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-Hello, as of late I have been very much down on myself due to the fact that I realized what little I have done with my 19 years on this Earth. I have wasted the past 3 or so years of my life playing a game that I don't enjoy as much anymore, I have never been good anyways lol. The only reason I have stuck around for such a long while is because I enjoyed talking to a lot of people whom shared common interests with me but nowadays since most people realized that the way I act can be annoying to an unbearable extent I interact with like 4 people. Because of this I have actually grown to hate this internet persona I have built up but found it a bit difficult to completely change the way I act. With that being said I am quitting again for a 4th time maybe but unlike those times I don't intend on coming back in any form. This was pretty much just a final apology to people who think I'm annoying. Much love to all people.
+sorry in advanced for any grammar mistakes im not rereading this
 Hello, as of late I have been very much down on myself due to the fact that I realized what little I have done with my 19 years on this Earth. I have wasted the past 3 or so years of my life playing a game that I don't enjoy as much anymore, I have never been good anyways lol. The only reason I have stuck around for such a long while is because I enjoyed talking to a lot of people whom shared common interests with me but nowadays since most people realized that the way I act can be annoying to an unbearable extent I interact with like 4 people. Because of this I have actually grown to hate this internet persona I have built up but found it a bit difficult to completely change the way I act. With that being said I am quitting again for a 4th time maybe but unlike those times I don't intend on coming back in any form. This was pretty much just a final apology to people who think I'm annoying especially to the females I have harassed jokingly. Much love to all people.