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Well I wrote a 3 part series that explains basically all I believe and how I understand reality. Enjoy. Part 1 of 3.

Life

Yes life. Today we are going to tackle the entire mechanics of reality.

So some ask what the point of life is. Some say to experience.. some say to live your life, some say to have fun.

It boils down to one thing. To be amused.

Let's go back in "time" so to speak.. I say that as most of us are aware of the nonexistant nature of time...

In the beginning there was only one state of existence.. and that was the ability to exist itself. Anything else naturally did not exist, but in our human duality minds we needed to call this "lack" something so we referred to it as void. Think of void like the blackness of your monitor, and the existence as the coloured pixels that move along it.

So no matter what exists, it is this source energy, as Source is all that is, was, and can ever be. You cannot escape that. It permeates everything.

So source for countless eons stays there and tried to discover what it would be like to live in a state that was not, well.. all "it". Think of being a coder and you are programming a game. You want this this and that to happen.. you create it all, and it looks all great, but then some part of you wishes it could just shrink itself down and live in this creation you just created.

Naturally since source is all there is it only had itself to create WITH - it has all of "void" to grow in, as that is endless nonexistence, so growth is never a problem, so it created it all within itself, WITH itself. In a humans mind one could say it dreamed it all up within its "mind" - if you can even call it that.

As a result since it dreamed it all up, or coded it all, it coded algorithms in that would explore every single eventuality that could ever possibly exist in the "story" of the game it created. this means that no matter what happened, no matter what was "learned" there, Source was already aware of it, as it coded it in. However knowing is not the same as experiencing. It's like memorizing a library of events outside without ever stepping outside of the library in your life.. you are robbed of the experiencial part of reality.

So here we have Source, who has thought up every single potentiality that can exist.. ever. And now has this world potential within it - countless multiverses and realities all connected to gether, like some giant cross server mmorpg, and the only thing it is envious of is that IT cannot experience it. It has created this game, and now there is nobody to play it. As everything it already knows how every eventuality will end. There is no surprise, no intrigue, no danger, no LIFE!

This is not amusing at all. Well creating it was amusing, but now that amusement is gone. So only one option exists. Source has to NOT become all that is. This is a rather difficult thing to do, and in the end it is actually IMPOSSIBLE to do, for the energy that powers all things is identical, just like the air we all breathe is made up of the same chemical composition. Thus the only way to do this is to PRETEND, basically  to lie to ones self.

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So imagine you have yourself as this giant energy ball.. and you have this world thought within you that you have created.. and since its within you you know all there is to know about it, but you now need someone to play it. So you take half of yourself, and chop it into countless little bits. You then program the game so that as soon as any of these little bits enter it - they forget EVERYTHING - they forget they are all that is, and you then have a duality.

This duality forms because since this energy no longer KNOWS it is god, it forms a state of knowing and unknowing, a this and that. Without duality reality cannot exist, for all would slide back into unity and all would be known and thus there would be no reason to continue. As a result it sees EVERYTHING in duality - it sees actions as good and bad - it sees itself as separate from everyone else, and thus against everyone else.

Now I stated earlier that time does not exist. Pretend you are playing a videogame.. and you are on the menu screen where you are selecting which game saved state you wish to load. No imagine there are countless saved states - one for each soul.. and they all have the same period of time played, but they all started in different locations of spacetime. One started 500 million years in the past, one in your present, and one 500 million years in the future.

To source no matter which one it plays to it that is "the" present. That means source is playing them all at ONCE - which means that it is is like layering millions of onion skin layers of different time periods over each other.. all being played for the same amount of time. This makes time simultaneous.. no matter which person is playing that is the present to Source - thus "all is now"  - there is only ever one moment to source - NOW. - Thus time is only ever one singular moment.

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Now you have all these countless bits that are playing this game.. all forgetting that they are all that is.. all interacting with each other. Source now has its players to play out its game. Now while the pieces may not remember they are all that is.. "all that is" - aka Source, or God what have you, is still witnessing the whole thing.

It still keeps its singular mind intact - and acts as "the great observer" - as it can never be disconnected from itself, and watches through each soul how they, aka "it" plays its own game.

Now Source cannot interfere with its own creation, or it would ruin its own experiment.. not that it would have to anyways, for it can communicate through any of the souls at any time, even if they don't remember anything. Thus it speaks to the avatars the souls create, but it cannot force them to do anything. Most of us ignore this. In addition A soul can also incarnate a being that lasts so long it forms a higher self.

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(continued from part 1)

A higher self is a being that has existed for so long that it has evolved to a dimensional level where the games mechanics either affect it very little or not at all. It could be a future version of yourself or it could be a previous incarnation the soul has incarnated that now wishes to either help out YOU, or incarnate a portion of ITSELF AS you into this world.

A higher self may do this because negativity has slowly accumulated inside itself and it wishes to negate that. It will incarnate the personification of that imbalance into this world.

For example.. say your higher self is a king, and is used to being surrounded by people and adored, but in reality feels insecure and lonely inside. The higher self will take this energy and incarnate it into a being that lives a life where people ignore it and it lives a lonely life. When this being overcomes these insecurities it will have negated the negative emotions it accumulated and can be re-integrated back into the higher self.

The branches can get quite long, as as a being evolves it itself can also incarnate portions of itself if it does not wish to be "absorbed" back into the part of itself that incarnated it. Since time is simultaneous however one can always call upon an aspect of themselves for help - whether it was them in the past, present or future. A being may have been higher evolved in the past and fallen as they evolved.

This happens if a soul or higher self incarnates a part of themself that only gets worse and worse. That energetic part is still a part of them, and negative energy is like radiation - if it gets worse it threatens to corrupt the rest of them and poison their collective mind. It may choose to incarnate more of itself in to salvage the rest, or it may choose to cut that part off, and let it fizzle out to protect itself.

If that part fizzles out its consciousness will fragment as it descends into ultimate separation and will separate so far it cannot properly achieve consciousness anymore - as consciousness is an accumulation of thought, for it is the building blocks of life - it is all Source has to  work with.

Think of scrunching up a napkin - or your dreams - the denser the thought the more real and complex the lifeform. If a being is steeped in separation all the frequency it accumulated to get to how big it has become starts to unravel, and it starts to tear itself apart. It is like the napkin flattening out - there is no longer a "focus". That being will then dissolve as a consciousness being and either have to evolve back up or devolve all the way back to undifferentiated bits of consciousness matter and be reabsorbed into source to be recyled into a new being. This is called stardust return.

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Since consciousness is the creator of all that is, and frequency is consciousness, higher frequency is consciousness that reflects the state of unity, and lower frequency is consciousness that lives in the coded lie that we are all separate. This is why lower frequency is destructive and higher frequency is evolving and healing.

When a soul incarnates a being there is only one goal in mind - to accrete higher frequency. The entire goal of the lifetime is to experience and to thus win this frequency. If seen like a videogame the experience would be the mission, the emotions to learn would be the achievements and the frequency gained would be the unlocked achievement and the experience points gained.

YOUR LIFE is only meaningful in the fact that it is a sidequest of the soul to gain frequency through experience. What you do in your life is utterly meaningless, unless it actually assists in your goal. Your FATE is thus the mission that your soul sent you on in this lifetime. It created you as an avatar to achieve this goal. All that you are, your personality, your decisions are all made up.

This also means you have no free will in a sense. Nothing you think up is unique because source already thought it up - you can't even THINK IT unless it was already coded in. Some may despair at the lack of free will - however as god you already thought it all up. The game you are playing essentially already happened and you are simply replaying it.. so while you may not have free will, you have free choice to choose from the myraid countless choices. Freedom to choose will, at will.

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Since the goal is to gain frequency, aka to evolve and move up in dimensions, you will also notice that those oif a lower frequency than you have a hard time around you, and as you gain more frequency they will either become hostile towards you, try to lower your frequency to match theirs, or fall out of your life. This is natural. It is the coded construct of the game attempting to challenge unity so that the game keeps on moving. If it did not happen then there would be cause for worry.

Ego was programmed into the game to keep it moving. Unity can be seen as order, or friction, and ego as chaos or slipperiness. This is why enlightenment is a matter of maintenance, as the egos of ourselves and everyone else will constantly seek to challenge and diminish us, to simply KEEP us in the game. That is what it has been designed to do.

Once one gains enough frequency they can sort of "cash in" on it - they can either evolve to a higher level in their existing form, or they can reincarnate as a different higher level form. These forms contain more frequency and often other lower beings within them existing on lower dimensions - much like a tree contain branches and leaves, and a human contain smaller organisms within them that help power the collective whole.

If a being has to give up part of its energy as a part of it being corrupt then it can no longer maintain a larger form and must then downgrade. Most souls do not wish to do this and will instead send more of themselves into reality.. sometimes to the point they sent most of themselves in.. if they all fall then the whole collective soul gets pulled in and either suffers the fate of stardust return.. or it, as the singular no longer superpowered by all the frequency it gained, must evolve back up from a "mortal" state. So you can have all these broken bits everywhere that can evolve on their own or re-integrate back into themselves.

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When a being successfully evolves up to the highest point it can it evolves right out of reality and is called an ascended master. These beings understand everything and can choose either to help the rest of their collective selves out or return to source. Naturally sources wish is for its parts to play the game for as long as possible.. one reason it developed the ego construct and all the challenges of life.

The ascended masters will usually incarnate a part of themselves, like jesus or ghandi, to help out the other parts of themselves get to the point where they are at. They usually suffer violent ends as the collective devours them, but their works usually impact for generations to come. They take on a bigger role.

The goal is the ascended master state - or "god mode" - you play the game, experience all the levels, and then beat the game and play it again under god mode. With god mode you know everything and can fully tap into the full power of reality. You are full source within source - and can become your own "mini-source" - sending parts of yourself in to experience, like a tree branching off the branch of the main source tree. You are then free to fully experience the wonders of reality without having to worry about learning valuable life lessons.

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An ascended master looks at every being it sees and understands that each being is at a different stage of its jouney. Even though to source they are all the same age, and thus the game only ends when the oldest soul returns to it - a being here can only see a souls age in reference to their own. So if soul A is 8 billion years old and soul B is 50 years old in relation to soul A, soul A will see it as a young soul, while source will see both souls as 8 billion years old - and thus see soul A's present, AND soul B's present, at the same time, far into the future of Soul A's.

As a result an ascended master knows it cannot treat each person the same. A young soul HAS to start from the bottom. It has to experience the experiences that reflect the highest amount of separation, either inflicting it or experiencing it inflicted upon them or somebody they know. These include murder, theft, misery, suffering, pain, disease, etc.

An older soul may also choose to experience these to jumpstart a reawakening, as all souls that come here forget all they knew, and thus after this reawakening will remember all the experiences of the past they went through and will only suffer for a short period of time, calling upon what they learned in the past to deal with the suffering of the present.

Thus when a being wonders why they are experiencing so much suffering it is because their soul wished for them to, as suffering is the greatest tool to evolve. A young soul cannot appreciate love until it appreciates fear and suffering first. Thus when it gradually learns these steps then with each progressive lifetime it will call upon these past experiences and suffer less and less.

Thus one can look at the life experiences of a person and determine a ballpark age of the soul just from that. A being that is 80 years old could have a soul that just entered the evolved stage of a human, while a 10 year old could have the soul of an ascended master - looking at the physical age of a person alone tells you nothing - looking at their soul age tells you everything.

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Since everyone is at a different stage of their journey it is also not fair to judge a being, for it's like taking a whole school and lumping them together into one room and expecting them to act the same. It's just not going to happen - and saying things like "well the people of earth have suffered enough" is bullshit - that being might have JUST come here as a soul, and may need to experience several lifetimes of suffering, and who are you to determine, that since YOU want things to change based on your level, that everyone else does too?

A perfect world is one that has so many things going on on it that everyone gets to evolve on their own level at their own pace. You have places where wars go on where young souls duke it out and places of high meditation where ascended masters and high minded souls congregate and places where run of the mill souls live out their daily lives. The state of reality is always perfect for those who chose to experience it in that way.

Those who see suffering and wish to blanket themselves in a cocoon of love and light reject the reason they came here.. to experience THROUGH that suffering. Their state of stability in this state is often not very good and a simple argument with one who thinks other than them is often enough to completely undo all that they have claimed to have accumulated. I equate it to a spiders egg nest. Fluffy and pretty on the outside, but as soon as you poke through that facade all the nasty spiders come out and crawl all over you.

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(continued from part 2)

Since everyone is collectively the same being, it means that all souls have the same powers of Source - we all have the power to trigger the code of the game, just not to create new code, for all that we could possibly ever comprehend has already been coded in. This means however that each of our journeys are different.

Soul A and Soul B can start off at 2 different positions in spacetime, arch in different directions, run parallel to each other for a time then cross paths and diverge on different paths again from there. Imagine a cube where all one face is spacetime, and the depth of that cube is alternate and parallel realities. We flip through billions of parallel realities a second as frames.. as each millisecond of reality is a still frame and thus our lives are like one giant stop motion animation.

Those paths are like a line that runs through that cube. Map each soul to a different location in space time and then let them run their course, colour them all different and you will see what looks like a rainbow of different squiggly paths all branching through the cube, some intersecting and some running parallel. This is why 2 souls can remember each other in their past lives but remember them as different, because they experienced different alternate instances of them.

For example one might have experienced another with black hair in the past, while that person they are engaging with may have remembered himself with brown hair instead. Neither are wrong - they both experienced 2 different instances of the same being, one which they needed to experience to learn what they needed to learn.

Everything and everyone we experience we load from reality to experience. They all reflect energies and frequencies within ourselves, and when we resolve those issues they change. Our issue is like a projection reel, and we are the projector projecting it into this simulation as peoples places and things and scenarios. At any time you can change the divergant path of parallel realities you are flipping through and steer it in a different direction. At that point everyone you know can change, for infinite variations of them can exist.

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Thus "changing the world" is meaningless, for not one solid world exists. EVERYONE is experiencing their OWN world, and thus the only thing you can do is change YOUR world to fit what you wish to experience.. and you cannot do that simply by changing it - as that is like trying to erase a projection by trying to erase it on the wall - you must solve the projection at its source - within you. Changing the way you perceive reality actually changes what in reality you LOAD.

Thus if you constantly think your life is meaningless, people and places will constantly manifest that support this. If you believe there is no divinity then evidence will manifest to support this in your mind. And along this line there is also no one concrete truth, for your level of understanding reality will determine which "truth" you determine as actual truth.

For example a young soul may believe that nothing exists of a divinity nature because their life is terrible and they cannot imagine any being subjecting them through this. They are not ready to accept they are god and that THEY put themselves through this as a learning exercise.

A mature soul will believe that god put them here and that as a result doing terrible things is in gods plan. They understand reality a little better in that divinity exists, but they still refuse to believe they are god, but at least they accept what they are being subjected to - but they are now using it as a way to reject personal responsibility and use god as a scapegoat to commit their atrocities.

An older soul will believe in spirituality and that endless meditation will bring them to enlightenment. They understand reality pretty good at this point, but still refuse to either believe they are god or that reality exists as a means to play. They will reject all ego in an attempt to be pious but in the process will rob themselves of a critical steering mechanism in life and will thus miss out on many things IN life. They will see life through the eyes of unity but will not understand how to apply it to the duality world of life.

An elder soul will believe that they are god, and as a result are directly responsible for all that they manifest. They will teach love and acceptance and promote radical ideas that cause them to be a threat to younger souls. They understand reality completely at this point, as they finally accept that they are god. They will also realize that the ego is used as a means to steer their life, to be used a tool to assist them, and not to control them, and thus will not seek to destroy it, only utilize and harmonize with it. They will see through the eyes of unity and also through the eyes of duality, and understand that they must roleplay in duality and live life while understanding life through unity.

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This understanding is the ultimate goal of reality, and is called DICHOTOMY. Dichotomy states you do not have to choose a this or that.. you can choose a this AND that. You can be a dualistic being AND a unity being. You can play a role of good or bad in reality AND understand in your mind that it is all a game and that you are here to ultimately amuse yourself, much like a person that plays a videogame chooses good or evil, while knowing outside of that game it is all for fun.

This is the understanding that causes the most trouble with younger souls, for it is one they cannot in any way grasp. They are still locked in a 3d mentality, and since they have not evolved beyond the constrains of this world they have no way of seeing in a mentality beyond it. The steps will always be duality through separation, up to unity through spiritual enlightenment, ending in dichotomy through acceptance.

Acceptance is the biggest milestone of a soul. When a being can ultimately accept the state of every being without judgment it can truly be called enlightened. This doesn't however stop an enlightened being from interacting with these beings.. for after all a fully realized source's beings goal is to have fun, even if it appears to be at the expense of others, for if they feel they can handle any actions they do to their collective selves back at themselves, then they are golden.

Thus the goal is still ultimately amusement. Source plays the game for its own amusement, and the soul plays its incarnations for ITS own amusement, and those beings play life for their own wonder and amusement. As soon as amusement ends, or the possibility of amusement through mundane tasks as the mechanics, then a being very much does NOT want to do it and will often simply stop trying.

So now you understand all of reality - it is a game. A giant already coded game, in which you are a tool to the soul. YOU do not exist, and thus cease to exist when you die, because you never did exist. You exist as a soul who pretends to forget this so that you live your life more vibrantly, as knowing this truth could very well hamper your ability to achieve your goal.

Thus one must not think of themselves as the person they are here, but as their soul who is roleplaying a being here, for if a soul is all that is, and you are a being that is less than that in your ability, then you are an intentional handicapped avatar meant to explore the wonders of "limitation" and thus your ultimate goal is to hurry up and finish so that you can evolve to bigger and less restricting beings until you untimately evolve to a being that matches the powers of the soul but in reality. God mode.

Don't waste time on petty squabbles here, as it's all just a game. You will also notice higher souls thus don't take many things seriously, esp. the drama of younger souls who are manifesting entities left right and center to attack themselves in order to learn valuable life lessons. Observe those people but don't let them personally affect you - unless of course it amuses you to help them out, then by all means do so :)

As a result higher evolved beings may seem insensitive or unempathatic, but they simply realize the unimportance to THEM of what is important to YOU. They are free to not care what others perceive them as because it is like children judging elders - the elders know so much more and thus find it amusing to have children try to judge them based off so little experience.