Armin - Today at 12:45 PM
Do you think iam narcicisstic?
Sketch - Today at 12:45 PM
Why?
Armin - Today at 12:46 PM
Because of the  conversation about peopel who put personalinformation on their arttag
I though you somewhat implied that I was somewhat narcicisstic in some way
Or not seeing something that might make me a bad person
Sketch - Today at 12:47 PM
It was alluding to something, but not that.
Armin - Today at 12:48 PM
Sometimes I need others views on me to better myself. Could you please explain?
Iam sorry
But you know iam slow
and I would rather talk aobut it than let it build up...
Sketch - Today at 1:54 PM
Talking about fucking bitches just brings out a lot of salt I have buried.
But beyond that
Your head is in the clouds, Deijo.
Armin - Today at 1:55 PM
Sorry...
I didnt mean to offend you
I just wanted to be honest and say that iam just a normalfag that tries to help out his mom
you know my dad injured his sohulder
really bad
and we need to pay rent
Sketch - Today at 1:56 PM
Whatever, it's my problem anyway if I get mad at people having something I think I'll ever have.
But seriously. I know your shit is shit.
Just.
I don't know with you anymore.
Did Ritchi not tell you I pieced it together either?
Armin - Today at 1:58 PM
So I used part of savings to help out
huh what?
Sketch - Today at 1:58 PM
What do you think I mean?
Armin - Today at 1:58 PM
He just told me that you went at him for trying to talk to you
Sketch - Today at 1:59 PM
Of course.
Armin - Today at 1:59 PM
which made me a bit miffed because he only wanted to help
Sketch - Today at 1:59 PM
Yeah, of course you think that too
Armin - Today at 1:59 PM
No
I wanted to ask you about it(edited)
Armin - Today at 2:00 PM
But then everything with your aunt and that happened so I just wanted to drop it(edited)
Since I thought that you dont need more stress atm.(edited)
Sketch - Today at 2:01 PM
I don't, but I've been dragged in to this regardless.
Armin - Today at 2:01 PM
Well he tried to helpyou with toz since oyu both went at each others throats
and mike
so he tried to negotiate atleast thats what he told me
what did he do from your perspective?
Sketch - Today at 2:02 PM
Ritchi can't do shit to help people emotionally. He's fucking terrible at it.
Not when he's as big a wreck as he is
And can't decide anything for himself
Armin - Today at 2:03 PM
I dont think so.
Sketch - Today at 2:04 PM
Of course you don't, cause you're love drunk
You'll overlook his flaws
Armin - Today at 2:04 PM
Huh?
What are you talking about?
Sketch - Today at 2:04 PM
Oh for fucks sake
Armin - Today at 2:05 PM
No for real!
Whats going on with you
We all have flaws. But thats not to say that a flawed person cant help another.
Sketch - Today at 2:38 PM
In my perspective, Ritchi is like this. If he wants to improve, he needs to work on his self confidence. And while you think You're helping him, you're not as smart, or well versed in this topic as you think you are.

You're just as driven by emotion as he is, and your continued methods of emotional support are doing him no good.
Armin - Today at 2:40 PM
Then what should I do in your opinion?
Sketch - Today at 2:42 PM
You too, huh.
Look. Same thing I told your boyfriend
Armin - Today at 2:42 PM
Me too what?
Sketch - Today at 2:42 PM
I can't decide that
You have to(edited)
What do you think?
If you're talking to Ritchi about this right now, and that's why you stopped responding.
That's not going to do either of you any good.
Armin - Today at 2:45 PM
I went outside
to think
What can I even do.
I cant do anything right.
Not with you, with her or with him.
Iam just pathetic.
Sketch - Today at 2:46 PM
Her?
Armin - Today at 2:46 PM
yuki
Sketch - Today at 2:46 PM
Stop doing that by the way.
Moping when someone says something unpleasant
And why do you want to do anything with her?
Armin - Today at 2:46 PM
Its not that.
Its that i couldve set her on the right path
But i failed
and she mightve not become worse than she was witohut me(edited)
Sketch - Today at 2:48 PM
Well sorry to disappoint, but I straightened her out in like, a few weeks.
You suck at this, Deijo
Armin - Today at 2:48 PM
I misstyped
Sketch - Today at 2:48 PM
Stop pretending you're great at dealing with people.
Armin - Today at 2:48 PM
she wouldve become better without me
Sketch - Today at 2:49 PM
That's a pretty big difference in meaning there.
Armin - Today at 2:49 PM
Yeah.
What did you tell her?
Sketch - Today at 2:49 PM
Nothing.
I've just been talking to her and saying she can do stuff.
Motivating her
The usual
Armin - Today at 2:50 PM
Okay.
Its weird though(edited)
how you tlaked aobut her sharing pics with hot
and then asking her for lewds
I know its bantz but
it feels weird
Sketch - Today at 2:50 PM
You suck at this, Deijo
You brag about talking to girls and shit
Armin - Today at 2:50 PM
I know.
I talked to skanks
Sketch - Today at 2:51 PM
But you couldn't even do something simple like this with one
Armin - Today at 2:51 PM
not girls
Because I had feelings for her
and I was going through a phase where everything was trembleing down
Iam a mess
Sketch - Today at 2:52 PM
What exactly happened between you two
Armin - Today at 2:52 PM
me and her?
I said something chopped off
and she took it the wrong way
remember the lady story
the woman who really liked me?
she was emotionally broken
I told yuki that i developed feelings for her since she helped me out of my depression in that week I left.
Since she was so caring
I wanted to tell her that during the date I thought about what she told me
and that iam sick of sadness
but due to my broken keaboard
"During it I tohught of you"
"Iam sick" came out
after that she said "I have no words"
I needed to check on my mom since she was coming in with her heavy groceriebags and I didnt get to reread my message like how I ususally do it
after I saw what i wrote and her reaction I was
shocked, that i threw up
since my body couldnt handle the shock
I went through a depressive phase were I couldnt function properly
didnt eat
didnt sleep
all of this
I tried to reach her but she didnt answer
and as I talked with dd aobut it he told me how she thought aobut me behind my back
and I became suicidal
my dad being home 24/7 going at me
my overworked mother
my lost friend
the grief for my passed friend(edited)
Armin - Today at 3:00 PM
and my grandpa who was more of a father to me than anyone else lying in a hospital getting treated like shit were enough
I wanted to leave one last message for her
to make things right before i had to go to the hospital
I told dd to tell her iam sorry, that I didnt mean it in this way and that i said something completely different
but she was offended at him that he would consider even listening to me and told him to figuretively fuck off
after i came back from my cancertest
and he told me what she said
I was done
"a perverted monster"
I saw a bridge
stepped on the hand guard
looked one last time through my messages and saw ritchis messages
during all this time
during all of this nobody could move me
nobody could help me
Nobody but him.
He gave me my confidence back
by just talking to him I came back to my senses
I pushed through with work with him(edited)
Sketch - Today at 3:04 PM
And that's nice Deijo
Armin - Today at 3:04 PM
call me an idiot
all you want
Sketch - Today at 3:04 PM
I'm glad you found a beacon hope
But Jesus Christ get your act together
You've also told me all this before
Armin - Today at 3:05 PM
He wasnt a beacon of hope he was somebody that actually cared for me(edited)
and he helped me
and you saying that he cant help nobody
deeply offends me
Sketch - Today at 3:05 PM
I don't care for this melodrama
Armin - Today at 3:06 PM
So me killing myself is just melodrama for you?!(edited)
Sketch - Today at 3:06 PM
You think I haven't tried too?
I'm saying it's not relevant
Armin - Today at 3:07 PM
It is
all of this
made me fake
you called me out(edited)
Sketch - Today at 3:07 PM
Yeah
Armin - Today at 3:07 PM
I couldnttake it
I blocked it of
Sketch - Today at 3:07 PM
And you fucking acted like a bitch
Then you later admitted I was right
Armin - Today at 3:08 PM
HOWTHE FUCK DID OYU ACT WHEN I TRIED TOHELP YOU WITH NUGGET OYU MORON?!
You acted liek a fucking cunt
You said I came down swooping from my highhorse
like I was some fucking prince while you I just wanted to see if my friend is allright
you think everybody thinks so highly of themselves when they just cant take your miserable sight anymore and get bothered by how much of a fucking dick you are sometimes when people try to get close to you!(edited)
You say the truth yeah(edited)
But you are a fucking dick about it(edited)
and when people are hurt you act like they need to get thicker skin
and i get the feeling that you got kicked out because you acted exactly like that with oyur aunt
you made a her snap and ruined the situation for oyur cos and his gf aswell
Sketch - Today at 3:11 PM
I didn't.
Armin - Today at 3:11 PM
because you dont fucking realize hiw much of a dick you can be sometimes(edited)
Sketch - Today at 3:12 PM
Oh I do.
Armin - Today at 3:12 PM
yeah exactly like that
every time you tell how people are fucking bad to you
how you get treated like shit
how people need to get thicker skin
how you dont want to tlak aobut oyurself and do it in general regardless
Sketch - Today at 3:13 PM
Shut up
Armin - Today at 3:13 PM
no
Sketch - Today at 3:25 PM
You calmed down yet?
Armin - Today at 3:28 PM
YOu know
I  should never mention how you fucked up royally
But you seem to get your kicks trampleing aobut my miscomings
Sketch - Today at 3:29 PM
You want to just keep bitching?
Armin - Today at 3:29 PM
No
I want you to understand something you moron
Telling me
I was acting like a bitch
while i was trying to find sometihng in life to grasp on
and wave it off
is justas bad as me telling your how much of a blind idiot you were when you dealt with nugget.
But I never told you that didnt I?(edited)
You seem to figure people out to an extend
But actually conversing with them and show empathy towards them(edited)
different thing
But maybe oyu just hate me
Sketch - Today at 3:31 PM
I think you're stuck up your own ass(edited)
Armin - Today at 3:31 PM
maybe paps was wrong when he told me that you went apeshit when I had to go to the hospital(edited)
I dont know
all i know is that i dont want to converse with you today. Since just when I finally became somwhat normal
you dropped this on me(edited)
and this time
Iam really stating that you are at fault.
Not that things arent going good between me and ritch or pap
But for ruining my one day I was able to be happy for a bit
Thats all
You can block me again