Riful the Forsaken Friend

Riful's Notes:
* Riful the Forsaken Friend. Riful the Hater. Riful the Broken Glass. Riful the Love that's Missing.
* Gender is Female.
* Spi's new evil inner self. She's either False Neutral or False Light+Dark.
* Her emotions are based on Crazy Shame.
* Her source is Inspired Shame.
* She's based on Spi when Spi ends up being left by someone who couldn't forgive him. As herself, she's been forsaken by one friend which made her break. She's basically Spi when he breaks apart.
* Her crazy shame makes her think wildly, focusing her insight by compartmentalizing anything that pushes her buttons, and at moments snapping to herself and crying, and angry at the world--especially deep down, herself. She overanalyzes things, and won't give up in making her point known to others. She's extremely stigmatized by her past, and her future is that she carries on with shame but trying to change it, trying to remove it, trying to get rid of it--but can't because the shame is too stingingly powerful. No matter how much she intellualizes her perspective, she still has the shame. Even now and then, it creeps up to her mind and haunts her soul because no matter how much comfort and peace she has, the war inside her heart explodes and ravages on like a dying forest admist in fire. It's not the fire that describes her feelings, but the forest dying does describe it.
* It's not decided yet, but it's either religion or relationships is what makes her angry.
* She had a bad experience with religion, and ended up continually angry from the source of her shame.
* Her meaning can be "kill love".
* Pokemon that represents her is a female Umbreon with seagreen eyes.
* Colors are black and seagreen.
* She's an intellectual. Also since she's evil, no one really knows that she's evil because she's often quiet among other people, but talkative to those who she's familiar with. She doesn't hurt anyone, because she often goes through the mood swings and motion with her feelings and always battling the angst out.
* She's friends with Thanatos.

Introduction Quote
"I'm Riful. Ever heard of me? Well, I doubt you do, but incase if you're wondering--I'm the top when it comes to things like this. Hmph, you say that you've seen Abstract never had a higher authority than the divines? Please, what an amazing joke. If there's such a thing as divines, it has not quieten the troublesome of Akira's strategem. I'm here to put an end to all of that, and prove you all that I deserve to change fates just as much as those who contest the authority of divine will. Legendaries, mythicals, and spiritual leaders are pathetic. They have not changed anything, except make people worship a false hope. You want hope? Then you better make it real. Or else I'll be the one to replace that. Go ahead, see what I mean when I say that I'm Riful." ~ Riful's intro to church members.