My name is Cara C. Desiderio...well, it *was* Cara C. Desiderio, but my surname has changed...along with my Title.

I am a (former) Guardian Angel, able to take human form, who was assigned a human to watch over, take care of, guide, and protect just as any other like me. My peers warned me that I am..easily swayed from my duties. And that I would be unable to handle the responsibilty and emotions that came with this position given unto us by our Lord & Master. Apparently I have the tendency to make things personal...become attached...care too much...but not in the way a proper Guardian Angel should. I let my heart guide my duties, and not the other way around as it should be.
In fact, my heart should rarely if *ever* be involved... But in keeping with my nature...I forsook a Cardinal Rule, I fell in love...with he whom I was only meant to serve as their Angel.

I committed a sin among sinners...and I say without shame that I do not care. But though without shame, I hold immeasurable regret...

Falling in love with our humans is strictly forbidden...and with good reason: conflict of interests. A proper Guardian Angel cannot carry out their sworn, Holy duty with clouded thoughts as precisely as they should: with only our human in mind, if we are in love (or so we are told. Or so we are meant to BELIEVE. Although I...I do not...).

No matter the case, I committed a crime in the eyes of Our Highness.
So my sweetheart...my joy...my meaning...my everything... He was taken from me...and I was forever unbound from his side, unable to be his light ever again.

My Lord made it so that he would reject me...misunderstand me...and find a better 'me' in another. That our bond would be severed. And all of this....through the words and actions of my love, himself, only for my Master to drive the error of my ways home to me.

Although I can maintain a human form, and remain in contact with him, our relationship is not the same...nor do I think it ever will be. And as I said before, he has found another better than I...more worth it than I as a friend, and more worth it as someone who likely loves him. And who...probably makes a better Guardian Angel to him than I ever did...

So now I lost my cause, my love, my dearest friend, and my Title as a Guardian Angel.
I've been disowned by my peers, sapped of most my powers, and clipped of my wings. I'm half an angel who flights between that of a broken holy entity and a pained young woman...but still always at her dearest's side...just unable to ever share in the joy I once had with him...unable to protect him like I once so enjoyed.

I can only stare and dream from a pained distance. A transparent wall between us.

What will I do from here? Will I ever have him...or at least have him back? Where do I go? How do I love now? Will things wver be the same between us? Will things ever be more? Was I ever truly important...ever really needed by him...or anyone else for that matter? Can I regain my wings?

These are all questions I'm searching for the answers to...