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Sam Houston - Today at 4:36 PM
Ok isn't the word I'd use. It still hurts pretty bad, and will keep hurting I'm sure, that there are barriers that keep us apart, but little to none of that is your fault
Just you being around though and being my little stallion on here helps though~!
Because I kinda lied when I said I was doing good earlier, I've been feeling pretty shit all day, up until I saw your icon pop up on my screen. I had a really nice dream last night about you. We were just cuddling and floofling and noozling and it all was so vivid that when I woke up and realized it had been a dream I nearly cried

Stray Shot - Today at 4:36 PM
Actually... when I was typing the word ok I was thinking that it really wasn't the right word... I'm sorry I know it's not ok
You've been feeling shitty?
Oh...
that makes sense...

Sam Houston - Today at 4:37 PM
You're fine, Stray. It's not your fault

Stray Shot - Today at 4:38 PM
I wish I could give you what you want, I really do. You deserve someone to be happy with IRL
I know you don't think it's my fault. But still, I'm sorry

Sam Houston - Today at 4:39 PM
I know that there are cirumstances that prevent you from saying yes
And I can't help but keep thinking that one of us has made a grave mistake
But, I wish I could give you what you want too. You deserve to have a family if you want

Stray Shot - Today at 4:41 PM
Well... at least we can have each other on here, right?
I hate that I'm basically playing with your emotions. You don't deserve that
I've been making mistakes my whole life

Sam Houston - Today at 4:42 PM
You're not playing with my emotions
Are you?(edited)
It's seriously starting to get to the point of it not being enough, Stray. Just being your mare on here, that is.
But, you could give me what I want. I wish I knew exactly what was making you say no so I could correct it
You don't have to make mistakes, Stray. There's always a really good time to make a good choice
I... I'm sorry I keep pushing on this

Stray Shot - Today at 4:49 PM
No, I'm not intentionally playing with your emotions. But like right now, I say all these nice things to you like a romantic lover would, and I can only imagine how it makes it even harder for you to know that we aren't and won't be.

I can't give you what you really want. As much as I want to make you happy, I just don't want that or feel that way IRL, so it wouldn't be honest to either of us.
And for that, I'm sorry(edited)

Sam Houston - Today at 4:50 PM
Please don't saying those things to me
They're what're keeping me going right now
I could help you feel that way IRL
No
It's your choice, and it's not good of me to keep trying to push you towards a different one

Stray Shot - Today at 4:57 PM
I didn't want to say those things to you, but you needed to know the truth.
We don't have to keep talking about it, though... I know it seems uncaring and I'm sorry, I really do care about you and I don't want you to be in pain by this. I need to figure out a solution.

Sam Houston - Today at 4:58 PM
If we could be ponies IRL, would you feel differently than you do now?
I just need to know

Stray Shot - Today at 4:59 PM
Probably, but that's not something to count on. I mean a healthy, realistic solution

Sam Houston - Today at 5:01 PM
Well, that gives me some comfort at least.
But I'm just not sure there really is a healthy solution to this. It wasn't the fact that the dream I had was a dream that made me cry. It was me laying in bed trying desperately to think of something, someway, that would change your mind about us, but I couldn't, and the sheer helplessnes I felt then was worse than I think anything I've ever felt. There's never been another soul that I've said "I love you" to
Just... don't stop treating me like your mare. I don't think I can handle that

Stray Shot - Today at 5:03 PM
I won't