsive  If I want something I have to have it now im a perfectionist and I always want to be the best that I can be  Im hard on myself and I am always striving to be better and say what I want to say If it offends you  then STOP reading this right now!! The people who know me will know  how i am and thats more then enough for me I always do things my way and I always seem to learn my lessons the hard way Thats the best way to learn though right?  I live by my own rules  and I dont care what anyone thinks about it I am my own dictator Im going to do what I want  and your never going to stop me  so dont waste your time trying sweetie!!  i've made more then my share of mistakes  im vulnerable to beliving lies Im hoping one day I wont need to fake smile I live by quotes that explain  exactly what im going through I make up excuses for everything  I have drama and memories  Beneath the makeup  and behind the smile I am just a girl who wishes for the world just remember if you say shit about me i couldnt care less cause i like the attention people BUT i could have shit the same shit about you  but unlike you i dont open my mouth to people I hate when people talk so big about their lives putting other peoples down  honestly its a BIG turn off I really could not care less if you disagree with things I do or say who the fuck are you anyway I learn new things everyday I do it because i can I can because I want to I want to because you said I couldnt I believe in faith People change so that you can learn to let go Things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they right and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together i try to turn any negative things people say to me into a positive theres no doubt in my mind that if we just talked we would get along i am truely a friendly and genuine person especially cause i never know how or when i may just see you again in the future i go out of my way to do things for people but then have to deal with the  disappointment of not getting anything back in return i dont complain much just speak my mind I'll amaze you, excite you and leave you intrigued i choose everything i do therefore ill be more than happy to brag about it i hate when people portray a side of them on facebook that doesnt even exist i know your games and tricks probability more than you do so dont even bother  and i have been through more than anyone has been i dont go looking or searching for anyone because i dont need to i got my peeps and you got yours Stay strong keep holding on  and dont let your dreams fade away combing vaniella blonde extentions short with curves  i have 2 belly rings piercings and yes i love to show it off so get fucked if you dont like it girls dont add me and start shit  with me cause in the end  you will lose I keep it real  When i walk by  and you stop and stare Well keep on staring cause i dont care Cause when it comes to competition your out i ain't no Dick, so bitches PLEASE keep me out of your mouth i think the way I think  i feel the way I feel dont try to make me feel like less of a person  just because I dont fit your idea of who  I should be and dont try to change me to fit your little world If I need to change I alone will make that decision Im just a teenage girl whos currently going through puberty I will have my mood swings so deal with it Im not one to talk shit behind your back I'll be nice to you once Fuck me over and there is no second chances bitches that talk about me i would like to thank you  because your making me famous and making me your center of attention I am a whole complex package Take me or leave me Accept me or walk away! I cry, so I'm emotional. I speak my mind, so I'm a bitch. call me anorexic. call me fat because i can put on or i can lose that weigh. so give it a break.  im just unique.  Im a liar because i wont tell you everything.  Im stupid because sometimes i'm wrong.  Im a loser because im not friends with your group. I use people because i do whats best for me.  Im conceited because im proud of who i am. im unappreciative because i dont praise you. im sorry I dont give a fuck. Im weird because im not like you.  I wont let you break me. think what you want. I strive for perfection and I wont settle for less slut is far from where i am.  Well.. i dont believe guys have cooties, but that doesnt make me a slut.. Some of my shirts are cleavagy,  so Im a slut. I talk to men - so im a slut. I sometimes make innapropriate jokes,  so I'm trashy. I'm sorry i'm not a virgin, i'm sorry i'm not a slut.  the innocent ones turn into sluts,  I like to get dressed up- so i love myself. im a slut because i'll wear shorts and a tank top. I'm ugly because my face isn't perfect. I'm a whore because i like boys.  i'm fake because most of the time i'm happy. I wear make-up and straighten my hair,  so I'm fake. call me a slut,  call me a whore if you don't like me there's the door. I Hate people who act like  completely different people around others Im nowhere near bitchy or stuck up Im just me like it or not thats up to you  im one of those people that you either love me or hate me theres no "in between"  many people think im very slutty  maybe because of the way i dress or act but  aww well what can you do people have their opinions and you cant help that you just gotta get on with life true I look the way I look. sometimes I like being unperfect.  Im sorry if im not perfect. Wearing a skirt didn't make you a slut. No ones perfect. call me a flirt.  call me fake thats just me,  i def forgive but never forget cause i know im not perfect but you are not either i am also probability one of the most generous people you will ever meet. bitches talk and bullshit about me being fake  but clearly its because they got nothing else better to do in their lifes  other then bitch.  girls that are just plain stuck up plastic bitches  that have no intelligence what so ever tick me right off  i have two arms two legs. and properly working organs im a happy girl. thats what i dont understand about people.  dont complain do something about it. if i dont like how i look ill simply change it.  ill admit im a little concieted but if i wasnt then that means i dont accept the way i look Confidence I wear it like make up I dress this way To piss you off  if you think i care  you should probability  take a seat in the line with all the other bitches out there waiting for me to give a fuck. no matter what you do there is always going to be someone  with your name in their mouth yes i know i have this effect with people i'll make you feel like your on top of the  world because im nice  jealousy is a curse  cant stand me?  sit down.  cant face me?  then turn the fuck around.  say im not worth it. and watch where i end up.  call me a bitch and ill show you one.  just cause i like taking pictures with short dresses doesnt make me  slut if i want my boobies hanging  out i can who the fuck are you telling me how to run my live Not living my life to please every asshole out there! I have my own life and style, Not trying to please you.  Or make you smile Seems like you cant do anything these days without being labeled  SO HATERS OUT THERE label me, cos i don't ...give a FUCK!! FRIENDS: i have so many friends that come and gone i will always have respect for them no matter what! it just hurts sometimes when you look back  and say hey he was in my life or she and all you can do is remember the good old  days then you think of the times when you needed them most and all you can remember is them  been there for you just at your good times!! and think im way better without them in my life. i believe that when you need people no one is really there for you  i like the saying  "When you are up,  your friends know you,  when you are down,  you know your friends" no one is going to be there forever like how they say so  cause really no one knows the meaning of a true friend! I have best friends and enemies, i get along with most people,  im sociable no harm in that but anytime you need a friend ill just be me Family isn't always blood.  It's the people in your life who want you in theirs the ones who accept you for who you are.  The ones who would do anything to see you smile,  and who love you no matter what. theres 2 people in my life that have only seen me cry!  so my shoulders sometimes carry their weight  Eat and drink with your relatives I'm still buddies with some of my girl friends exes,  so I'm a backstabber. your close friends become your worst enemies, An open enemy is better than a false friend  friendships will come and go but there are only some who actually stay with you i've had some great people impact my life in great ways.  from love to rejection till i can say i've made it out alive. ill have fun and i dont no were there is a limit to end..  sometimes that gets me in trouble and i fall very behind in my life as i put others first. well im done doing that ;) no matter what, and every friendship has their ups and downs  and their fights so you just gotta be brave enough  to not let anything get in between you and your friends  TRUST: I have a really hard time trusting people because of past experienes Trust NO ONE but myself My trust? You dont deserve that trust me without doubts. Never return to some just because it is the 'safe' appoch be open minded, take risks Trust is like glass. Once it is broken it cannot be repaired, only replaced  My trust is hard to come by but I promise if your true to me, I'll be true to you You realise that everyone around you, Cannot be trusted to the full extent LIFE:  sometimes life doesnt go my way and i hate the world  but im just a teenager figuring out my life out and who i am along the way and thats the way i like it  Girls bitch way to much,they backstab, and love drama.  I dont understand why and I never will. but dont get me wrong theres some girls out there just like me :)  You are only as old as you feel!  As we grow up, we learn that even the one person  that wasnt supposed to ever let us down  probability will. you'll cry because time is flying by.  So take many pictures, laugh too much, forgive freely,  If your alone ill be your shadow, if you cry ill be your shoulder, if you want a hug ill be your pillow, if you need to be happy ill be your smile, All good things to know are difficult to learn!  Do not go where the path may lead.  go instead where there is no path and leave a trail never let a person think they have won, never get up hope im the kind of person that will make an impact on your life From traveling to home im the type of person that may forget your birthday but im spontanous in other ways  but i dont believe the word ugly exsists we all have a touch of beauty inside us. im probability the most complicated person around who is never on time and aways says yes to everyone  cause i dont want to let anyone down. but i dont have regrets and i love my life and the people in it. ive been through alot in my life time and yes i've only been alive for 18 years  but that doesnt mean shit people go through things differently so get over it, i dont like people who use AGE as an excuse for everything seriously if you were  mature enough you would of understood that by now.  as well you all know everything happens for a reason and thats a part of life, we struggle in life to understand the value and be greatful for the things we have  and then comes the brighter and more fortunate times those are the gifts and  rewards for when you were strong and never gave up ;) I honestly love my life i think it gets better by the day and im so greatful for  everything and anything that is in it. I hate the 9-5 lifestyle, and always knew that I was destined for something more.  I am a totally "live in the moment" kind of person.  I figure you only have one life so why not live it to the fullest.  Life is what you make of it, so I made mine fun. I like to live life in the fast lane. I just do whatever I want to do and I dont give a fuck. its just more fun that way.  Live like a rockstar or dont live at all baby.  In life your gonna come across alot of haters and enemies that will do anything to put you down  but to succeed in life you just gotta act like you don't care and to always keep your head held high! The older I get the more responsibilities Im realizing I have. now you can love me for who I am or hate me for who you think I am.  from now on no one in my life matters besides myself. i am a beautiful independent woman that needs no man in my life. i am learning to love myself and to take in everything day by day.  life is so beautiful to think to deeply why bad things happen.  move the fuck on. live and learn. i am proud of who i am and i wouldnt change it for no one. i've been through so much to be the person who i am today and im still learning. Lifes too short to have enemies but then again lifes too long to hold grudges you live once and only once the cycle doesnt repeat itself Make the most of it  fuck over every fucking problem in your life  fuck every motherfucker who doesnt deserve the respect you give them  because your better off not having that type of shit in your future hold your head up high and never look back and take every single bullet My past taught me a lot about myself. I now try to always keep things positive. I control my temper & watch what I say before I speak. I have many regrets but everything happens for a reason. Everyone makes  mistakes, When you grow up like I did, You learn to fake a smile, So you dont hurt those that are close to you  You learn to walk the other way, Without looking back I fight for what I believe in, Whether it be physically or mentally or emotionally, I'll put my guard up and fight this world. I believe some things are best left unspoken So i learned to sometimes never questioned "why" I learnt not to give second chances, Because I dont need to be hurt twice, I learnt not to do anything That forces me to ask for a second chance.. With whatever happens in my life, Lifes too short to sit there and worry about who decided to walk out of my life. I learned to remain strong and hopeful, because a wise man once taught me, That through every dark night, Theres a brighter day.. I do not intentionally hurt people, Unless they find a way to hurt me, I respect those that respect me, And ill turn my back on those, That try to break me In my mind,  I am stronger than those who try to tear me down, Not always physically, But in my heart and in my mind I'm unstoppable, I'm unbreakable & Let me tell you something you probability already know.  The world isnt all sunshine and rainbows. Its a very mean and nasty place  and it will beat you to your knees and  keep you there permanently if you let it.  You, me, or nobody is going to hit as hard as life.  But it aint how hard you hit its about how hard you can get hit and keep moving forward.  How much you can take, and keep moving forward.  Thats how winning is done.  Now if you know what your worth, then go out and get what your worth.  But you got to be willing to take the hit Lifes strange and times change  LOVE: love like you've never been hurt Love me without fear Love me without restrictions Love me for how I am!! love me for who i am !!! love making new friends and meeting new people love without trust isnt love if you cant trust the person you love that means you dont so move the fuck on or still go on with your bullshit games saying i love you when  you dont never give anyone your heart you may not get it back even though they dont want it. i know whats it like to cry your heart out for someone you really love and having it  ripped out of you and wanting your life to end so dont listern to shit  Anything that has worth isnt easy to get If its easy to get then its worthless. How did we go from  "I love you" to not being able to look at one another? It's so true that  true LOVE will never dies even you'll find someone new because i still have this deep feelings for you i thought i knew love.  but fuck love.  it can come and go so easily that i promised myself that i will never love again until that diamond is on my finger whilst exchanging vowels on my wedding day. Every girl deserves to be treated like a princess? I tell you how it is you can either love me or hate me either way i dont give a fuck! and will do anything for the ones i love, The relationships we develop influence the person we are and the person we  become  Never mix business with pleasure!  Never say never!  Many men know how to flatter, few men know how to praise! A different man, a different taste!  If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you,  nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behaviour. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourself for a relationship that's not meant to be.  Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly  happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you  deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends".  A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probability is Don't stay because you think "it will get better. " You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different  women.  He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, why would he treat you any differently? Always have your own set of friends separate from his.  Maintain  boundaries in how a guy treats you. If something bothers you, speak up. Never let a man know everything.  He will use it against you later. You cannot change a man's behaviour.  Change comes from within. Don't EVER make him feel he is more important than you are even if he has more education or is in a better job.  Do not make him into a quasi-god. He is a man, nothing more, nothing less. Never let a man define who you are. Never borrow someone else's man.  If he cheated with you, he'll cheat on you. A man will only treat you the way you ALLOW him to treat you. All men are NOT dogs. You should not be the one doing all the bending...compromise is a two way street. You need time to heal between relationships there is nothing cute  about baggage Deal with your issues before pursuing a new relationship You should never look for someone to COMPLETE you a relationship consists of two WHOLE individuals look for someone  complimentary...not supplementary. Dating is fun even if he doesn't turn out to be Mr. Right.  Keep him  in your radar but get to know others. Make him miss you sometimes when a man always knows where you are,  and you're always readily available to him  he takes it for granted. Never move into his mother's house. Never co-sign for a man. Don't fully commit to a man who doesn't give you everything that you  need.  LOVE my music.. anything with lyrics i can relate to  You'll have your heart broken  and you'll break others hearts. love deeply Kiss slowly kisses turn into sex.  When protection meant wearing a helmet?  When the worst thing you could get from boys were cooties?  Act classy play hard, I have fallen for boys too quickly want me without demand i love shopping of cause what girly girl doesnt like shopping?  I love the colour pink & anything cute and little (: You learn to love and hold onto that special one And when times get rough, you learn to let go A relationship is where the boy and girl wouldnt even think of looking at someone  else  never keep anything from eachother  love them more and more every day  get jealous and through every argument  still love eachother i am no where near perfect  You have to get over bad endings to start new beginings I believe that you will never be able to comprehend the pain someone feels.  Sometimes i'm clingy because i like being around people. The only thing that hurt you was skinned knees and goodbyes only meant until  tomorrow Share this with other women and men (just so they know)... You'll make someone smile, another rethink her choices, and another woman prepare." BE A QUEEN...OWN YOUR POWER & YOUR GLORY  PERSONALITY: loud, outgoing, weird, moody,happy, intelligent, passionate, sensitive.  loving, caring, opinionated, bubbley and big hearted person. I think im a pretty fun person to hang out with once you get to know me :D HATES: Fake, bitchy, stubborn, over confident, up themselfs, selfish, ignorant people liars, cheaters ,backstabbing bitches , two faced shit talkers, sluts, cocky guys, by the way if you are any as those that i just listed then dont bother adding me  cause thats when ill get bitchy :) AND THANK YOU FOR READING THIS MEANS ALOT <3