Calm convo!

(02:31:44) ChaoBot: EeveeFan logs into the Chat.
(02:32:03) EeveeFan: Hi.
(02:32:18) Jack_Augustine: Hm?
(02:32:30) EeveeFan: ?????
(02:32:59) Jack_Augustine: Eevee, please go for now. I need a talk with a person in particular
(02:33:31) EeveeFan: You don't make the rules, mister.
(02:33:39) Jack_Augustine: I said please
(02:34:15) EeveeFan: Anyways, Mana isn't even active if you were needing to talk to her.
(02:34:24) EeveeFan: She's the only other person here.
(02:34:30) Jack_Augustine: Nope, not her
(02:34:40) ChaoBot: JmTsHaW logs into the Chat.
(02:34:47) Jack_Augustine: SkyGinge
(02:34:48) EeveeFan: There isn't anyone else, Jack.
(02:35:01) EeveeFan: Except JmT.
(02:35:39) Jack_Augustine: *sigh* at least you have better grammar than some other troll I know.
(02:36:26) Jack_Augustine: Back to the List you go, Eevee
(02:36:39) EeveeFan: I never troll, trolling is for underrated kids.
(02:36:52) Jack_Augustine: You happen to be one.
(02:36:53) EeveeFan: And overrated.
(02:37:13) Jack_Augustine: You know Eevee
(02:37:18) EeveeFan: Nah, I'm not underrated, I actually am popular on a few other sites.
(02:37:20) Jack_Augustine: Don't take this the wrong way
(02:37:49) Jack_Augustine: But I don't like it when you say it's your "autism"'s fault when you do something wrong.
(02:38:43) EeveeFan: Sometimes it is, if I get angered by others I can't control it.
(02:38:47) Jack_Augustine: People with things like ADHD and autism are (for the most part) in full control of their actions.
(02:39:19) JmTsHaW: Jack does have a point, Eevee.
(02:39:32) EeveeFan: Some people can't control it too.
(02:39:47) JmTsHaW: There are others on this site with autism and they're doing just fine.
(02:40:26) Jack_Augustine: It just means that something went a little wrong with their focus or something.
(02:40:29) EeveeFan: I get anxious really easily and it really annoys me when someone puts me down.
(02:40:47) Jack_Augustine: It annoys us all when someone puts us down, Eevee.
(02:40:55) EeveeFan: I can't control myself when someone gets me in a mood.
(02:41:13) JmTsHaW: Neither can Zipo for one.
(02:41:29) Jack_Augustine: But she doesn't flame anybody.
(02:41:52) Jack_Augustine: What CXG does when she feels it coming is steps away. She goes back, away from the site, and then does her thing.
(02:41:59) Jack_Augustine: Then she returns.
(02:42:24) EeveeFan: I'm not very good at that, Zipo is also about 5 or 6 years older than me.
(02:42:39) Jack_Augustine: I suggest you start practicing it
(02:43:16) EeveeFan: I can't do that though, I have to much on my mind most the time, I'm also waiting for a member to come back......somebody very special to me....
(02:43:20) Jack_Augustine: Look. If you begin to step back when you feel a meltdown, and keep it off of CI and on your real life, you'll be liked a lot better.
(02:44:00) ChaoBot: Private channel opened to JmTsHaW.
(02:44:17) Jack_Augustine: (whispers to JmTsHaW) This is making a breakthrough. Calmly discussing it rather than a fullout firefight.
(02:44:27) ChaoBot: Private channel to JmTsHaW closed.
(02:44:45) Jack_Augustine: It's true.
(02:44:56) EeveeFan: I really don't have enough control of it, it has been a long time since I've been in a proper meltdown, but still I cannot control it even if it was only small.
(02:45:41) Jack_Augustine: I know you're inexperienced at stepping back.
(02:45:46) Jack_Augustine: So am I, in fact.
(02:45:59) Jack_Augustine: We can practice together.
(02:46:18) ChaoBot: Triert logs into the Chat.
(02:46:23) EeveeFan: I'm sorry, I can't. :/
(02:46:32) ChaoBot: Private channel opened to Triert.
(02:46:39) Jack_Augustine: (whispers to Triert) Don't do anything to antagonize her.
(02:46:43) Jack_Augustine: (whispers to Triert) I think I'm making a breakthrough.
(02:46:46) ChaoBot: Private channel to Triert closed.
(02:46:52) EeveeFan: I actually came here to have some cooling down time, then you spoilt it.
(02:46:55) Triert: (whispers) she's lying to you
(02:46:59) ChaoBot: Private channel opened to Triert.
(02:47:25) Jack_Augustine: (whispers to Triert) We're calmly discussing it rather than a firefight, is what I meant.
(02:47:31) ChaoBot: Private channel to Triert closed.
(02:48:27) Jack_Augustine: Still, Eevee
(02:48:41) EeveeFan sighs.
(02:48:57) EeveeFan: There is no way of me being able to control it....
(02:49:18) Jack_Augustine: I suggest you practice, for example, not freaking out at certain words.
(02:49:36) Jack_Augustine: Americans don't have the same meaning for the word "spastic" as British do, for example.
(02:49:49) Jack_Augustine: So we use it.
(02:50:09) EeveeFan: I can't, if my anxiety levels get too high. I can't cool em down.
(02:50:11) Jack_Augustine: Most American's are completely unaware of what that word means over in Great Britain.
(02:50:26) Jack_Augustine: Look.
(02:50:39) Jack_Augustine: The best advice I can give you is to get properly diagnosed.
(02:50:56) EeveeFan: My mum and dad can't afford it...
(02:51:21) Jack_Augustine: We can all try to help.
(02:51:50) EeveeFan: I'm trying to calm myself but the anxiety that runs through me is making me feel dizzy..
(02:52:31) Jack_Augustine: When you start feeling it, enter a Private Channel with me, if possible.
(02:53:03) Jack_Augustine: Then start venting it.
(02:54:23) EeveeFan: Ow....my mum just hurt me in the exact spot were I should not be hurt....
(02:55:09) EeveeFan: My ankle just shouldn't be hurt, its bad enough that I always twist it...
(02:55:16) Jack_Augustine: Oww
(02:56:10) EeveeFan: I know I really shouldn't run places because of that, but I just do because I find it so boring walking.
(02:56:56) Jack_Augustine: So do I.
(02:57:19) Jack_Augustine: My first day back at school, after my surgery, my orders were to NOT SPEEDWALK between classes.
(02:57:27) EeveeFan: I twist it everyday...
(02:57:36) Jack_Augustine: I didn't, but it didn't stop me from feeling stabbing pains in my esr/
(02:57:39) Jack_Augustine: *ear
(02:58:52) EeveeFan: Its probably because I've grown too quickly.
(02:59:39) Jack_Augustine: Y-you did?
(03:00:12) EeveeFan: Arthritis runs in the family as well :/
(03:00:27) EeveeFan: My mum has had it since she was something like 9 apparently.
(03:00:34) EeveeFan: That's what she told me.
(03:01:08) Jack_Augustine: You got some bad luck with genetics then.
(03:02:29) EeveeFan: Also, I am 5"4, which isn't common for a 12 year old in the UK...(That's what I meant by I've grown too quickly)
(03:02:38) JmTsHaW: hmm
(03:02:48) JmTsHaW: I think I'm going to get a new dreamcast emulator
(03:03:03) EeveeFan: I have seen an 11 year old who was bigger though..
(03:03:13) EeveeFan: Jesus, was he scary to see.
(03:03:32) EeveeFan: He looked about 6 foot or something like that.
(03:03:50) Jack_Augustine: By god that's tall
(03:03:55) JmTsHaW: He won't grow any further, haha
(03:04:07) JmTsHaW: There was a really tall kid when I was in year 7 but he's average height now
(03:04:58) Jack_Augustine: JmT
(03:05:00) Jack_Augustine: Server?
(03:05:13) EeveeFan: I grow every week. B)
(03:05:28) Jack_Augustine: You're constantly growing
(03:05:46) EeveeFan: I get picked on by the year 7s who are smaller and younger than me though :(
(03:06:07) JmTsHaW: @ Jack_Augustine: Can't
(03:06:13) EeveeFan: Because I'm different to them some of them are horrible to me.
(03:06:20) JmTsHaW: Making a list of bad quality images on the website
(03:06:22) Jack_Augustine: How come?
(03:06:24) Jack_Augustine: And Eevee
(03:06:41) Jack_Augustine: You're a cool person to get to know, you just have some flaws.
(03:07:26) EeveeFan: I'm really good in school, but they think I don't do the work and stuff, because the form I'm in has some horrible people in.
(03:07:54) EeveeFan: I can't even make friends with any of the other girls, they are all only interested in make-up and all that other crap.
(03:08:08) Jack_Augustine: That's chicks for you.
(03:08:24) EeveeFan: I only wear nail varnish.
(03:09:08) Jack_Augustine: While I disagree with some of your actions, Eevee
(03:09:17) Jack_Augustine: I will say that you are unique
(03:09:39) Jack_Augustine: Sweet, a gravel deposit!
(03:10:13) EeveeFan: Nobody except about two people liked me back in Primary school.
(03:10:31) EeveeFan: A lot of these people weren't kind to me because I liked Pokémon.
(03:10:45) EeveeFan: Weren't very nice people to come across...
(03:10:49) Jack_Augustine: I haven't really gotten into the series
(03:11:33) EeveeFan: Also one kid at school was a little snitch and she is in the same form as me...jesus, how much I hate her little nosiness.
(03:12:11) EeveeFan: She tells the kids about what I used to do at primary school when I got into a meltdown and snitches out to her friends.
(03:13:34) Jack_Augustine: Okay
(03:13:40) Jack_Augustine: That's mean-spirited
(03:14:36) EeveeFan: I've already stood up to her gang before, I suck at that though because I'm honestly really quiet most the time.