<18:23:26> "Garry Newman": https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ETZXOMmcK44&feature=youtu.be this is for you DOJ told me to give this to you
<18:26:51> "[Jason Kallam] Jason Kallam": nice shoot.  well done
<18:28:18> "Garry Newman": They said we had not right to shot so
<18:28:34> "[Jason Kallam] Jason Kallam": who did?
<18:29:00> "Garry Newman": DOJ
<18:34:52> "[Jason Kallam] Jason Kallam": why did they say that?
<18:35:18> "Garry Newman": I have no clue, They said there going to talk to you and there taking my badge
<18:35:36> "Garry Newman": They said im free to go on duty tell you talk to me
<19:23:22> "Garry Newman": Was it a good shoting?
<19:23:32> "Garry Newman": IA side of things?
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<20:46:02> "Garry Newman": I was thinking you where going to be fired. Im so sorry. I never told you becasue I never wanted you to "hate" me for calling you out.
<20:46:21> "Garry Newman": Every convo we had was good. Im sorry things had to go this far
<20:47:36> "Garry Newman": all the fun times we had dude I never wanted you to get fired like the car crash, I wanted you to be comfortable with me riding with you
<20:50:25> "Garry Newman": I realize tyou where not going to get fired now but I truly thought you were going to get fired because they said everything is confidential,  I’m very sorry
<20:51:13> "[Jason Kallam] Jason Kallam": Garry while I appreciate that you were trying to watch out for that, the fact is that you made the choices of not being honest when you were confronted.  Did you really think that I would be fired for a simple slip up? Not to mention that I was only on that document for a brief second to pull a copy of our letterhead.  Its about being accountable and having the integrity to stand up and take your lashings when you do something wrong
<20:52:10> "Garry Newman": I had no confidence to speak with you about it.
<20:52:57> "[Jason Kallam] Jason Kallam": when have I ever been unapproachable or made myself unavailable to talk to about anything
<20:53:11> "Garry Newman": the chain of command during the meeting
<20:53:22> "Garry Newman": You say your tried about getting messaged
<20:53:26> "Garry Newman": said*
<20:53:54> "Garry Newman": I know now that I should have messaged you about that cuz it was a huge thing
<20:54:03> "[Jason Kallam] Jason Kallam": not about things like that.  Like I said, if its something a sgt can take care of ask them first that way they have a role in the command structure
<20:54:28> "[Jason Kallam] Jason Kallam": you should have.  my best advice is to learn the lesson here and apply it to every situation
<20:56:04> "Garry Newman": I dont know what to say. I'm truly sad.
<20:56:31> "Garry Newman": even tho its a game, I speand 70% of my life on
<20:57:25> "Garry Newman": Is there no second chance?
<20:57:38> "Garry Newman": No strike not warning
<20:57:46> "[Jason Kallam] Jason Kallam": I understand that.  I empathize with you, but as I have found out from my own mistakes and hard knocks, you have to get back up and learn from the actions you took
<20:57:53> "[Jason Kallam] Jason Kallam": thats not up to me
<20:58:38> "Garry Newman": Jason they listen to you. you know that you told me yourself they asked you to run for sheriff
<20:59:04> "Garry Newman": what would have you done.
<20:59:21> "[Jason Kallam] Jason Kallam": its up to Troye, not SD
<20:59:26> "Garry Newman": Its not
<20:59:29> "Garry Newman": I asked him
<20:59:36> "Garry Newman": He said its up to you guys now
<20:59:45> "Garry Newman": When he moved me he said that
<20:59:58> "Garry Newman": I talked to him and told him everything with prof
<21:00:36> "[Jason Kallam] Jason Kallam": ok, well I will discuss it in the command meeting, but I dont know how they will feel
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<21:05:28> "Garry Newman": like you said you have seen me improve what makes you think i wont improve after this. your words where "you have complaints on you gary but you improving, that's all we can ask from your" integrity is something I can improve on Im my app I said I have room for improvement. and I would like to think I have been improving over this hole 3 weeks
<21:07:18> "[Jason Kallam] Jason Kallam": this is a big deal Garry.  You lied to a chief, you lied to command and you caused over 2 hours of looking into the situation.  If you do get another chance it wont be without some time passing
<21:07:52> "Garry Newman": can you bring up a suspension?
<21:08:32> "[Jason Kallam] Jason Kallam": we will discuss it in our weekly command meeting, right now we have another issue to deal with
<21:09:22> "Garry Newman": Thank you for even reading to what I have to say. Good luck in real life and one day Ill be back to ask you more dumb questions.
<21:11:04> "[Jason Kallam] Jason Kallam": I will always hear what someone has to say, like I said, learn from it and better yourself
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