Part 1 The Spiral

10:05 PM - GG^goldfish: nursey are you well
10:05 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: my ping
10:05 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: is 1000+ everywhere
10:05 PM - GG^goldfish: downloads?
10:05 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: nope
10:07 PM - GG^goldfish: restart router?
10:07 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: im done anyway
10:07 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: blew me up
10:08 PM - GG^goldfish: what blew you up
10:08 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: our team being trash out of nowhere
10:08 PM - GG^goldfish: what do you mean
10:08 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: nothing is right
10:08 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: nothing is coordinated
10:08 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: everyone baits
10:08 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: no one can hit shit
10:08 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: no calls are followed
10:09 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: might as well be a newly formed opent eam
10:09 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: can u imagine
10:09 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: playing medic in pugs
10:10 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: where everyone just acts like an idiot
10:10 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: and u die all the time
10:10 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: and it's just
10:10 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: not fun
10:10 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: to be in that position
10:10 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: i dont want to say shit about my own team but jesus
10:10 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: idk what the fuck happened
10:10 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: you get angrier and more defensive since last week
10:10 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: aim and arekk get involved in toxic cjs and dont want to give jack shit
10:11 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: and im pretty sure arekk is aware that everyone thinks he's good so he doesnt give a shit about this team anymore
10:11 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: cause he has better oppurtunities waiting for him when we die
10:11 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: so fun
10:11 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: such a fun fucking game
10:11 PM - GG^goldfish: calm down
10:11 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: i hate this game so fucking much
10:12 PM - GG^goldfish: can you just relax
10:12 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: no
10:13 PM - GG^goldfish: didnt we just talk before scrims about everyones attitudes
10:13 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: i made this team in open with bill and we were all having a blast
10:13 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: a year later it's already a potential top three invite team
10:13 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: and now it's fucking trash in less than a week
10:13 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: and idk what the fuck happened
10:13 PM - GG^goldfish: its called
10:13 PM - GG^goldfish: attitudes
10:13 PM - GG^goldfish: its a fucking team game
10:13 PM - GG^goldfish: the sooner everyone realizes that
10:13 PM - GG^goldfish: the sooner we win invite
10:13 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: yeah
10:13 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: everyone knows that
10:13 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: they will agree and say
10:13 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: "well duh"
10:14 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: cause they're not retarded
10:14 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: but they bring up
10:14 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: fucking stats
10:14 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: that dont mean
10:14 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: jack fucking shit
10:14 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: anywehre in the game
10:14 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: "this player didnt do well, aim died too much, goldfish took to many heals, avast didnt do enough damage!"
10:14 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: they say this
10:14 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: cause of stats
10:14 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: they dont fucking
10:14 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: actually know
10:14 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: what went wrong
10:14 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: saying someone
10:14 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: it's just
10:14 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: pisses me off
10:14 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: that so much
10:14 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: went downhill in a week
10:15 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: i was having fun
10:15 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: even when we lost to tsu
10:15 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: i was upset we lost, but it's w/e
10:15 PM - GG^goldfish: aim was stressed tonight because his house was filled with drunk women loudness
10:15 PM - GG^goldfish: did you hear his mic?
10:15 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: now it's just a fucking toxic team i dont even want to play it makes me so mad everytime i'm in mumble trying to scrim now
10:16 PM - GG^goldfish: ok complaining about it is only going to kill the team
10:16 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: we already tried talking about it lol
10:16 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: tonight
10:16 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: was the worse night
10:16 PM - GG^goldfish: and youre the only one thats upset
10:16 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: i've ever been apart of
10:16 PM - GG^goldfish: and aim was stressed because of irl
10:16 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: it was terrible
10:16 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: idc
10:16 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: about shitty excuses
10:17 PM - GG^goldfish: shitty exuses?
10:17 PM - GG^goldfish: irl?
10:17 PM - GG^goldfish: things he cant control?
10:17 PM - GG^goldfish: ok
10:16 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: like link's arm and constantly being sick
10:17 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: or aim's 'irl stress'
10:17 PM - GG^goldfish: i think you need to just cool off
10:17 PM - GG^goldfish: youre being very condescending
10:18 PM - GG^goldfish: we arent trash its fucking scrims
10:18 PM - GG^goldfish: against ascent tonight especially
10:18 PM - GG^goldfish: seriously just chill the fuck out
10:18 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: 5-2 tsu
10:18 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: 5-0 strawberry mangoes
10:18 PM - GG^goldfish: are you still not over that
10:18 PM - GG^goldfish: lol
10:18 PM - GG^goldfish: we learned from the strawberry game
10:18 PM - GG^goldfish: went 3-4 with ascent
10:18 PM - GG^goldfish: we learned from the tsu game
10:18 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: 5-1 wood pig
10:18 PM - GG^goldfish: didnt have another process game after that
10:18 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: 3-3 with bape
10:18 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: rofl
10:18 PM - GG^goldfish: lmao because connor and arekk
10:18 PM - GG^goldfish: didnt do so hot
10:18 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: STEALING a match from froyotech to make playoffs
10:18 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: a spot we clearly
10:18 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: dont fucking deserve rn
10:19 PM - GG^goldfish: i dont see why you brought up the 5-0 and 5-2 losses we had when we clearly learned from those games
10:19 PM - GG^goldfish: you need to stop being so emotional
10:19 PM - GG^goldfish: just go nap or something
10:19 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: i'm tired of being forced to play a game where no one even acts like they're trying to get better
10:19 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: and improvement is absolutely shown 0 percent
10:20 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: what did we do
10:20 PM - GG^goldfish: im putting in the time and im improving
10:20 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: to go 4-3 with ascent
10:20 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: right after getting 5-0'd by strawberry mangoes??
10:20 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: why is that gone
10:20 PM - GG^goldfish: because its snakewater
10:20 PM - GG^goldfish: every week there are going to be struggles
10:21 PM - GG^goldfish: if we treat scrims as matches
10:21 PM - GG^goldfish: well improve a lot quicker
10:21 PM - GG^goldfish: but instead youre fucking btiching rightn ow
10:21 PM - GG^goldfish: and its sad because we have potential
10:21 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: i don't see it anymore
10:22 PM - GG^goldfish: last night connor and arekk werent doing hot
10:22 PM - GG^goldfish: tonight aim couldnt talk as much because of noise
10:22 PM - GG^goldfish: and ur ping
10:23 PM - GG^goldfish: what did we learn
10:23 PM - GG^goldfish: why are you so upset
10:23 PM - GG^goldfish: it'
10:23 PM - GG^goldfish: doesnt help anyone especially our team when you have this attitude
10:23 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: tonight was the most toxic i've ever felt on a team
10:23 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: everyone was comming
10:23 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: yelling
10:23 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: it was fucking terrible
10:23 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: making mistakes they should've stopped making when we were in open
10:23 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: we should've 5-0'd ascent
10:23 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: we should've been so clean
10:24 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: and we didnt
10:24 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: cause people make the stupidest fucking mistakes
10:24 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: it's aggravating
10:24 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: it's not
10:24 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: team mistakes
10:24 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: it's people
10:24 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: being retards
10:24 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: and refuse to admit
10:24 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: they're retards
10:25 PM - GG^goldfish: who are the people
10:25 PM - GG^goldfish: call them out
10:24 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: linkuser
10:25 PM - GG^goldfish: thats the only way they will get better
10:25 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: aim
10:25 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: you
10:25 PM - GG^goldfish: what do I do
10:25 PM - GG^goldfish: enlighten me
10:25 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: over commit
10:25 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: bad comms
10:25 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: bad jumps
10:25 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: bad ubers
10:25 PM - GG^goldfish: wanna watch a demo so I can prove you wrong?
10:25 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: not enough focus calls mid uber
10:25 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: no one knows what to do when we uber
10:25 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: aim fucks up his jumps, baits arekk mid fights
10:26 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: doesnt know what to focus unless he's yelled at
10:26 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: his rockets are shit against scouts unless he's really lucky
10:26 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: linkuser can't think for himself
10:26 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: literally have to instruct on what keys to use on his keyboard in some fights
10:26 PM - GG^goldfish: how do I have bad comms bad jumps and bad ubers and how do I over commit
10:26 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: you think a fight is good for us
10:26 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: you dont consider our teams position
10:27 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: you call to go in
10:27 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: get caught out
10:27 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: two more people die trying to help you from a position they never could help you in
10:27 PM - GG^goldfish: that rarely happens
10:27 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: it happens a lot more than you think
10:27 PM - GG^goldfish: it happened once tonight
10:27 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: three times at least
10:28 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: do you know how much it fucks people over when you ask for help and people run five seconds to help you only to die right after you die
10:28 PM - GG^goldfish: "call for help if you need it goldfish"
10:28 PM - GG^goldfish: fuck off
10:28 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: if you wanna do what b4nny does, just consider where everyone else is and make sure you do half-committed bombs
10:29 PM - GG^goldfish: lol i did that tonight
10:29 PM - GG^goldfish: and last night
10:29 PM - GG^goldfish: i cant take anything you say serious right now
10:29 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: then why do people randomly die literally trying to dow aht you ask
10:29 PM - GG^goldfish: i dont know ask them
10:29 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: asking for help is asking them
10:30 PM - GG^goldfish: any other players i play with
10:30 PM - GG^goldfish: we roll 5-0
10:30 PM - GG^goldfish: and i top damage/frag
10:31 PM - GG^goldfish: this past week ive had less and less fun playing with you it just seems like your head is getting so big that its affecting you to the point where youre becoming toxic, unenjoyable, rude and arrogant
10:31 PM - GG^goldfish: and its not fun
10:31 PM - GG^goldfish: were never going to get better
10:31 PM - GG^goldfish: there is no more potential
10:31 PM - GG^goldfish: because youre head is so large that youre acting like a 12 year old with power
10:31 PM - GG^goldfish: im done with this convo
10:32 PM - GG^goldfish: if you want to own go join a better team
10:32 PM - GG^goldfish: this is a team of im players
10:32 PM - GG^goldfish: in invite
10:32 PM - GG^goldfish: go join froyotech
10:32 PM - GG^goldfish: go join ascent
10:32 PM - GG^goldfish: idc
10:32 PM - GG^goldfish: youll never help us get better with ur attitude
10:32 PM - GG^goldfish: and we will never win as long as you act this way
10:32 PM - GG^goldfish: youve been a bad teammate tonight
10:32 PM - GG^goldfish: i hope youre satisfied
10:32 PM - GG^goldfish: pce
10:33 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: i'll leave
10:34 PM - GG^goldfish: doesnt matter
10:33 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: i left this team before so arekk and linkuser are use to it
10:33 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: grab whoever you want
10:34 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: anybody who knows me knows that i think im fucking trash
10:34 PM - GG^goldfish: no you dont
10:34 PM - GG^goldfish: lmao
10:34 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: i have been having
10:34 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: the least fun ever
10:34 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: playing this fucking game
10:34 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: why do you think i get so happy when i get compliments from good players
10:35 PM - GG^goldfish: the more compliments you get the more i can tell it affects you
10:34 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: no it doesnt
10:35 PM - GG^goldfish: you honestly thought we should of 5-0d ascent?
10:35 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: that's the potential i saw
10:35 PM - GG^goldfish: youre playing with im players
10:35 PM - GG^goldfish: linkuser cant think for himself
10:35 PM - GG^goldfish: aim is new to roamer
10:35 PM - GG^goldfish: and you expect us to 5-0 ascent
10:35 PM - GG^goldfish: were making dumb mistakes because they are clueless as to how to fix them
10:36 PM - GG^goldfish: but instead of trying to hlep them youre just going to complain
10:35 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: yeah i do
10:35 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: we went 4-3 with them
10:36 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: and we rolled them in scrims with a shittier roster
10:36 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: i saw potential
10:36 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: we 5-0'd wood pig
10:36 PM - GG^goldfish: you know who else rolled them in scrims
10:36 PM - GG^goldfish: cafe monster
10:36 PM - GG^goldfish: what happened with that team
10:36 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: easy third place for us
10:36 PM - GG^goldfish: it died
10:36 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: but they finished the season
10:36 PM - GG^goldfish: yea because noone just complained
10:36 PM - GG^goldfish: noone was as toxic as you are right now
10:36 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: then get someone else
10:37 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: and i can ditch having to play this game all the time
10:37 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: i rather spend time with who i e-fuck then put up with how this week has been for me
10:37 PM - GG^goldfish: no thanks i only wanted to play with you because you were fun to play with and incredible compared to zilly
10:38 PM - GG^goldfish: if youre done im done and i hope you are happier without tf2
10:38 PM - GG^goldfish: its not our teams fault you cant deal with 12 hours of tf2 a day
10:38 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: i use to have
10:38 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: a near 200 hours a week
10:38 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: legit playing this game
10:38 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: and it didnt burn me out
10:38 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: it's about the fun i have
10:38 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: and this isnt fun
10:38 PM - GG^goldfish: yea i agree
10:39 PM - GG^goldfish: and a big reason why im not having fun is because all you do is condescendingly bitch at our team
10:39 PM - GG^goldfish: and expect us to roll 5-0 any team we play
10:40 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: because literally everyone on our team knows that they shouldnt mess up where they are
10:40 PM - GG^goldfish: ?????
10:40 PM - GG^goldfish: whats that even mean
10:40 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: people fuck up
10:40 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: know the fuck up
10:40 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: and dont fix it
10:40 PM - GG^goldfish: i do
10:40 PM - GG^goldfish: consistently
10:40 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: and when you try to tell them that they messed up
10:40 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: they get defensive
10:41 PM - GG^goldfish: GG^Nursey: arekk is 15
10:41 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: linkuser is 20
10:41 PM - GG^goldfish: linkuser doesnt get defensive
10:41 PM - GG^goldfish: ever
10:41 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: yes he does
10:41 PM - GG^goldfish: when
10:42 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: "how did you not see that soldier" "i did but i didnt call it" "why" "cause people were talking"
10:42 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: "how did you not kill him"
10:42 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: "my arm hurts"
10:42 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: "im not gonna do well today guys cause i've been feeling p sick"
10:43 PM - GG^goldfish: lol we literally lost 2 matches and youve been on a downwards spiral since then
10:43 PM - GG^goldfish: you dont have what it takes to handle the pressure of invite if you get like this weekly
10:43 PM - GG^goldfish: i dont want to talk anymore
10:43 PM - GG^goldfish: this is really really exhausting
10:43 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: then i wont play in invite
10:43 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: i'll head out
10:44 PM - GG^goldfish: youre killing the team by doing that so do what you want
10:44 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR: let me autistically get upset at my spiraling team in peace
10:44 PM - TLR Nursey *NETGEAR is now Offline.