Rho’s Diary Day 1


Right well.  Where do I start?


How about the fact a mad man who watches homeless people sleep is forcing me into a death game and he wants to know my thoughts and feelings.  Seriously, what is wrong with this guy.  Even worse he brought children into this.


Whatever, gotta make the best of what we have I guess.  At least I am not freezing, and he did give us food.  So I will take it.


Honestly I don’t care too much for winning this.  Don’t get me wrong I want to see Robin’s children, but if I have to lower myself any further to meet them.  It would be pointless anyways.  That being said I don’t wanna be stuck as his dog’s plaything either.  So I will at least try to do this “objective” or whatever.  Probably won’t make me many friends, but that is for the better.  Everyone seems to want to get close to me and that might end poorly.  It always has in the past at least.


They trusted me enough with to give me a knife.  Well most of them did anyways.  The others tried to pawn it off on a 17 year old.  I don’t understand how they can be so irresponsible.  Do they think this is some kind of toy.  They are unbelieveable.  Well whatever it doesn’t matter I got it.  Not that I really wanted it to begin with.  Rather me than some kid.


Guess I should talk about the “contestants” a little.


Miki is a little scarred girl, I can’t believe she is in here.  I don’t know what kind of life she lived but it doesn’t appear to be pretty.  Ned I can understand trapping me in here sure.  People swindle me all the time, but her. What the fuck is wrong with you, you sick freak.  I will do everything in my power to get her out of here safe.


Aubrey/Christine another traumatized girl, or girls.  Well having a previous girlfriend with DID I can’t say I trust her much...since that same girlfriend ended up stabbing me.  Still, you don’t just create another personality out of nothing.  Christine seems to be really terrified and I am going to help her get out too.  Aubrey also seems nice, I just hope we can both help Christine out.  These girls don’t need any more problems in their lives.


Chrollo, another child.  He seems pretty smart, but he acts just like any teenager would.  I think of everyone here I am most worried that he will get himself into trouble on accident.  I know that seems funny coming from me, but he seems to be having a little too much fun,and are little school idol seemed fit to spread lies about him.  If people start believing her he might be in trouble.  Still I like the kid he seems fun, I don’t think he is dangerous.


Alexander, my man.  I think I at least can trust this man.  He seems the most level headed of the bunch, and he understood that giving a child a knife was in poor taste.  He is the only one here who seems to notice that putting these people’s lives in my hands makes me pretty nervous.  That maybe the others are putting a little too much responsibility on me.  It’s alright I will handle it as long as I can, but it is nice to have someone realize what they are asking of me.


Ludwig...man this guy just looks so fucking creepy you know.  I can’t help be on edge just looking at the dude.  Though he does actually seem pretty nice.  I kinda feel bad I made fun of his looks, but seriously man get a new attire, do something with your hair.  I am homeless and I don’t look nearly as creepy as you. Unfortunately, I am not sure I can trust him too much.The whole knife debacle has me doubting people left and right.  I want to believe he voted for me at least.


Jolly or Jake or whatever. Seems a bit of a jokester.  He smiles and laughs at nearly everything.  I don’t know much about the man, but he is in the same boat as Ludwig.  I don’t know if I can trust him just do to a couple of liars.  He said he voted for me, but who knows.


Scurvy John, well he did help us out by finding some of the hidden rules.  He seems a bit friendly, and originally I was planning on giving him the knife so he could defend himself, but it turns out he was one of the few who was willing to get the 17 year old a knife.  I just can’t accept his line of thinking.  Still I don’t think he is a bad guy, just someone I don’t agree with.


Charles well… I kinda feel bad for him.  I may have laid it on a bit too strong, and he is probably too afraid to interact with me anymore.  Still he shouldn’t have lied.  At least his excuse for voting on Diana wasn’t as bad as the others.  He was just talked into it by older Diana, and knowing Charles that lady scared him too much for him to decide on something else.  It is probably in both of our interest to stay away from each other for now.


The Doctor, well what can I say.  I don’t really get along with doctors.  Not after everything that has happened at least. How can I, they kicked me out and stopped me from progressing further.  They didn’t help Robin.  They didn’t let me stay long enough to figure out how to save Robin.  I know that is partially my own fault, but they were so willing to throw me away after a simple mistake.  I can’t truly get along with doctors, no matter how nice they may seem.  The same goes for Ivo...though I don’t think him being a doctor would have mattered. Someone so willing to experiment on others is not someone I want anything to do with.  Not to mention he only managed to make me doubt even more who voted for me.  I am more willing to believe he is lying about it then the others, but I can’t throw out the possibility of him telling the truth.


Older Diana, she has a stick up her ass.  Seriously, we know where we are lady.  You don’t need to remind us how dangerous it is.  She thinks best stressed will save us.  Did she see Christine, does she not realize what she is doing can have that effect on people as well.  She isn’t trying to hurt us, just remind us to kill each other.  She is such a bitch, and trying to take alcohol away from miki just to give a knife to the other Diana.  What a fucking hypocrite.  Goddamn the knife is more dangerous than Miki enjoying herself.  She needs to fuck off and leave the others alone.


Younger Diana, the scoundrel.  Honestly I have no idea what is up with this kid.  All I know is she is lying through her teeth,and I want nothing to do with her.  She is clearly trying to manipulate us.  I don’t know if it is because of older diana or what.  Her interest in me once I got the knife really irked me the wrong way.  Then she has the gall to say Chrollo is willing to kill people.  She above all else is the person I can trust the least here.


Anyways fuck you Ned, you spineless piece of creepy stalker shit.  You are a seriously messed up individual, and I hope you know that.