Okay, now that I'm home, I'm going to say my final thoughts on this and then ignore any and all attempts you make at contacting me from here on forward.

I tried to control both the situation with Dru and Joseph messaging you to the best of my ability, but I can't force people to do things. That is not my fault, and should be a given. I tried to also get Dru to stop trolling Lady and Bird (despite the fact that it wasn't even direct but lol), and I couldn't. It was all lighthearted, again as I said, and no one was really punished besides Dru. I didn't do anything other than say "y tho?" like 5 times over the course of a map, and change my name once or twice. The bmercenary thing, be mad at me about that all you want. It was immature of her to get angry with you for talking to who you want to talk to, or "wanted" I guess. There were, and still are, no sides.

You told me in a message that you naturally stand up for your friends while simultaneously telling me you don't want to be my "friend" anymore. To me, that tells me you never really considered me a friend. The only real reason you ever had to cut ties with me was because of the bmercenary thing, and she decided to poke at you unfairly. But sure, stick up for her. I honestly do not give a shit if you consider her a better friend to you over me. It's not my choice to make, either way. However, the short amount of time I have spoken to you on any level of friendliness (not calling it a friendship because of the point I made above), you've not only decided to stop talking to me once, but twice. Both times due to Lauren. And it hurt, both times. And you were aware of this, both times. Maybe not at first when you first did it, but you did it a second time. Fully aware of what happened last time. It was my understanding that I could trust you to learn to not do that for my sake, and I placed my trust in you when you apologized [i]profusely[/i] for doing so. You betrayed my trust, and you hurt me. I have forgiven people far too many times in the past and it has only resulted in prolonged depression for me. So, as of right now, I am fucking furious, and I want nothing to do with you again.

I don't know why you've decided to talk to me again, because you were the one to tell me you don't trust me anymore, and that you don't want to be as close anymore. I will not blame Lauren directly for this because, as an adult, you should be capable of thinking for yourself and making your own decisions. While I doubt you're even able to do that at this point, I'm going to be nice and assume you can. But she did definitely say something about me, and honestly if you really want to cut ties with someone you apparently considered a drama-free friend who was awesome to hang out with and talk to for the sake of, frankly, a two-faced power hungry ex girlfriend who picked fights with you constantly, go ahead Nick. But you cannot go back on that decision ever. I'm not stupid enough to play these games with you.

I'm disappointed as well, though, because I really trusted you were better than that; especially considering you put so much emphasis on the fact that I was drama-free and therefore better for that reason. Clearly I was wrong because you are willfully throwing yourself into the face of drama repeatedly by involving yourself in whatever crazy situation this is with Lauren. I trusted that you would be a good friend, and even if we don't get to talk all the time, you'd still be there for me and I'd be there for you as well. You betrayed that trust, and I honestly have stopped caring about both you and what you have to say to me at this point in time. So, for the sake of my time, and for the sake of my sanity, never attempt to contact me again. Ever. Not even if your life is truly in danger, because, like I said, I do not care.

Stay away from me. Stay away from Dru. Never message me again, because I refuse to involve myself with your drama and deceit.



I am perfectly okay and always will be,
Nat.