[06:53]	Yi-Rong	20:32:27] Yi-Rong grips Abigail's shoulder still pushing forward
[06:53]	Yi-Rong	[20:32:43] Abigail makes no effort to stop him
[06:53]	Yi-Rong	[20:33:04] <Yi-Rong> "Don't get cocky, you're just a civilian who got lucky. There are always more pilots"
[06:53]	Yi-Rong	[20:33:19] <Abigail> "Then do everyone a favor and push."
[06:53]	Yi-Rong	[20:35:47] Yi-Rong laughs
[06:53]	Yi-Rong	[20:37:16] <Yi-Rong> "Push you? A waste of effort. If you truly want to end it now jump down on your own. Or are you too weak to even do /that/"
[06:53]	Yi-Rong	[20:37:31] <Abigail> "I. . . . I am. . ."
[06:57]	Yi-Rong	Abigail felt Yi Rong's hands tense up before pushing forward ... and swinging her away from the edge and into the taller male's chest.
[07:00]	Abigail	"I. . . what?"
[07:00]	Yi-Rong	"You ... are really a moron ..." You hear him say as he tightens the hug to almost crushing level "Do you think so little of me that I would just oush you over like this? That I would really stand by and let you step over the edge? Do you know just how much you mean to me? To Azar? To everyone else?"
[07:02]	Yi-Rong	"You are one of /us/ Abigail. Even if you hate yourself, so much so that you want to take your own life. Consider just how much you're worth to other people."
[07:05]	Yi-Rong	"You said that you can't find a reason to live on yourself. Then what about through others? People like Azar who is hopelessly in love with you. People like Jane, like Joseph, Elise, Akram, all of us who very much love you no matter your flaws."
[07:06]	Abigail	"That's. . . that's why I couldn't do it. Why I can't."
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[07:06]	Yi-Rong	"Why! Why can't you!"
[07:06]	Abigail	"I don't want to hurt them for my own selfish desire."
[07:07]	Yi-Rong	"That's up to us to decide! But you didn't even give yourself a chance!"
[07:08]	Abigail	"Three years. . . I tried for three years. . ."
[07:08]	Yi-Rong	"Then I'm asking you to try just a little bit more!"
[07:10]	Yi-Rong	"This time round ... things would be different"
[07:10]	Abigail	"Why? Why should I? What gives you any right to ask me that?"
[07:11]	Yi-Rong	"Nothing, I have no right to ask you to. All I can do is to inform you that the way out is always open. Its up to you to take it."
[07:11]	Abigail	"That's what I told myself before. I was wrong then, why is this time any different?"
[07:12]	Yi-Rong	"And what makes you think this time would be the same?"
[07:14]	Abigail	"Every other time I turned out wrong. And. . . I can't. . I just. . . I can't do that again. It's. . . easier this way to just. . . It hurts less if that's all you know."
[07:18]	Yi-Rong	"That's not how it works"
[07:21]	Yi-Rong	"You can't give up ... not now"
[07:21]	Yi-Rong	"Azar ... that fool truly loves you"
[07:21]	Abigail	"Little late for that."
[07:22]	Abigail	"You're speaking like I only gave up now. But that. . . I gave up months ago."
[07:22]	Yi-Rong	"You can always try again ..."
[07:23]	Abigail	"I don't think I can."
[07:25]	Yi-Rong	"... Yes you can"
[07:25]	Yi-Rong	"You don't want to die, you want to live on. That is the truth. You saw it yourself just now."
[07:26]	Abigail	"And if you're wrong?"
[07:28]	Yi-Rong	"Then I would keep working to make it right"
[07:29]	Abigail	"I'm not you. . I'm not as. . . strong as you are."
[07:31]	Yi-Rong	"What are friends for?"
[07:31]	Abigail	gives Yi-Rong a pained look. "I wouldn't know."
[07:34]	Yi-Rong	"They are there to pick you up when you fall"
[07:36]	Abigail	doesn't respond, she just looks at the ground.
[07:37]	Yi-Rong	gently seats the both of them onto the floor
[07:37]	Yi-Rong	"That's the difference this time round. You have us."
[07:38]	Abigail	"Fine. . . but on one condition."
[07:42]	Yi-Rong	nods
[07:42]	Abigail	smirks
[07:43]	Abigail	"You need to convince Joseph and Azar to do a wrestling match. In Speedos. While oiled up. And the girls get to watch."
[07:44]	Yi-Rong	"That's easy"
[07:45]	Abigail	"We shall see~"
[07:46]	Yi-Rong	nods and headpats Abigail
[07:49]	Abigail	"Now. Do you think we could go get some ice-cream?"
[07:49]	Yi-Rong	"Anything for my little sister"
[07:50]	Abigail	". . . . God that makes oggling you a lot weirder."
[07:51]	Yi-Rong	"You reap what you sow"