part 2 RockBottom

Avast: Hello
TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: do u like this
Avast: Nope
Avast: But how are you upset about a situation you caused
TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: im not
TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: i told getawhale i know
TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: it's my fault
TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: im still upset
TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: i am upset
TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: im just
TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: it's not like im upset and dont know it's my fault
Avast: Ok well I understand that
Avast: But you need to understand that many people don't want to play with you
Avast: And this isnt the first time you've unadded everyone and we dont know whats happening
TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: i only unadded you guys so i can relax for a little bit
TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: i was really mad after today
TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: and goldfish was pushing me over an edge
TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: im not blaming him
TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: but i got really mad
TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: i even still
TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: got a scrim ready for tomorrow
TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: after the razer shit
TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: before this stuff
TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: happened
TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: i got it, i mean
Avast: Goldfish, aim, and arekk are deadset on not wanting to play with you
Avast: and honestly I'm inclined to agree
TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: what did i do that was so wrong though
TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: get mad that we havent been doing too hot?
Avast: It's turning into a liability where during any possible scrim time or a day before the match you get mad we don't 5-0 good teams and then just go on a emotional rampage
TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: this is literally
TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: the only time
Avast: and the convo you had with goldfish is damning in terms of your thoughts on our team regardless of performance
TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: yeah
TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: arekk and aim
TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: say a lot of worse shit about us
TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: why is no one mad at them
TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: i said what i said because i was really
TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: frustrated
TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: and im extremely sorry i don't expect
TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: to be picked back up
TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: i know what happened
TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: is my fault
TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: i wasnt mad
TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: we didnt 5-0 ascent
TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: i was mad because
TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: i had 0 fun today
TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: playing with my favorite team
Avast: They don't bring it in mumble, they don't say that we've stopped caring, they don't generally disparage everyone and everything
Avast: Even if you aren't having fun
Avast: it's not an excuse for the attitude
Avast: We all have bad days
Avast: We understand
TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: im not trying to make an excuse
TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: i know what i did was wrong
TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: that's why im sorry
Avast: And we all understand and you were sorry the other times you raged out of mumble or a scrim
Avast: you said just tonight
Avast: to not rage
Avast: and then you raged out
Avast: and said some mean shit
Avast: But this is a reoccuring thing
Avast: especially lately
Avast: and you're comments during scrims and matches many people don't enjoy
Avast: and think are hurtful
TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: yeah
TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: because i have no comfort rn
TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: dont tell
TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: anyone this shit
TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: my life
TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: blows like fuck rn
TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: im really
TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: in a bad place rn
TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: i dont want to blame
TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: my irl issues
TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: on what is going on online
TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: but yeah im flipping out
TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: everywhere
TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: idk what to do
TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: the one hobby i have
TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: is unenjoyable now
Avast: Nursey I'm really sorry and I honestly do enjoy you as a teammate when you aren't unpleasant and explosive
Avast: Here's what I can see what I can get for you
Avast: People don't want to play with you
Avast: Ok
Avast: they really don't, myself included rn
Avast: if you are truly repentant
Avast: You could stay as a backup
Avast: But honestly the team is not interested in playing with you the rest of this season
Avast: And maybe if things change you can play with us next season
Avast: I can't make any promises
TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: As much as I like the offer
TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: I am sorry
TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: for what i did
TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: I got mad one time
TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: this whole season
TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: or i guess
TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: this whole week
TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: and im really
TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: truly sorry
TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: but
TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: if they wont talk to me
TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: and actually let me know what's going on
TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: i dont want to back up
TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: when i already have another try-out for a starting position
TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: i want my team back
TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: i want a team that actually wants to improve
TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: i saw
TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: a lot of potential in us
TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: i think
TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: everyone did
TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: and it all just
TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: dissapeared to me one day
Avast: That's your opinion, and you're free to have it, and this converation is exactly why we don't want to play with you. Because none of us see it the way you do, and many of us honestly think our drive to improve and play has been hurt by your attitude.
TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: then why dont they show me they want to get better
TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: i never see it anymore
Avast: You may think that but they don't.
Avast: And I don't think that, and I think some people have been less excited to play because of our atmosphere.
Avast: I think you're an amazing medic and teammate when you're not upset or angry. But I'm just unsure especially with how the rest of the team feels. If you have another offer you should take it and I hope it goes great for you. I really do.
Avast: Don't worry about Getawhale or anything I told him I would pay back your fees so you don'
Avast: t have any obligation
Avast: I hope you get a great team
Avast: because apparently we're not
Avast: If you want id love to keep you as a steam friend, if you remove me I understand