[Cancelled] (FR) Remember Me - Part 1

The proper part 1 can be found here : http://pastebin.com/13SM5rqS

This story below is more of a monument to where I started as a writer, to see how I've improved over time.
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>Day Identity-Crisis in Equestria
>You are Anon
>You are dreaming.
>Cyan eyes look at you from every direction.
>The smell of flowers surrounds you.
>You hear crying.
>"Please! Please don't leave me!"
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>Wake Up
>You are in a dark room, bound to a steel chair with rope, unable to move.
>Your eyes have trouble adjusting to the light in the room.
>Spotlight turns on, blinding you.
>"Rise and Shine."
"Who are you?"
>"My name is Princess Celestia. However, the real question is who are you."
>You think for a moment to remember your name.
>You cannot remember.
"I don't know"
>"Good. Your name is Anon. You are a human originally from a planet called Earth. Sound familiar?"
>You think hard to remember these details. You know them to be true.
"That's... right... How do you know this?"
>"That's not important. What you do need to know is that about one year ago, you were transferred to your world, to our world. Equestria."
"Is there a way for me to go back?"
>"No. You searched very hard for a whole year with no avail."
"Why can't I remember any of this?"
>"One of the spells you attempted to return to your world went wrong, and damaged your memory. I am here to help you create a foundation to return to normal life"
"I see."
>"You think long and hard about everything that was said, and a gut feeling tells you that there is no reason not to trust this person/alien/thing."
"Alright, well why am I restrained then?"
>"It was for the spell. The spell was known to cause great pain, but you had to remain perfectly still.
"I see."
>"It was also for shock."
"Shock? Shock for what?"
>"In case you lost your memory. You see, there is something you should know about your new world."
>A figure steps out of the shadows and into the light. She appears to be a white horse with a blue-green-pink flowing mane.
>"You are the only human on this world."

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>After learning about the world you are now forced to live in, Celestia teleports you to your home just outside of Ponyville.
>It's quaint, small, but it was designed for a pony, so it is cramped for a human like yourself.
>Outside it is dark, and the stars are shining brightly in the night sky.
>Celestia attempted to fill you in on your previous life, but the only information she received was from her student, your friend, Twilight Sparkle.
>Twilight worked hard with you for the year you were in Ponyville to find a spell to return to Earth.
>She informed you on the Elements of Harmony and introduced you to her friends.
>You remember their names, but not their faces.
>She also mentioned that there is one other Pony who will be able to help you.
>When you asked for more informaiton, she said she couldn't tell you.
>Celestia informed you to visit the library at noon tomorrow so you can meet your friends from, what she called, your previous life.
>You head upstairs and crawl into your bed.
>It's small length-wise, but is comfortable if you curl into a ball.
>You stare at the ceiling, trying to remember anything else about your past, but the only thing that comes to you is sleep.
>You dream all night of a human with cyan eyes, pink hair and the smell of flowers.
>"Oh... hi Anon."

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>You jolt awake.
>Cold sweat runs down your body.
>You scan the room, feeling as if you were being watched.
>The sun is rising.
>Get up
>Shit, shower, and shave.
>At least you can do that much for yourself still.
>You walk downstairs to find that there is a box of Cherry-Jubilee Crunch cereal in the cupboards and some milk in the icebox.
>After eating breakfast, you begin to wash the dishes, wondering what will be in store for you today.
>Looking outside it appears to be almost 10am now.
>Knock on the door.
>You approach the door and open it.
>Standing in front of you is a yellow pony with cyan eyes and pink hair with a look of pure shock on her face.
>"An... Anon? Is that really you?"
"Uh... I think so? Who are you?"
>"Anon! It's me! Fluttershy! Don't you remember?"
"Fluttershy... Oh! Celestia mentioned you. She said you were one of Twilight's friends."
>"Twilight's... friends?"
>She looks dejected and tears well in her eyes.
>"But... Anon... everything we had.... how could... how could you..."
>She flies off and leaving a trail of tears on the ground behind her.
>What the flying fuck.
>What just happened.
>A grey pegasus pony flies slowly in your direction.
>Her hair is blonde and when she lands you notice she is the mail carrier.
>"Here's your mail Anon!"
"Uh... Thanks."
>She flies off and you look down on a rather official looking scroll.
>You head back inside and open the scroll.
>It's a note to yourself from yourself.
>"Anon, if you are getting this message, it's because the spell went wrong and you lost your memory. Twilight was afraid of this. Sadly it was our last hope. If you have this, there is no way back. All I can say is that you need to enjoy what you have here now, and be careful of Fluttershy. She is going to have a very tough time with this. Good Luck. Anon"
>You read the message several times. Trying to make sense of any hidden clues or sense about what happened.
>Especially why Fluttershy is going to have such a hard time.
>You put the note in your room, and put it in a dresser full of clothes.
>Wait a Minute. Clothes. Human clothes.
>Why didn't you think of this before!
>The tag says "Carousel Boutique". You make a mental note to figure that out later.
>Taking a look outside, you decide you probably should head to the library.
>You exit your home, and follow the signs towards Ponyville.

>On your way into Ponyville many of the ponies wave or stop you to say hi.
>You do your best act like you know them and play it cool.
>Must not be hard to remember you when you are the only human.
>You casually ask a few who don't say hi to you directions to the library.
>You reach the library at 12:15 and knock on the door.
>"About time!"
>The door swings open to reveal a blue pony with a rainbow mane.
>"What took you so long! Get in here!"
>You briskly walk inside and hear the door close behind you.
>Inside you see 6 ponies, each who identify themselves as the names Celestia mentioned.
>With the exception of Fluttershy.
>She stood in the corner of the room, looking at you with unbelieving eyes and a shocked expression.
>You talk to each pony in turn.
>Twilight wanted to know everything about the spell, that you couldn't remember.
>Rainbow Dash didn't really seem too interested in conversation, and mentioned how she needed to return to the Wonderbolt Academy soon.
>She seemed very interested in talking after asking about the Wonderbolts.
>An hour later after Rainbow dashed off, you begin conversation with Rarity.
>She seems very well-kept and high class, and is the owner of Carousel Boutique.
>She isn't really the type of person you would hang out with.
>However, she DOES offer free clothes if you need them.
>Score!
>Applejack seems like a very hard worker, and has tons to say about her family.
>She gives you some tips on how to make the Equestrian cuisine a bit more palatible for you.
>You don't quite understand what she means, but she informs you about how you wanted to eat animal flesh when you first arrived.
>The rest of the group looks revolted.
>You quickly take notes.
>Pinkie Pie talks so fast to you it's nearly unintelligible.
>At one point she pulls a cake out of thin air that says "Happy Permanent Residence Day!" and gives it to you.
>It has your face drawn on it with icing.
"Thanks Pinkie. I really appreciate the hospitality."
>"It's no problem. I'm part of the Ponyville Welcoming Committee and we do our best to welcome new people to Ponyville and showthemhoweverythingworksandthrowthemAPARTY! OHMYGOSHweshouldthrowapartysinceeverythingisnewtoyou! Ibetterstartnow!"
>She bounces out of the library with blistering speed.
>Everyone watches her bounce out, except Fluttershy, who seems to be deep in thought.
>What a weird pony.
>"Well, I better head back to Carousel Boutique. Who knows what sort of mischief Sweetie Bell must be up to."
>"Same here partner. Ah better round up Applebloom and git back to the farm. We got some apples to gather for cider season. See ya later Anon"
>The two ponies exit the library and you turn to Twilight.
"Your friends are really nice Twilight. Thank you for letting me meet them."
>"Well they are your friends too. You just don't remember it."
>You give a light chuckle.
"Yeah I guess. Well, I think I'm going to explore town for a little bit. Try and get some bearings and try to remember something."
>"Okay. Sounds fair. If you ever need anything, feel free to talk to me or any our fiends. We are here for you."
"Thanks!"
>You turn to leave the library and head towards the door.
>"Anon.. One more thing."
>You turn to see Twilight with a sad, but serious look.
>"I'm sorry. I didn't mean for things to turn out this way."
"It's fine. I... I think I can do this."
>You give her the best fake smile you can give before walking out.
>What am I going to do.
>You walk though town trying to focus on memorizing the names and faces you met and learned.
>Celestia will be sending you a stipend for awhile until you find work here in Equestria.
>Applejack and Rarity both offered jobs for a little extra cash, but nothing permanent.
>You sit on a park bench in the center of town, taking in the scenery.
>It's almost 6:30.
>"Um... Anon?"
>You turn to see Fluttershy, half hiding behind the bench, her face buried behind her hair, looking towards you, but not directly at you.
"Hey Fluttershy. How's it goin?"
>"I'm... um... o...kay."
>She seems really stressed, and there is a sadness in her tone.
>"I w-wanted to... to invite you to... um... dinner... at my... my... *squeak*"
>You feel terrible for the poor mare. She must have really worked herself up to do this.
>The tension could be cut with a knife. Her face turns a bright pink and she buries herself in her hair.
>Perfect camouflage.
"Yeah sure! I don't have a ton of money right now, so I would really love that. I probably wasn't going to eat anything for a while."
>Her attitude completely shifts.
>"That's it mister. How many times have I told you that you can't work yourself so hard like that! It's not good for you and you will hurt yourself!"
>The little pony grabs you by the arm and pulls you from the bench.
>Strong for such a little pony.
>"I'm making you dinner and you will relax and take care of yourself!"
"But I was going to—"
>"Don't you 'But I' me! I'm going to take care of you and that is final."
>She begins to fly towards her cottage, pulling you along at a pace equivalent to jogging.
>She has a look in your eyes that you feel like you've seen before.
>You can't place where though.
>You lock on to the scent of flowers as you near her cottage, just on the outside of what was called the Everfree Forest.
>Twilight warned you about that place.
>You keep a mental note not to venture in there.
>She opens the door to her cottage and throws you on her sofa, Big enough to seat three ponies, but you take up half the couch.
>"Now stay there while I make something for you."
"But I—"
>She turns and looks at you with a fire in her eyes.
>"Stay!"
>You feel compelled to obey.
>You have a feeling the consequences of not following what she says could be unbearable.
>She watches you for a few seconds, then relaxes.
>"Good. Now stay there while I make us something special."
>She smiles widely and then strolls into the kitchen, humming to herself.
>Her home is very warm and inviting.
>A few birds sing songs and fly about the room, and squirrels chew on acorns.
>A few animals run excitedly towards you, but upon approach, slow and sniff you.
>They give you curious looks and tilt their heads.
>A bunny hops towards you and examines you a dirty look.
"Hey there little guy."
>The animals take a few steps back, unsure of their visitor.
>A delicious smell emanates from the kitchen, and the animals instinctively head for their dinner.
>You walk into the kitchen to see Fluttershy setting out feed for the animals.
>"Now now, everyone will get dinner. No fighting."
>You are surprised at how well tempered the animals are.
"You really have a gift for these animals Fluttershy."
>Her face turns a bright pink.
>"Oh thank you. I just love my little friends. I want to make sure that they are well taken care of."
>She moves back to the stove and puts the meal on two plates.
>"Here you go anon! Your favorite!"
>You sit down at the table to examine the meal.
>It's vegetarian, of course, and smells fantastic.
"What is this?"
>"Spaghetti Anon! Don't you remember?"
>You look down at the plate, trying to place it somewhere, anywhere.
"I'm really afraid not... But it looks awesome."
>She wears another dejected look and sits down with you at the table.
>Silence
>The two of you eat in silence, she can't take her eyes off you.
>At least until you look up at her.
>This meal is truly fantastic, and keep a mental note about this, spaghetti, stuff.
"This is really good Fluttershy. How did you make it?"
>"Oh, well, if you would ever like more, you can let me know and I'll make it for you again."
>She gives you another wide grin, and you return the smile.
"Thank you, you've really been so kind to me. I feel terrible about... this morning... did I do something wrong?"
>The grin quickly fades from her face.
>"Anon."
"Yeah?"
>"Please don't talk about that... and please don't talk about that spell, or Earth."
"Oh... okay... was there something—"
>"Please."
"Well alright then, I—"
>"Promise me, Anon."
>You look up from your plate to see her looking directly at you, her body tembling, and tears welling in her eyes.
>You sit there for a moment... trying to understand.
>You take her hoof.
"I promise."
>She lets out a big sigh.
>"I'll be right back."
>She quickly flies out of the room.
>You try to make sense of what just happened.
>Suddenly you aren't quite so hungry anymore.
>The animals are staring at you. Some are angry, some are curious.
>The bunny hops after Fluttershy.
>You look outside to see it getting dark out.
>You also have zero clue where your house is from here.
>Fuck.
>You stand up and walk around the house a little bit, trying to find Fluttershy.
>Maybe you should apologize.
>Especially since she is the only one who knows how you should get home.
>You hear quiet sobs coming from a room down the hallway.
>As you walk down, you see Fluttershy crying on her bed, cradling a picture frame.
"Fluttershy?"
>"Why can't you just remember Anon!"
>You stand there in silence.
>She quickly pulls you into the room.
>Pictures of you and Fluttershy are on the dresser, hanging on the wall, On the night stand.
>In them you are hugging, smiling, kissing, or just having fun with your other friends.
>"Look at these! All of these! Remember for me Anon! Please!"
>Tears stream down her face. Her eyes are bloodshot. She is a complete mess.
"Fluttershy..."
>"Call me Flutter again! Please... lets go back to the way it all was... before you found the spell... before you could go back. Love me Anon.."
>She buries herself into your chest. Covering you in snot and tears.
>You have no idea what to do. You stroke her mane gently trying to figure out your next move.
>"Why do you want to leave me!?!"
"I... I don't know."
>"Tell me. Remember! Remember for me.... please"
"I wish I knew Fluttersh- I mean.. Flutters. I wish I knew. I want to know for you."
>"Then you do love me?"
>You sit there as her hopeful eyes stare deeply into you. Intensely waiting her answer."
>Do you lie and make her happy? Do you be honest? You can't remember a thing.
"I..."
>Tears begin steaming down her face again, as she completely breaks.
>Then, she stops.
>Silence.
>"I know what to do."
>She pushes you onto the bed.
"Fluttershy... Wh-"
>Her face is serious and focused.
>"I'll make you remember. I'll make you remember everything."
>She leaps on top of you and presses her lips firmly against yours.
>The bunny hops out the door with a disgusted look.
>Your eyes open wide in shock.
>Her eyes are closed as her tongue works its way to yours.
>You try to push her away but she pushes you back down.
>"This is for your own good Anon."
"Fluttershy, please-
>"No! You have to remember! Remember us. Remember our love!"
>She kisses you again, more firmly and determined this time.
>You don't know what to do. You hardly know this mare... but you two used to be lovers.
>Do you just take her word for it? Is she telling the truth?
>The scent of flowers surrounds you.
>Something feels right, but at the same time, very very wrong.
"Fluttershy... stop."
>"No."
"Stop."
>"No!"
"Stop it!"
>"NO!"
>She covers your mouth with her hoof.
>Tears continue down her face.
>"Remember me."
>She continues to kiss down to your waist and unbuttons your pants.
>She begins to kiss your member on the outside of your pants, slowly causing it to become erect.
>You plead for her to stop, but it only comes out as mumbles under her hoof.
>She pulls down your pants and places your member into her mouth.
>The wet, warm sensation feels amazing, but its so wrong.
>You don't want this.
>Your muffled voice can't break her out of this trance.
>You can feel her tongue wrapping around your member, shooting waves of pleasure through your body.
>You need to get out of there.
>It feels too good.
>Right as you are nearing climax, you desperately try a new tactic.
>You yell with all your might into her hoof.
"I remember!"
>She stops.
>She flies up to eye level and holds you close.
>"I knew it! I knew it would work! Oh sweetie, I'm so happy."
>You let out a sigh of relief.
>Thank god.
>At least it's over.
>"Sweetie.."
"Yeah?"
>"Tell me what you said, the night before you left. Tell me again."
>OhShit.jpg
"I... uh..."
>A frown appears on her face.
>"I'll just have to try harder."
>She places her marehood above your throbbing member.
"No, please, don't do this."
>"You have to remember!"
"Please! Stop!"
>"Love Me Anon!"
>She thrusts down as hard as she can.

>A knock on the door stops her short.
>You sprint towards the front door, pulling up your pants in the process.
"HELP! PLEASE!"
>You rip the door open, to see a shocked Twilight.
>"Anon?"
>You ignore her and just run.
>You run until your legs hurt, and keep running.
>You keep running even when you enter Ponyville.
>You keep running when you find the library.
>Too obvious.
>You keep running.
>You see a store up ahead that looks like the tag on your clothing.
>You put everything you can into getting to that store.
>Kick the door open and slam it shut.
>You look for a lock, but there isn't one.
>You lean against the door and quickly scan the windows in the room.
>It doesn't look like you were followed.
>It's pitch black outside.
>You scrunch into a ball against the door, resisting the urge to break down.
>You feel so violated, so dirty.
>But there is another feeling you can't shake, one you can't put your finger on yet.
>But its strong, and it makes you hate what you just did.
>The inner turmoil is too much as you quietly sob into your knees, and let sleep take ahold of you.