Sweetieslut - Suicide Is Easy (CMC Soaring Alternate)

With Sweetibell gone the world seems quieter. The happy sounds quite
And without peace. It was hard at first for Bloom to accept that Sweetie
Was gone, but derpy never believed it. Searching the streets as they
Walked through the town Derpy would occasionally see shadows that
She felt was there old friend. Eventually they quite hunting down the
Noise, that is until Rarity meet them. While tears made her mascara run
The tears where that of joy.

“Applebloom, Derpy, my sister is alive. I know it sounds crazy but I went into
Her room, remembering her and all, and I saw this.” She hands applebloom
A letter. “It’s from Derpy and Soarin’s mom, A lightning silver. I think Sweetie
Is trying to find her, for heaven knows why.” She looks the two in the eyes.
“Please you got to find my sister.”

Applebloom tears open the letter reading it. “To whom it may concern,
Looks like I wont be coming home this month either, some new concert
Is playing. You don’t need any money I hope, I mean you should make
Fifty dollars last right. Oh yeah like I care, you will figure something out.
Oh yeah boy… What’s your name. Make sure you pay the rent, or not I
Don’t really care. Yeah whatever just keeping up, oh yeah I left your
New sister… Now where did I leave her, Ah she will start crying eventually.
Got to go, talk later… Ah lets be honest this is probably the last letter, got better
Things to do. Ciao.”

*what a bitch* she thinks as she puts it in her pocket. “Rarity I will help, but”

“Oh I know, I will take the kids. And here is my credit card. I don’t care the cost
Bring back my sweetibell” she begs the two.

“I am going to get to see mommy” Derpy smiles, the face breaks Appleblooms
Heart. No one as sweet as her should have a monster for a mom like that.

Sweeti and Derpy prepare for there trip and head to the Grypon bus station.
“Oh great some more lamos” the busdriver mumbles. “Look my name is
Gylda, I don’t want to talk to you and you would be wise to do the same.
If you can keep your yap shut till we get there I won’t be forced to pull
Out my baseball bat and bash your skulls in” She says into the PA.

“Wow Bloom she is scary” Derpy whispers in her ear.

“I think she is hiding something, Perhapes she lost a best friend or something
But right now we need to figure out where at in Las Vegas your mom would be.

“I wish I could help, momma wrote about texas holdem, but never Vegas.” She
Is surprised with a kiss. “Derpy that’s genius, There is only one casino in vegas
That specializes in that.” She points to a map and shows the Trixy’s Casino. “I
Think we should start he….

“Didn’t I tell all you twerps to be quite” the driver screams. “I am not going to be
Listing to you lamo's all the way there.”

Arriving at the casino they are thankful to finally be off the bus. “Oh that is tough on the
Back” Applejack complains as Derpy just strolls on.

“It wasn’t that bad” Derpy laughs, “You are just to soft” She feels a slight slap on the but

“Yeah well your as hard as a rock” they laugh as Apple starts shaking her hand in fake
Pain. “Well this is it.” They walk into the front desk asking to talk to the manager.

“Who Dares Ask To Talk To THE GREAT AND POWERFUL TRIXIE” a voice says
From behind her.

“GUAAAH” Derpy jumps up, knocking the clipboard off the receptionist desk,
Slamming into Trixie.

“That didn’t even faze the GAPT.” She says as a little trickle of blood runs down
Her forhead. “One minute please” she runs to the bathroom “AOOOOOCCCH”
She screams and than returns. “I heard you needed to talk to me” she leads them
To the back room. “So... you are here to talk about silver right.”

“How did you know.” They both ask.

“I am the Great AND POWERFUL TRIXIE AND ALL… But really Gylda told me.
I pay her 50 bucks to tell me everything that is spoken on that bus. That way everyone is
Amazed with my psycic powers. But you two, well I think this is important. I girl walked in her two days ago looking for silver as well. Her eyes were so full of sadness, I let her
Stay at my hotel for the night. When I went to awaken her all that was there was this”
She hands Apple the letter.

“Dear friends. I know you are searching for me, but please just turn around. I am giving
Soarin his final wish. I know how he hated his mother, but now I plan to end her. She
Does not deserve to live after what she did to all three of them. I am sorry you went so
Far. Someday I might be able to face my past and return, until than… take care of dinky,
And tell Button masher he still owes me that new controller.” The letter ends with dried
Teardrops.

“Trixie where was she heading” they beg her. “We will do anything but we need to be
There now” they plead with her.

“Ok, Trixie will tell you where Sweetie is, but you got to come see my…”

“Trixie” they both shout.

“Ok she went to New York and end something.”

“Thanks Trixie, We will never forget you. Now we know why everyone says that Trixie
Is biggest hearted person in the world.” They rush to the airport to get tickets to Newyork.” Hugging Derpy Bloom prays it is not to late.

Making it to the Silver towers they know they have made it to the right place. “Momma made it big” Derpy says smiling.

“Yeah Derpy, she did” somehow she manages not to cry, though pain for her friend is
There. “I am afraid Sweetie is up there, and we need to save her.”

“Who is going to hurt Sweetie” Derpy asks angerly “

“I think she is about to hurt herself, in ways that never heal.” She takes Derpys hand as
They rush into the hotel. Finding the elevator they hit the button labeled Silver’s Loft.
They arrive and hear screaming behind the door. Kicking it in they find Silver tied up
And Sweetie with a gun.
“No, I told you not to follow” she says, her face and voice aged for 16 year old.
“Now I can end it. I can end the pain. Bringing the murders to justice, it wasn’t
Enough. But now… Now I can finally walk away.

Applebloom just stares but Derpy opens her mouth “Than do it. I know I can’t stop
You, and I am not sure I want to. Mommy never loved me, she was never there. I
Really don’t care, But do me a favor… Do yourself next. Once you do this, you
Wont be sweetiebell anymore. You will not be anyone I know or can be friends with.
You will have doomed your Daughter to the same fate we were doomed to. Suicide is
Easy Sweetie, I could have done it. But I want to know what tomarrow is.” She grabs
Apples arm and drags her out.

No sooner are they out the door and two shoots are fired, then utter silence. Derpy and
Applebloom both start to cry, soon the duo is joined by a third.

“I couldn’t do it. Damn you Derpy, why did you bring up dinky. I don’t want to put
Her through that.” She crys, “But it won’t stop, this pain it never stops.” Looking at
Applebloom, “Does the pain ever stop” she asks applebloom.

“Not entirely Sweetie. It has been six months, and I still feel the pain of Granny’s loss
But I also feel the love she left me. I know that is not what you wanted to hear. It gets
Easier when you fill it with people and life.

Hugging they head back to Canterlot, a party awaiting them. That and a boy who has
Been spending every moment helping get things ready.

As the bus arrives at raritys house the first one to greet her is not her sister but a dear
Childhood friend.

“Sweetie, I missed you.” He says running to her.

“Ok, ok. Give me room to breath, I will play COD in a couple days with you gamer boy”
She smiles a bit but sees the frown on his face

“I sold it” he said. “I sold everything” he smiles a bit grabbing her hand and dragging her
Into the former guest bedroom. “See I sold everything for a nursery. I know your mom
Dad could do it, but I wanted it to be special” He says. “So I hope you are happy, I mean
We can still hang out IRL I guess” He shrugs. “I mean if you want to”

She hugs him tight. “You dumby of course we will” she attempts to kiss him on the
Cheek, but Buttons moves kissing her deep on the lips.

“I, I am so” he tries to say as she slaps him.

“Look just cause you bought all this stuff doesn’t mean your girlfriend is just going to
Give it away” she smiles. “I mean if we get that far.” She winks at him. He wasn’t
Soarin but in his own way, he was attractive. And who else would give away everything
For a shoot at romance. And the pain in her heart lessened…