Lesta Nediam LNC2015-12-31 2350 +cabadejo

Lesta Nediam LNC2015-12-31 2350 +cabadejo
https://plus.google.com/u/0/+LestaNediamHQ/posts/Po4TqFMwEe3
https://pastebin.com/csxYdRTf
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+cabadejo __ The best thing for me to do in this situation is nothing at all. Really, truly.

If I made a mistake it was to make my frustration known. But no - even that was intentional.

I cannot spell everything out or I will make it too easy for "them".

Please take seriously the following sentence:

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*What I need more than anything at this moment in time are people who are supportive and don't second guess me.*

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I am not a "tyrant" nor am I a "dictator". I am saying this simply because it's true. Right now - at this very moment - going into 2016 that is exactly what I need.

We are in a winning position.

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Trust me *UNTIL* I _actually_ let you down.

*I will not let you down.*

If you stick with me then a time will come when "normal people" realise and accept they are in a lie system and that their hate toward genuine "conspiracy theorists" (i.e., "dissidents") has all along been a disgraceful manipulation.

I know what I am doing. I _really_ do. Not a single word is wasted. Not a single reply I write is for nothing.

Just because you can't see the immediate value or benefit in something I do does not mean there isn't any. _A lot is going on that you can't see._

I am not at all like other people (who say that they are not at all like other people!).

If you are disappointed in me then *please* get over it quickly *because I really do need you with me.*

There are not going to be any more "new" people to come my way. After 1 year this is really it. *It's just you and Terran.*

Whether by luck, fate or _misfortune_ you have scraped in. It turns out the disfigured handful I talk about has just two fingers and a thumb. ))

And that's plenty. It's enough for me to do what I need to do.

If you go it will be just me and Terran. If he also goes then it will be just me.

*Without* you and Terran I would have to proceed solo. _Forever more._ Because there is no one else here for me *and one way or the other I am finishing what I have set out to do.*


>>> *There are going to be much bigger bumps along the road and this was nothing.* <<<


Let's move on from this.


I am already over it. I have already learned from it and I have already made changes.

It's new year's eve and for me in just ten minutes there will be fireworks and it will be 2016.

*2016 is going to be one hell of a year.* ))

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PS. *I don't like having to write these things and I don't ever want to have to write these things (to you) again.*

Know that I listen to what you say and know that you do have an influence over me. *Don't worry about that!*


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Here is an annotated text file with links to all of Lesta Nediam's posts, comments, videos and discussions:
https://pastebin.com/Bfr5RMSg

Here is Lesta Nediam's Google Plus posts (i.e., blog) - this is where Lesta is most active:
https://plus.google.com/+LestaNediamHQ

Here is an annotated text file with links to all of Lesta Nediam's video uploads:
https://pastebin.com/WV42jUb1

Here is Lesta Nediam's YouTube channel - for videos about the lie system:
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC3DalBOEZ6RqSyHk8_mGV7w