Near Death Exp.

I can't believe its been a year
 Since I kissed the stress
Bit the sour tongue and said to it
I want you back
(I've lived life lonesome with weights on my shoulders and you set me in an ocean to drown)
 I have some things to say about these past two months I've lived.
I'm not the same guy I was when I was younger, for those who didn't know.
I take a pill every day to help me deal with life.
(So it crashed. My life almost gone.
I almost lost my head, because I lost my head.
Now life seems so short..)
(I've depended on these guys for every dilemma and this band is the pill without any lash.)
I've got some things to say, about the women who I've seen.
I hope and I pray that you don't think you left anything but a bad impression for me.
The hell with ever feeling loved, I'm too much to handle either way.
(So it crashed. Almost my final song.
I nearly lost my head, because I lost my head..
Now life seems.so short..)
I'm.not that sweet guy I was a few months ago, for those who didn't know.
I'm not the same guy I was when I was younger.
(I've carried these needs and these wants for so long, now I'm finally cured of myself)
I can't believe its been a week..since I saw my peak..right before my eyes
I felt the pressure fill the Ides..
My best friends aren't at home, but they truly saved my soul.
My best friends aren't at home but I need to save my soul..
Sometime.