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[13:56] celtictwist: Fucked that up
[13:56] celtictwist: No...here's what I saw
[13:56] celtictwist: He was very visibly loading a roud into the chamber of that revolver, spinning it, putting it to his head and pulling the trigger...contd
[13:57] celtictwist: He did that twice, each time he said "I won" (Don't remember who he was pretending to be playing with, but they weren't cammed up and called him an idiot if he was being serious)
[13:57] celtictwist: After the second time, he said "Fuck it" and loaded two rounds in
[13:57] tm2222: Jesus.
[13:58] celtictwist: Put it to his head, gun jerked away, his head slumped over, and he immediately just sat there slumped over in the position everyone noticed him in until he finally was cammed down.
[13:58] celtictwist: And it looked like blood on his santa had and immediately falling down his face, but the resolution was shit
[13:58] celtictwist: I was fucking baffled why people were joking about him being slumped over, I didn't realize no one else was apparently paying attention
[13:58] tm2222: how long did he sit slummped before he was cammed down?
[13:59] celtictwist: At least until I got off, which was hours...and he was slightly swaying a bit most of the time
[13:59] tm2222: Fucking Christ.
[14:00] celtictwist: Fuck, I was praying I was nuts and would see him back on here, but after a few days I was feeling doubtful. Hearing that ...fuck'
[14:00] celtictwist: feel sick
[14:01] tm2222: I'm sorry you saw that...  Thank god I wasn't here.  Except I may have been able to hit him up on skype.  I'm sure it wouldn't have mattered though.
[14:01] celtictwist: And I didn't wanna make a big deal about it being totally new, so after I mentioned being concerned twice and people seemed dismissive, I just shut up about it
[14:01] celtictwist: should have been more fucking insistant
[14:02] celtictwist: I know he was alive for at least a few hours
[14:02] tm2222: probably wouldn't have helped.
[14:02] celtictwist: I mean, if somebody had some way of contacting someone around him or knew where he lived
[14:03] celtictwist: I'm sure his family said he died in his sleep for obvious reasons
[14:03] tm2222: yeah.
[14:04] celtictwist: Not gonna be telling that story in the chat
[14:04] tm2222: no.  not at all.
[14:06] celtictwist: not gonna be getting over this one easy
[14:07] tm2222: no I've had a rough time with it.  Ven and I were pretty close.  As anyone who have only talked on here...