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- when i was little, my dad was a pizza man
- id only ever see him when he came home from work, which was usually after i went to bed
- i remember one time i was talking to my mom and i told her "i feel like dad is a stranger, i never see him"
- a few years later he quit his job
- i started seeing him more and more
- and i started to understand what my mom was doing when she was drinking
- when i was in th grade, they separated
- i didnt really get it at the time
- but it was because she smoked and dranked
- smoked weed*
- i think
- i cant even remember but
- i think i stayed at my dad's on the weekends
- my mom and i faught a lot
- usually we'd end up crying and hugging eachother
- my dad and i never really faught except when i didnt want to do something
- then my mom got ill
- when it started she just felt a little numb
- then she had trouble walking, so she started using a stepladder like a walker
- she went to the hospital and had to stay there and do physical therapy
- she was numb pretty much everywher
- after a few months she could come home
- and she had to use a wheelchair
- i remember
- the last time i hung out with one of my friends was around when she started using the walker
- and then
- it was my aunt that told me when she went to the hospital, when i was at my cousin's
- she was fine for about a year
- my uncle moved in after divorcing his wife and my cousin would come over every other week
- my other uncle's halfdaughter also moved in at a later date
- her boyfriend didnt live with us, but he was almost always over
- one day they brought home a dog
- i was at first really mad because i didnt like dogs
- but then i really loved dogs
- and i really loved THAT dog
- my dad and i were preparing for our yearly visit to my grandparents in michigan
- i said goodbye to my mom and kissed and hugged her and told her i'd be back after the trip
- and that was the last time i ever spoke to her
- while we were in the cabin, my dad got a call, and he went outside to get a better signal
- it was starting to rain
- he was out there for a long time
- so we went outside to see what was up
- i could see him holding his forehead with his hands through his hair while he looked out toward the corn fields on the hills of my grandparent's land
- he turned around and looked at us and it was the first time i had ever seen my father crying
- we walked towards eachother
- we were next to the corner of the cabin
- i remember it all
- he looked at me
- he dropped his arm to stop speaking on the phone for a minute
- and he said
- "your mom's dead"
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