The Melancholy of Zenji

Eon Zenji: Ash I'm gonna be on less cause I have something irl happening.
EON ASHAURY: oh
EON ASHAURY: D;
EON ASHAURY: ok :/
Eon Zenji: Im sorry
EON ASHAURY: uhm, gl with your problem I think :]
Eon Zenji: Thank you
Eon Zenji: Ill be on main though
Eon Zenji: Just not in any rooms.
EON ASHAURY: D;
EON ASHAURY: why tho?
EON ASHAURY: I dont get it
Eon Zenji: Yesterday I was acting all happy and whatever
Eon Zenji: Im actually depressed ._.
EON ASHAURY: why?
EON ASHAURY: ://
Eon Zenji: Friends backstab me and humilitate me.
EON ASHAURY: ...
EON ASHAURY: wtf?
EON ASHAURY: w-why? kick their asses imo
Eon Zenji: I can't
Eon Zenji: Im weak.
EON ASHAURY: uhm, pay someone to kick their asses!
Eon Zenji: Im poor
EON ASHAURY: ...
EON ASHAURY: ok you are kinda fucked up.
EON ASHAURY: uhm
EON ASHAURY: what about if you practice some box, karate or something?
Eon Zenji: They are stronger then me
EON ASHAURY: that will help
EON ASHAURY: my brother did that
Eon Zenji: And faster
Eon Zenji: I dont ill have the time tbh
Eon Zenji: imgur.com/xFXkNSm
Eon Zenji: here is my uglyass self.
Eon Zenji: Ik i look gay af
EON ASHAURY: Zoinks! You've taken a wrong turn.
EON ASHAURY: haha I cant see the pic
Eon Zenji: Oh
Eon Zenji: let me re upload
Eon Zenji: imgur.com/xfXkNSm
Eon Zenji: .
EON ASHAURY: sorry I was playing
Eon Zenji: Its fine
Eon Zenji: I look terrible.
EON ASHAURY: I forgot you were like 14
EON ASHAURY: you look so young
EON ASHAURY: xD
EON ASHAURY: want to see a pic of me?
Eon Zenji: I do
Eon Zenji: But
Eon Zenji: my voice >.>
EON ASHAURY: stop
EON ASHAURY: the voice really dont matters
EON ASHAURY: when you look like 12
Eon Zenji: Yea
Eon Zenji: >.>
Eon Zenji: I look terrible.
EON ASHAURY: well
Eon Zenji: And too young to be on this site.
EON ASHAURY: I mean, not that terrible
EON ASHAURY: so uhm, this is me
EON ASHAURY: http://i.imgur.com/9DGdaWq.jpg
Eon Zenji: You look great.
EON ASHAURY: I dont.
Eon Zenji: Yes you do
Eon Zenji: Reminds me of puppies .3.
EON ASHAURY: stop, how do I look like a pup?
EON ASHAURY: ;-;
Eon Zenji: Nono
Eon Zenji: In a cute way
Eon Zenji: You look cute
Eon Zenji: Not in a thristy way.
EON ASHAURY: lol, ok thats way better.
EON ASHAURY: and no I dont :p
EON ASHAURY: but uhm, thanks :]
Eon Zenji: Im not being thristy or anything
Eon Zenji: But i cant get a gf in my lifespan ._.
EON ASHAURY: its ok, chill.
EON ASHAURY: lol
EON ASHAURY: I mean, you are 2 young tho
EON ASHAURY: you are going to have a gf someday
EON ASHAURY: :]
Eon Zenji: No i cant.
Eon Zenji: Im just too out of the odrinary >.>
EON ASHAURY: y-you what?
EON ASHAURY: s-sorry remember english is not my main language? @.@
Eon Zenji: Ik
Eon Zenji: Im just too weird
EON ASHAURY: ...
EON ASHAURY: if you are "weird"
Eon Zenji: and a no life
EON ASHAURY: im the weirdest
EON ASHAURY: girl
EON ASHAURY: alive
Eon Zenji: I spend all my life inside.
EON ASHAURY: stop you are 14, how tf you can be depressed? D;
Eon Zenji: Litterly.
EON ASHAURY: uhm, same @.@
EON ASHAURY: I dnt like people :x
Eon Zenji: I go outside
Eon Zenji: I get told to gtfo Fag .
EON ASHAURY: where the fuck you live?
EON ASHAURY: detroit?
Eon Zenji: No
Eon Zenji: in the south.
EON ASHAURY: ,,,
Eon Zenji: Its different.
EON ASHAURY: where?
EON ASHAURY: wich country?
EON ASHAURY: wait
EON ASHAURY: state
Eon Zenji: United states
EON ASHAURY: ....
Eon Zenji: Lousiana
Eon Zenji: >.>
EON ASHAURY: ah
EON ASHAURY: how they can be bad at you?
Eon Zenji: Where all the cancer is.
Eon Zenji: Well
EON ASHAURY: people are mean
Eon Zenji: they beat me up.
Eon Zenji: They almost tried to fail me.
EON ASHAURY: im teling you, learn karate or something.
EON ASHAURY: t-to fail you?
Eon Zenji: Yea
Eon Zenji: They know my handwriting.
Eon Zenji: So they can just do anything
EON ASHAURY: ...
EON ASHAURY: talk with your parents?
Eon Zenji: They did
EON ASHAURY: that might be work
Eon Zenji: Remeber they asian
EON ASHAURY: ...
EON ASHAURY: and?
Eon Zenji: So they just care about me passing
Eon Zenji: thats it
EON ASHAURY: STOP
EON ASHAURY: thats so racist.
Eon Zenji: Im serious
Eon Zenji: ._.
Eon Zenji: They broke my computer for my "bad" spanish grades.
EON ASHAURY: ....
EON ASHAURY: what the fuck?
EON ASHAURY: ok thats bad.
Eon Zenji: Exactlu.
Eon Zenji: exactly
Eon Zenji: Im in hell.
EON ASHAURY: im telling you zenji, learn karate, or something.
EON ASHAURY: and defend youself
Eon Zenji: If i do
Eon Zenji: They have their crew to back the shit up
EON ASHAURY: not like they will kill you
EON ASHAURY: I mean if you learn karate or some shit
EON ASHAURY: you are going to win respect or something
EON ASHAURY: like in the movies!!!
EON ASHAURY: :]
EON ASHAURY: stop also, do you have brothers or something?
EON ASHAURY: at least someone to help you.
Eon Zenji: No
Eon Zenji: Only child.
EON ASHAURY: :///
Eon Zenji: Yea.
Eon Zenji: I just remeber
Eon Zenji: I have to go outside.
Eon Zenji: and get humiliated.