Letter to lharmon

Dear Lharmon...
It has been a long long time since the incident of me calling you a "nazi" occurred. I have on multiple occasions gone back on to ALUK's team speak server in attempt to apologise to you and every time you seem to either not be on or not wanting to make contact which i can understand as i shouldnt have been on the server. Recently Reece smurf has kindly offered me a chance to send something to you or pass on a message so i would like to do it like this.

Lharmon, I am sorry... What i said was not at all appropriate. In my defence i did not mean to say what i had said and the misunderstanding is that i was criticising you saying that you ran the "NHS like the nazi party". Not that this was acceptable what so ever. What i was trying to get along was the message that i thought you were being unfair. If i had the courage at the time i would have straight up have told you i have TS (tourette's syndrome) it is a mild vocal tic i have that in my case is a general tic where i say what i am thinking. Obviously i shouldn't have been thinking what i was and i apologise VERY VERY much for this...

All in all i wanted to clear things up because i really liked you before as you helped me get everywhere in the medics from Air rescue to medic etc. You are a nice guy and i wish that i had held back my tick to say what i said.

Please accept me for what i did and i can assure this will not happen again as i have recently gone for therapy and coaching sessions on how to hold back my tics.
Sincere apologies GenuineAF