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It’s been 49 hours since my light went dead and left me in the dark. The fourteen dots from my wristwatch can show nothing in this total vacuum of light. Nothing but count down the time to my ending. I busted the crystal so I could feel the hands. Gingerly running my finger lightly over the face. There is nothing but waiting. Every now and then I see a small dot of light, the random wayward photon activating my retina, or a stray particle passing through the Earth, nothing more. Just a split second of false hope followed by nothing but black. The darkness must be getting to me as I feel my mind slipping away from me. The only thing that keeps me partially sane is the torrent of sound made by water running beside me. It reminds me of a fan running in the quiet bright of outside night. The darkest room is as the surface of the sun compared to this place. To think I came here for fun.

The lack of luminance is wrecking havoc on my mind. It swirls and spins in a vertigo of three days drunk. The walls spinning like the eye of a tornado if only I could see them. I vomit the water and lay down against the cool rock praying to every invisible deity for mercy I retch and vomit again. Groaning against the earth, I think about killing myself and laugh when I realize I can’t see to make it painless The spinning slows to an out-of-control tea cup ride and I drink some more water. The irony of being trapped here next to liquid life has not escaped me. Three weeks. That is the figure I read once that the average human can survive without food if they had a steady supply of water Combined with the six Powerbars in my pack I could cling to life for a month. Maybe a month and a half. Six weeks of darkness, vertigo, vomiting, and water The humorous part is it might be the best tasting water I have ever had.

"We found your son’s body inside a small cave about 500 feet from the path ma'am," the Park Ranger explained into the phone connected to the weeping woman “As near as we can tell he was exploring a small cave when the ceiling caved in He had some Powerbars and was next to a stream." .. "Are you sure you want to know that?"... “Okay, the preliminary report is saying he lived about 3 weeks Death is listed as starvation in conjunction with exposure.".. "No ma’am, he wouldn’t have been able to dig himself out. There wouldn’t have been any need to." .. “Well ma’am, I mean your son was on the outside of the cave-in Only about 10 feet inside the cave"... “Ma’am, I know you are distraught, but we must have not been around to here him heard him cry for help."... “Well, the coroner believes a stone fell and struck your son in the head causing a minor subdural hematoma in the rear part of his head."... "No ma’am, he wasn't unconscious, it means that you son was rendered almost instantly blind."