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- here i am, far away
- a living ghost, every day
- locked away, beneath debris
- so i won't spread this disease
- the world outside can burn in flames
- but in my box i'll feel the same
- it's meaningless to rearrange
- the world is new, yet nothing's changed
- At first, they were a bit hard to see at such distance. But gradually I gained the courage to get closer, and also recognized them better after seeing them so many times. Almost every day, I would set out looking for them. I would not find them often, but it was enough to satisfy me for the time.
- Human nature is greedy and never inclined to be satisfied. The more we acquire, the more we will desire. I tried to stop and convince myself that I'd seen more than I could ever imagine, but it was never enough, somehow. I needed to see and know everything. Nothing would escape my vigilance.
- Inevitably, it was forced to an end. "Closure" is how he described it. I think "despair" is more accurate.
- Unfortunately, for everyone involved, it has yet to be truly over. It's both funny and pitiful that we believed it ever could be. Even I was anguished enough to stop, for a while. Like, a couple days or so.
- I once didn't recognize them. I was walking to the school and a group of students wearing the gym uniform were going the same direction. They were carrying rackets of some sport, so I assumed they'd visited a nearby court, despite the school having their own tennis courts.
- Two boys were walking along the sidewalk across the street from me. The nearest one donned glasses and short hair. I noticed he wore NewBalance shoes, the bold N logo standing out, and mused that Isaac wore the same brand. I happened to catch a glimpse of the bottom of the shoe when he walked; it had the same red stripe. In horror, I froze and stared at the two boys nonchalantly returning to school. I paid closer attention to the glasses, the hair, the face: that was Isaac.
- I turned around and ran through the trees, trying to evade their gaze if they had not noticed me yet. I don't think they did, but I will likely never know.
- That was April 14, the first time I recognized that I'd been caught oblivious. It turned out that almost every other event was also dramatic irony at its finest.
- From May 4 to the rest of the school year, I sat locked away from the others. I still ventured out, but it's not the same once you've been outed as an outcast.
- when i talk
- it is the voice of another person
- i see a stranger
- even the people around me
- my family
- my friends
- are strangers to me
- and it has always remained that way
- even now
- every day
- i still have the feeling i am here for the very first time
- Once school ended, I thought it was over. There was now no longer a reliable way to search for them. But on July 8, a disgusting coincidence occurred, and history repeated itself. I'm just glad that I was able to see him from a distance, unlike on April 14.
- I just want to say
- Thank you for this day
- Masking my dismay
- Thank you for this day
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