Hello /skg/.
Sorry I haven't been around lately.
Usually, my long breaks are because of my lack of consistent internet. However, this time, it's something different.

You see, something quite traumatic that has happened to me recently. So much so that I have decided I need a break from Life and Hometown.
CRAZY, I know, but I think you will come to understand me reasoning after you all here what happened.
(or laugh, either is fine)

It happened a couple weeks ago. I was in my room enjoying a good fill of SV. It got late so I so I decided it was time to "take care of business" ....if you know what I mean.... I popped open my Hikage folder. She is my favorite girl after all. It started as a nice edging session. I was fantasizing about Hikage, her exotic eyes and her cute demeanor. I then got more intimate as she began to work on my shaft. I closed my eyes as the thoughts got really intense and then suddenly, something really fucked up happened. My daydream suddenly changed to Yumi forcibly molesting my dick.

Now this kind of thing isn't exactly "new" to me. My mind taking over and forcing fantasies on me (whether I like it or not) has happened plenty of times before. This time though, it just felt so wrong. It felt wrong mostly because of how much I can't stand Yumi. Although, you know that already.
It just felt really dirty.

After beating myself up over it a bit, I went over to my laptop and I noticed something odd. Instead of Hikage, the image that was open was of Yumi, . I know I had Hikage out so this tripped me up when I saw it. I told myself that I must have accidentally dropped a Yumi pic in my Hikage folder and pressed the arrow key with my toe. (my laptop setup is on my bed).

I was kind of out of sorts, so I went to the kitchen to get a class of water.
After dropping a few ice cubes in pouring the water and taking a sip, a chill rushed through my teeth.
This isn't odd but what was, was that the thought of Yumi immediately rushed through my head as the chill passed. At that point I was more frustrated than creeped out. My brain was betraying me so bad.

I went back to bed and took a look at my hentai folder. After a more or less "ok" session, I was was ready to go to sleep, but I was having trouble sleeping. I did what I usually do and put up a playlist and put my headphones on while looking towards my bedroom wall. I don't know why, but it always works.

I was hoping to finally get my first Senran dream that night so I filled the playlist with Hikage themes, just to get it into my system. To my great delight, I did. It was so great.

Me and Hikage were holding hands, walking through a lush green field. She asked me a question that I can't quite remember, but I do remember responding with something that made her blush. We stopped and I took both Hikage's hand in my own, turned to her and told her how much she meant to me. Cutely but very strangely, she quickly let go of my hands, putting hers to her face as she blushed, similar to that one moment in the anime. What happened next, I didn't see coming...

"Puri~"

As Hikage realized what had just come out of her mouth, she quickly covered it in surprised and glanced at me through the corner of her eyes suspiciously. My smile slowly melted into an expression of horror as I realized what was going on. Hikage's skin began to crack like an old vase, the exterior shattering like glass to reveal who was really with me.

Yumi.

Before I could catch myself, she turned to me with a facial expression I'd have expected from  Haruka.
She pushed me down the the ground. I land on my ass and the field slowly began to die. As the grass wilted, my hands and feet were slowly encased in ice, pinning me to the ground.

Slowly, she walked up to me and spoke.

"So, you don't like me? puri~"

I was both scared out of my wits and aroused at the same time.
I answered back saying:

"NO, I don't! Now leave me alone!!!"

"Oh? I don't believe you, puri~"
She knelt down towards me and inched her hands towards my pants, sliding them down to my feet revealing my erect penis.
My mind was going crazy at this point. The idea that Yumi was getting a rise out of me put me in the most awkward state of cognitive dissonance I had ever experienced. All I could think to do was shout at her.

"GO AWAY!! I CAN'T STAND YOU!! YOU HAVE NO PERSONALITY! WHY THE FUCK DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU ANYWAY????!!! GET AWAY FROM ME!!!"

"Well, that is a problem. Anything other than liking Yumi-chan is injustice, puri.
Looks like I am going to have to convice you to change your mind~"

She than began working my shaft with her soft delicate...I mean disgusting hands..

"You don't really hate Yumi, do you~? Everyone love Yumi-chan~"

Her hands moves elegantly across my member, the sensation feeling euphoric. It was heart wrenching, not because it wasn't Hikage, but because it was Yumi. I really couldn't STAND her.
I have fapped to Shiki, Yozakura, Asuka, Homura etc.. but but I always avoided Yumi. I just couldn't stand her... It was quite irelevant though, because no matter what I thought, my body thought otherwise. As the sensation in my member rose to points I didn't know were possible, she stopped. There I was on the ground, sweating like a thirsty mutt, wanting desperately to get away, while my dick begged for more. I slowly cracked my eyes open, gasping for breath to find Yumi delicately removing her panties and gently placing them on the ground. I remember my eyes widening in terror, as I realized what was about to happen.

"Just give in~" she said " Everyone knows Yumi is best girl~. Who needs anyone else when you have me? Loving Yumi is justice, puri~"

I begged. I pleaded. I cried. I screamed for her to stop!! I was desperate! I wailed my apologies! I couldn't take the torture anymore. But no matter what I did, she wouldn't stop.She just kept going.
Yumi then steadied herself over my begging penis, succulently sliding down and hilting me into the deepest part of her regions. I could feel the pressure built in my member, my erection pulsating furiously. I could feel the baby batter rise and fill it to capacity, ready for release, but I held it back. With what strength I had left, I held back the urge. It left me  feeling like I was at the edge of my limit.

I began to gasp for air, my breath incredibly irregular after what felt like an an impossible ordeal. But when I opened my eyes again, there she was, her legs ties around me like I was a christmas gift and her cheeks glowing a pinkish hue. After a short staring contest with my assailant, she let out in a whisper the word that would seal my fate.

"Puri~"

As she said this, she then began to move her body across my length in a very deliberate and sensual manner, letting out a "puri" under her breath each time I reached to her deepest parts. I yelled out in frustration as I struggled to hold by the feelings of pure bliss I was being submitted too. I couldn't take it. It was too overwhelming. I tried my hardest to hold back but it was too much. As she began to increased in speed, so would her "puri"'s, getting faster and faster and the pressure building and building far beyond my capacity. I thought it to be a miracle that I was able to hold on this long at all. Unfortunately for me, all it took was one wrong twitch.
I could feel my mind begin to slowly snap, as it was being stretched to to breaking point. I couldn't think straight, I didn't even have a proper understanding of where I was anymore. All I could feel was ......how lucky and fortune I was that Yumi loved me so dearly...efkjdsgf899dshc The fuck !  All I could feel was the intense mind numbing bliss Yumi was forcing on me. As my mind stretched more and more to the snapping point, I could feel it. I was losing my grip on reality, my grip on myself, and as I felt that "SNAP" , I felt what I can only describe as the most amazingly shameful orgasm I could ever imagine. As that pleasure slowly subsided, I felt my consciousness slowly drift away.

When I awoke, I was floating in what I could only describe as a foggy purple space. It felt so lonely and void of anything, like I was swimming in pure nothingness. I began to move forward and caught a glimpse of what looked like a window. It was right then and there that I realized what was going on.

Beyond the window was Yumi, standing in front of me with a look of pure satisfaction on her face as I held her hand. Crouching on my knee, I was offering her a wedding ring.
What I was witnessing was me. The "me" that was looking through the window was what was left of my consciousness...

"Yumi, will you marry me?"
"O-of course I will"
I went insane. I did nothing but scream "NO" over and over, ending with a NO so long winded and loud that it woke me up from my nightmare. As I woke, I caught myself in the middle of yelling "No".

My breath was heavy. I was in a cold sweat. It was around 3 in the morning and I was rock hard. I still couldn't believe what had happened. It felt so surreal. I held my hands to my head, them hitting my headphones that I surprisingly still had on.
I froze, realizing that Yumi's theme was the song that was playing...I was so freaked out by this that I actually flung my headphones to the wall, causing them to break. I turned to my computer, my hands trembling and saw that Yumi's song was in my playlist.

I KNOW for a fact that I didn't put it in that playlist! I never even downloaded it!
I mean, I have the LE soundtrack on my computer, but still!! I can't even remember what her theme is called!! I still remember curling up into a ball, trying to comfort myself into believing that I must have put the song in the playlist by accident and that this was all just a coincidence. It couldn't have been a prank, since my family doesn't even know I am into the series. Even if they did, there is no way they could have known of my hatred for Yumi.

I lowered my WindowsMediaPlayer tab and there it was again. That same picture of Yumi. The one card where she looks directly at you, her hands out and she is wearing that witch outfit.... I mused that maybe I was being cursed for my hatred of Yumi, but now I'm not to sure I was far off..

I know. I know. I sound crazy, but you have to believe me.

A couple days later, I got a gig doing coat checks at a get-together my aunt invited my mother too.
I brought my laptop with me to my aunts because my tablet driver wasn't working for some reason. (I guess my most recent update messed with the driver.) Since she has great internet access at her place, I thought i would be a good idea.
This was the last time I went to /skg/. I remember because someone asked me who I was gonna draw next.
Luckily, I did finish the drawing. I hope that you can at least take solace in that.

That night, howver, was when I realized just what was I was dealing with. In my dream, I remember cosplaying as Katarina from League of Legends in a play. (I don't know, it happened) We where in a play and, in my scene, I was supposed to have sex with a giant fat guy. I had to pretend I was moaning in pleasure as our dicks rubbed together and I reached climax.

I still remember the shouts of the few people out in the front row yelling and saying that my moans where too fake. I remember trying to adjust the sound of my moans to sound more accurate. Shortly after, I snapped and lashed out in tears, as realized what I was doing. I went crazy and began to run away, confused as to what was happening, why I would do something like that. Then she appeared. I tripped and fell to the ground. My surroundings completely black as I fell to her feet. I looked up, tears in my eyes and my face a bit bruised.

"Was it fun? I hope you enjoyed my little gift.~"

I answered in dismay and confusion. "W-what?!.. W-wwWhat aRe yoU tAlking aboUt"
Don't you get it, puri?~" This was all my doing. I put you in that situation."

This didn't make any sense to me. I shook my head in hysteria, asking what the hell she was talking about.

"Oh you'll understand when you wake up. You are dreaming, puri~"

Everything seems to click at that point. Somehow, someway, I was being punished for hating Yumi. She has gotten into my head and is making me suffer.

"Why..why are you doing this!?!? What do you gain from this?!?" I yelled at her, tears dripping from my chin.

"I already told you. Loving Yumi is justice, puri~.
You already know how popular I am. It isn't a coincidence you know. Yumi had to work really hard to get where Yumi is now, puri~"


I balled fists and slammed the ground. I could feel my body shiver in frustration and in fear.
I lost all sense of judgement, grabbed Yumi, and began to shake her while screaming " STOP this! GEt out of my head! GEt outa my head RIGHT NOW!!!!!"

I couldn't stop the crackling in my voice as I shook her back and forth. Yumi simply stood there laughing in a low maniacal tone, her laughter sending me spirits swirling into pure defeat. Her laughter got louder and louder until everything went white and I woke up.... My breath was heavy just like last time and my sweat was cold as well. But worst of all, my erection was raging. I shivered, as thinking of my erection immediately gave me flashes of Yumi's vivid, bone chilling laugh..

I am warning you guys. Don't mess with Yumi. You will regret it.
It is clear to me now more than ever. She is out to get me. She is out to get everyone who doesn't love her, and she won't stop till she has you nuzzled in-between her soft cuddly life_y7u891yhx1io!!! Oh god.. make it stop.......why is tis hapnin to meeeeop'.dfhrgfmjcnmk;,.;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;