Happy Birthday Sjru

Dear Sjru,
	First, I want to wish you a happy birthday. As it really is a special day for you. I wish I could give you a gift or something of value but I am not well off so I cannot. However, I can give you some of my words; if that is acceptable.
	To be honest I knew about you for a long time before I sent the initial friend request on steam. I guess I was too shy and quiet to add you yet. I did not stalk you, at least I don't think it was stalking; as I casually followed you for around a year before commenting and adding you. You seemed like a nice guy; calm, cool, and collected. Something I am not usually. I figured we would get along well as opposites attract.
	You have brought me many laughs and much happiness since I met you. You've been there for me when I needed someone to listen to me so I could vent my venom and heal from hurts. You'll never know how much I appreciate that. And I would gladly do the same for you if you ever choose to trust me enough to give me an opportunity. I trust you so much more than I do other people. You are one of the few who knows my name and a lot of my history. I feel comfortable and safe around you which really isn't something I can say I have ever felt when speaking to anyone else. I know I am not the friends you lost and that I can never replace them but I do want to prove myself so I can become your best friend.
	Besides I still have that promise to keep don't I. The one where I said I'd prove I was worthy of being you life mate. I am still serious about that, I am just a little slow in actions sometimes. As I've gotten older I guess I tend to think my actions through a bit more before I commit, but don't worry I'll get you yet :p. I also promise to never use or harm you. I know how it feels to have it happen to you, how you die a little inside. I've had it happen to me so much I'm surprised I still have a heart at all. I can promise I'll be there when you need me just as you've been there for me.

Truly yours,
	Kurama.