Nobody deserves this.
I finish eating dinner with my family and only moments later I get a message from Terra saying she's in the convention center area. I have her over and we watch some Supernatural and Sherlock together and then before I know it she's putting my hand on her.
I participated. I'm not going to try to back out of this one or turtle up, I was waiting for Terra to go first, per her request. It wasn't my intention for this to happen, I have friends over on a weekly basis and I don't try to do anything like this... she will admit to me being resistant, out of principle.

I've been stewing here for hours hoping that this isn't going to fuck up the air between us all over again; wishful thinking, consitering.

I don't expect you to forgive me... ever... I wouldn't ask you to. I just want you to know my sentiment and maybe, if you're feeling generous, at least aknowledge that you've read this.
[7/21/2013 10:26:11 PM] Theodore Gapp: Ugh, and by "go first" i mean to confess