methos

<LovelySweetDream> Hey its me LSD
<uber> hello sydeny
<LovelySweetDream> So its over
<uber> the whole methos not talking to you thing?
<LovelySweetDream> Nah we are done
<uber> oh
<uber> I see
<LovelySweetDream> When he said things were fine yesterday they werent
<LovelySweetDream> Instead things got awkard and even more out of control
<LovelySweetDream> He's gone dude
<LovelySweetDream> Totally gone
<uber> what
<LovelySweetDream> He told you all things were fine yesterday
<uber> so he broke up with you?
<uber> and is that it or what
<LovelySweetDream> Basically what happened was we got back to the hotel and I was completely nervous because he was in autopilot mode for the rest of the Trip
<LovelySweetDream> I didnt know if he was gonna do something
<LovelySweetDream> Anyways that night
<LovelySweetDream> He actually has the nerve to start touching me and cuddle
<LovelySweetDream> I go with it because I didnt want him to loose it
<LovelySweetDream> This entire time he isn't talking
<uber> also why did he use your nick to ask for logs? do you know?
<uber> and you can keep going
<LovelySweetDream> He wanted to read everything I told yoy
<LovelySweetDream> You all
<LovelySweetDream> He took it the wrong way
<uber> that's what I assume
<LovelySweetDream> Anyways so he starts sexing me and then raina starts fucking him on top of me
<uber> how did you know anyways
<LovelySweetDream> Like Methos body was on top of me air humping raina for a while
<uber> did she tell you
<LovelySweetDream> He was making sounds making out with himself dude lol
<uber> it seems weird to have sex with a tulpa and a person
<uber> and that's kinda awkward
<LovelySweetDream> It was fucking awkward espexiay since we were "just friends"
<uber> whut
<uber> i thought you were his gf and all that
<LovelySweetDream> Fuck him and that cunt raina he has lost his mind to his tulpa and humiliated me
<LovelySweetDream> No dude not after he asked for the logs yesterday
<LovelySweetDream> All he could talk about today was how I helped them get back together
<uber> oh
<uber> i see
<LovelySweetDream> I wanted to fucking smack him
<uber> that's just really, really weird
<uber> then again
<uber> i'm not too surprised
<LovelySweetDream> Who cares if its tulpas
<LovelySweetDream> You don't fuck with peoples emotions and lives
<uber> i know
<uber> this is just really strange
<LovelySweetDream> I just wanted to tell someone the truth without him fucking spying on me
<LovelySweetDream> Because he is insanse and I can't handle him anymore
<uber> are you telling other people
<uber> i thought he would have been happy with you
<LovelySweetDream> I was hoping you could since I just want to forget all this happened
<LovelySweetDream> My steam is: steamcommunity.com/I'd/dosh
<LovelySweetDream> I was his last human gf he'll ever have
<uber> yeah i suppose
<LovelySweetDream> I got to watch his mind literally go away
<LovelySweetDream> He's not there anymore
<LovelySweetDream> :/
<uber> this isn't the first time someone with a tulpa has gone astray though D:
<LovelySweetDream> People who don't have strong minds shouldn't be doing this
<LovelySweetDream> Methos is obviously too weak for this
<uber> then again, he was also one of the few people who imposed his tulpas
<uber> also are you sure it's "I'd/dosh"
<LovelySweetDream> So? Raina dumped him and didn't allow him a real gg
<LovelySweetDream> Gf
<uber> yeah, i know
<uber> it's just why it's really strange
<uber> but whatever
<LovelySweetDream> Its fucked up
<uber> frankly i don't see the appeal of having a tulpa as a girlfriend when others wouldn't be able to see her and stuff
<LovelySweetDream> I'm pissed but as long as I don't speak to him ever it'll be cool
<LovelySweetDream> Exactly it was the dumbest shit
<uber> and they can't interact with anything
<LovelySweetDream> Like seriously him just spacing out all the time was the most dumb thing
<LovelySweetDream> I had to yell and repeat everything
<uber> did you even meet his family
<LovelySweetDream> I had to use memes n shit to hold his attention for the most basic of conversation
<LovelySweetDream> Fuck his family
<LovelySweetDream> That's all he would talk about whenever he would talk about something personal
<uber> I found you, by the way
<LovelySweetDream> Was his tulpas like it was only thinf worth a damn he ever did
<uber> on Steam
<LovelySweetDream> Cool I'll accept when I get home
<uber> i guess somehow the "id/dosh" turned into "I'd/dosh"
<LovelySweetDream> Id be interested in knowing what goes down which is why I might stick around irc on another name
<uber> also are you talking about his tulpa family or his actual family
<LovelySweetDream> But I just wanna get away mostly that was humiliating and just weird
<uber> because i meant his actual family
<LovelySweetDream> His tulpa family
<LovelySweetDream> He never talked about his real family
<uber> oh
<LovelySweetDream> Raina this cloud that
<uber> well that's kind of good i guess, considering he said they were bigots :s
<LovelySweetDream> He never asked me anything personal
<LovelySweetDream> I had to make myself look self centered
<LovelySweetDream> I guess
<LovelySweetDream> He could've gotten to know me
<uber> also what do you mean you had to use memes
<LovelySweetDream> And not talk about tulpas and his stupid job every 2 seconds
<LovelySweetDream> I had to say memes to get his attention or any kind of positive reaction
<LovelySweetDream> He was too busy forcing everywhere
<uber> haha
<uber> what the heck
<LovelySweetDream> I sounded like a broken record and an annoying high school kid
<uber> that's what i was thinking
<LovelySweetDream> It was bad
<uber> like he turned into a kid with ADHD or something
<LovelySweetDream> But that was all that worked
<LovelySweetDream> Even worse
<LovelySweetDream> Most times I couldn't even get his attention
<LovelySweetDream> I just had to wait until whenever he decided to come back to reality
<uber> was he like this in public
<uber> and with other people
<LovelySweetDream> All the time I looked like a jackass
<LovelySweetDream> Yeah I had to remind to cross the street most of the time
<uber> huh
<LovelySweetDream> He would just stand there when it was time to cross and I had to like nudge him and say something
<uber> I wonder if his parents noticed strange behavious
<LovelySweetDream> I would hope so
<LovelySweetDream> That was the most unhealthy thing I've ever experienced
<LovelySweetDream> A slave to your own mind
<uber> yeah, pretty creepy
<uber> i wonder if i should tell others what happened to him
<LovelySweetDream> Yes please rules Wesley
<LovelySweetDream> People who could talk to him and maybe help him
<uber> "rules Wesley"?
<LovelySweetDream> I hate him for what he did to me and never actually gave me a real apologue just a sorry but thanks for getting me and my mind back together
<LovelySweetDream> ??
<uber> you said "yes please rules wesley"
<uber> what does that mean
<LovelySweetDream> Oh sorry tell wesley
<LovelySweetDream> Rylee
<LovelySweetDream> etc.
<uber> oh ok
<uber> wesley is weird though
<LovelySweetDream> People that know n stuff
<LovelySweetDream> Wesley was siding with me yesterday though
<uber> yeah
<LovelySweetDream> Idc
<LovelySweetDream> Anyways
<LovelySweetDream> Yeah I just really needed to tell someone god that was horrible
<uber> it's alright
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<LovelySweetDream> Sorry well anyways that's it really
<LovelySweetDream> I'll hop on steam later thanks again
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