The magical 24th

So...what's going on. People might be noticing I'm a crapton more cranky and set off more easily these days. And also, what makes today so special? And why do you hear that I'm on meds so often? Well, I have recently confirmed my insomnia caused by extreme stress. But that is not what I'm writing this for. Let me start off about why the 24th is special to me.

Well, the 24th of the month seems to always be a special day for me. Jan 24, 2014: Start of my 4 week reign atop the 1v1 ladder. May 24, 2014: Topped CAP ladder for first time. June 24, 2014: Took my 3 month layoff. September 24, 2014: Got into the top 10 of main's mono ladder. February 24, 2015: Back to the top of the CAP ladder.
And then... July 24, 2015: Quit showdown, at the time pledging to never come back. Now why? Well when your blood pressure reading is 162/105, that's an issue right? And when it's caused by stress from showdown, that's also a problem, right? I went quite a few weeks fainting randomly. But after a nice long break from showdown, I was happy. The pressure went way down. I had hope for a while that I would never feel these symptoms again. Looking at what Sota did once in a while was good enough for me, no battle stress, no stress of running rooms, yes, all was well.... Until the accursed day.

January 22, 2016: Well, you know what happens, Sota dies. But why did I come back afterwards. His dying wish was for me to return. I at first had no second thought. He's my brother, my older brother, he should know what's best for me and his friends that would miss him on showdown. Maybe he hoped i could be some sort of replacement. Well, honestly, despite all the new friends i made since rejoining showdown on, yes, January 24, 2016, and a ton of the old ones as well, I have resented Sota tbh for making that his dying wish. Because sadly, it's one that I can't fulfill. The symptoms have arisen again. The blood pressure is back up to 155/95. I stopped playing  quite a bit of tiers because of this, but alas, it hasn't helped much. And whenever I Play the tiers even once, it hurts, I never feel confortable. So here's what you all probably feared.

Today, July 24, 2016, one year after quitting the first time, I declare that this will be my last day full day on showdown. I have chosen my future over now. I might pop in rarely. To all the people who I've befriended, I'm sorry for what this has come to. It's the only way. The end of a 3 and a half year journey. If anybody wants to contact me, I'll  provide some stuff.

Emails: greenjigglypuff7@gmail.com; pokemonshowdownjiggly@gmail.com
Skype: Feels Niggly (Yes, I changed it from my old one, if u have my old one, add this new one) (and through my skype or email, if u really want to, u can stalk and find my facebook e.e)

So long everyone.