CAlvcin is sad

'm currently sitting here in my dorm not doing anything, when I should be studying for finals. So, I figured this would be the perfect time for a little bit of a reflection after my first year and a half of college. No pictures, no meaningful videos are needed; My words will describe how my life has taken a complete change. This is gonna be a long and emotional one, so grab some popcorn and tissues and enjoy the show.
High school was not a fun time for me. It was hard for me to make friends, and when I did I always felt left out. Many of you who knew me back then thought I was happy, but deep down was 4 years worth of sadness building up. I spent a lot of time by myself, and now that I think about it, depression was all too common for me at the time. Whereas many of my fellow high school classmates would pour tears over having to say goodbye to all of their friends, I was all too eager to end that chapter in my life and begin anew. It's quite sad to think about, because even over a year later, I don't miss or feel sentimentally attached to a single moment I went through in high school.