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Friday, 29 June 2012
5:47 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: ive gota
5:47 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: DEEPSHIT
5:47 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: question
5:47 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: for you
5:47 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: its not philisophical, im just curious
5:47 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: fire away
5:47 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: its the basic question of why do you keep living
5:47 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: what for
5:48 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: i have no personal reasons, rather it's just that if i'm gone, others would be sad
5:48 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: if you're dead you wont know they are sad
5:48 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: that might be true, but it doesn't matter to me
5:49 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: thats kind of a shitty reason
5:49 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: then change it since you went the lame cliche route
5:49 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: to uh
5:50 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: what makes it so you can keep living
5:50 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: what do you live for
5:50 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: not
5:50 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: why dont you DIE
5:50 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: but more terms of
5:50 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: motivatoin
5:50 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: and mentally/emotionally
5:50 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: how you keep from every day being suffering
5:50 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: i'm afraid of dying, the concept of returning to nothingness scares me
5:50 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: and shitty
5:50 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: yes yes but i mean
5:50 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: aside just
5:50 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: living to live because you dont want to die
5:50 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: what is it that makes you able to do that
5:51 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: is it seriously just the fear of dying? you're just an empty shitty husk with nothing you care about in the world aside "im afraid of death"?
5:51 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: i doubt that
5:51 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: i really just live for the people i care about, that's all there is to it
5:52 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: nothing really deep or meaningful
5:52 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: why do you care about them
5:52 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: i feel that i owe the people that raised me something, and also the people that have taken care of me
5:52 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: say they all died
5:52 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: what then
5:53 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: if they were gone then i probably wouldn't have an attachment to living, then all that would be really keeping me alive is that i'm afraid of dying
5:53 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: you dont have a goal or dream?
5:54 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: i've been looking for one for a long time, but there isn't any thus far
5:54 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: what about an addiction
5:54 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: not to like
5:54 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: alcohol or drugs
5:54 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: something else
5:54 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: you have any of those
5:54 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: do my hobbies count?
5:55 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: hmm
5:55 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: i dunno
5:55 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: maybe an addiction and a hobby
5:55 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: are the same thing in the end
5:55 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: not scientifically
5:55 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: but in general
5:55 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: i do like my video games, or maybe the anticipation of a good video game that i would genuinely enjoy
5:55 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: i'd like to live as long as i can to play as much as i could
5:55 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: what a nerd
5:56 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: check this loser nerd out
5:56 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: ladies rate u
5:56 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: a
5:56 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: 1/10
5:56 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: what a DWEEB
5:56 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: i don't have interest in love
5:56 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: game devs
5:56 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: rate you a
5:56 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: 1/10
5:56 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: what a DWEEB
5:56 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: well, you asked
5:56 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: yea
5:56 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: >he doesnt know how joking works
5:56 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: taiko lost all his abilities
5:57 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: in the c-butt purge
5:57 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: i haven't been around you enough to know when you're joking yet
5:57 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: 99% of the time
5:57 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: what suddenlt piqued your curiousity in these life questions
5:57 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: suddenly*
5:57 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: especially if im saying
5:57 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: "DWEEB"
5:57 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: like some kid in the 90s
5:58 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: how coul anytone think thats serious
5:58 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: nothing
5:58 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: something
5:58 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: but nothing
5:58 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: on an unrelated note
5:59 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: i need to go to vegas or something some time
5:59 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: but i have no money
5:59 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: the few times i gambled with cash i the past i got really lucky
5:59 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: only thing i had luck in so far
5:59 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: ain't easy saving up when you live off welfare
5:59 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: i want to see how ti holds up
5:59 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: in gambling
5:59 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: im already addicted to gambling in my normal life just not in monetary ways
5:59 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: i have to be
5:59 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: i always do stupid shit
6:00 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: with bad odds
6:00 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: so why not make it
6:00 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: a money making venture
6:00 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: i only ever gamble if it's within my power to win
6:00 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: oh i rarely do
6:00 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: i have a true
6:00 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: GAMBLERS MENTALITY
6:00 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: all or nothing
6:00 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: and
6:00 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: the worse the odds
6:00 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: the better the payout
6:00 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: i don't believe in luck, it always shits on me
6:00 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: if its not risky its not worth doing
6:00 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: oh me neither
6:00 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: i have no luck
6:00 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: horrible luck
6:00 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: to the point i think theres
6:00 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: a conspiracy of someone fucking with me
6:00 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: i almost am to the point of seriously believing it
6:01 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: but im not quite that paranoid
6:01 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: but even so
6:01 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: for some reason
6:01 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: i still end up always chasing situations where the odds of me coming out the 'winner' in whatever that may mean in the context is
6:01 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: extremely unlikely
6:01 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: like laughably stupidly unlikely
6:01 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: or at least very
6:01 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: dunno why
6:01 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: because of the thrill
6:01 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: but its not thrilling
6:01 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: its shit
6:02 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: evne hwen i win i lose
6:02 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: thats what i mean by ive got no luck
6:02 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: even if osmehow
6:02 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: and
6:02 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: i somehow HAVE very often
6:02 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: beaten the odds
6:02 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: the end result ends up just
6:02 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: making everything so much worse
6:02 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: the only gambles ive bene good at were with money
6:02 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: only done it a few times
6:02 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: but
6:02 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: for what i was doing i did pretty good
6:02 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: it wasnt HUG ERICHES no
6:02 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: just like
6:03 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: bets with kids on the football team i was on over shit like the super bowl
6:03 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: but
6:03 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: id randomly pick shit and id be spot on - even for things like scores or yardage
6:03 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: amazingly lucky and amazingly accurate
6:03 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: every time
6:03 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: and you're not calculating your guesses?
6:03 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: no, i may have played and love the sport but i know NOTHING
6:03 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: about that shit
6:03 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: hell
6:03 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: half of those times wree
6:03 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: literal
6:03 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: >pull from a hat
6:04 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: >these are your numbers
6:04 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: and spot on
6:04 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: you're luckier than you give yourself credit for
6:04 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: made like 80 bucks off of just 3 i put in
6:04 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: its not like
6:05 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: WOW MONEY
6:05 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: but the fact i was so
6:05 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: RIGHT
6:05 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: just by chance
6:05 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: every time
6:05 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: and that was just 80 bucks you know
6:05 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: one time
6:05 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: one bet
6:05 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: it was like that all the time
6:05 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: but like i said
6:05 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: with MONEY
6:05 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: so far
6:05 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: when ive gambled
6:05 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: ive had amazing luck
6:05 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: but
6:05 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: when its not a gamble with MONEY
6:05 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: i have the worst possisble luck
6:05 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: monetary gambling is one thing - but gambling with things in life is another
6:05 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: and its all i do
6:06 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: and i end up fucked no matter what
6:06 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: one way or another
6:06 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: as long as it's not affectiing anyone else in a negative way
6:06 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: i coudlnt care less if it is and its not
6:06 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: sure as hell is affecting me though
6:07 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: its less of a gamble and more like life is fucking with me
6:07 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: but i think
6:07 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: if i didnt put my all into almost everything
6:07 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: it wouldn't matter when it fucks me over
6:07 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: cuz i could just brush it off
6:08 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: are you thinking about stopping gambling
6:08 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: i dunno, thats not why i brought it up though it just came to mind cuz i asked you about addictions
6:08 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: its not why i asked
6:09 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: and i think the
6:09 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: idea of all or nothing and fuck the odds im doing this and makign it happen
6:09 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: are
6:09 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: too deeply embedded in me as a person to just drop
6:09 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: i dont think its gambling its more of a really stupid devotion to things and a heavy avoidance of giving up
6:10 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: i think it's okay if it keeps you going, but personally i try to do things that won't affect others
6:11 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: it doesnt affect jack shit but my will to die
6:11 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: do you want to die
6:11 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: dunno
6:11 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: dont relaly want to live
6:11 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: never have
6:11 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: im not suicidal
6:12 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: either way you only get one shot at life, might as well do everything you want and go out with a bang
6:12 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: oh id go out with a bang alright
6:12 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: wwwww
6:12 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: start a school shooting
6:12 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: be remembered forever
6:12 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: nope
6:12 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: i was making a joke about myself only
6:13 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: id prefer not to get arrested cuz of someone saying something stupid like that when im making silly suicide jokes
6:13 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: wwwww
6:13 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: it's okay, steam doesn't save chat logs
6:13 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: im in america, you cant joke about things like that
6:13 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: its dangerous
6:13 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: anyway
6:13 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: the things i want to do in life
6:14 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: are the things that end up
6:14 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: being those horrible odds
6:14 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: and the things that
6:14 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: inevitably always
6:14 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: fuck me over
6:14 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: hell why do you think im even trying to get iwth some jap girl even if its so fucking stupid everyone is making fun of me behind my back for it
6:14 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: i do whats important to me even if its dumb
6:15 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: but the results never show up
6:15 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: i didn't have a clue, and i don't judge people negatively or discourage them from doing what they want
6:15 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: if you want to do something, do it
6:15 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: didnt have a clue about wat
6:15 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: yeah
6:15 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: but the problem is
6:15 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: why you wanted to court the japanese girl
6:15 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: most things in life arent doable just because you want them or put in the effort
6:16 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: that might be true, but there's nothing else to do anyway
6:16 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: you still have no idea
6:17 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: the point is
6:17 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: i do try
6:17 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: to do or get or whatever
6:17 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: the things i want in life
6:17 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: especially the importan ones
6:17 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: but
6:17 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: you could live monotonously, earn money, buy a house, etc, or you could try and achieve something you want, either way, the end is the same
6:17 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: either they end up out of reach no matter what
6:17 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: or
6:17 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: i get them and they destroy me one way or another
6:17 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: dmaage me even more than i already am
6:17 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: and iwth my mental state im incapable of living monotonously
6:18 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: life isnt anime where if you
6:18 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: try real hard
6:18 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: you can get the things you want
6:18 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: its shit
6:19 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: you're right in a way and i do have a "just do it" way of thinking, but i guess it's also important to set realistic goals that you can achieve
6:19 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: because impossible goals are kinda pointless aren't they
6:19 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: but whats the point of living for goals you dont care about
6:19 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: its a waste of time
6:20 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: living because you're alive
6:20 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: better make those impossible ones possible somehow before you try to achieve them
6:20 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: but its not that simple
6:20 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: many things are very factually impossible in life
6:20 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: is your goal factually impossible
6:20 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: or in some cases rely on another human being - who can make it impossible
6:20 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: no, which is why im still trying but the situations changed
6:21 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: its getting close to impossible
6:21 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: very
6:21 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: its already
6:21 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: you can stop when it is
6:21 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: amazingly unlikely
6:21 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: no
6:21 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: because then what do i have
6:21 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: nothing
6:21 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: you can be like me
6:21 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: i cant live with nothing
6:21 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: im on a very close line to heavy deep depression
6:21 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: and have been for a long time
6:22 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: that makes the both of us
6:22 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: but unlike you
6:22 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: giving up is
6:22 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: too big of a deal for me
6:22 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: especially on something so important
6:22 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: but once it
6:22 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: IS impossible
6:22 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: theres no other fucking choice
6:22 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: impossible is impossible
6:22 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: i guess, it's really too different for me to understand your situation
6:22 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: i don't really have anything to give up
6:22 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: and with this specific sitaution
6:23 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: theres no way i could just say oh well
6:23 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: and move on from it
6:23 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: its too big of a deal for me
6:23 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: sure ive done so in the pats and lived with no reasons and nothing
6:23 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: but i cant just walk away from this
6:24 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: something like this is best thought out for yourself, it's more or less something that defines you
6:24 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: your choices
6:24 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: what fucking choices even are there
6:24 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: whether you do it or not
6:25 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: do WHAT
6:25 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: if it ends up impossible which
6:25 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: it pretty much is
6:25 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: im not ABLE to choose that
6:25 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: no matter WHAT i do
6:25 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: better make it happen before it's impossible
6:25 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: the issue is that
6:25 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: that exact option is gone for the time being
6:25 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: and every workaround ive tried isnt working
6:25 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: what exactly are you trying to do
6:25 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: its not what im trying to do
6:25 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: its that something completely unrelated to me
6:26 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: changed the sitaution
6:26 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: in a way that makes me uanble to even
6:26 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: try to do anything
6:26 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: so what is it you're trying to achieve and what's stopping you from achieving it
6:26 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: and if that situation doesnt change back
6:26 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: too detailed
6:26 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: break it down into one sentence
6:26 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: i don't need the details
6:27 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: >implying
6:27 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: i'm not implying, i'm telling you
6:29 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: my ego is supposed to help me in these sitautions
6:30 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: its slacking
6:30 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: thats not the ansewr
6:30 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: im just complaining
6:30 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: its not slacking
6:30 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: its just been helping all this time
6:30 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: and its useless
6:30 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: actually i purpsoefully was toning it down lately
6:30 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: serious question, what is the source of your ego, why are you egotistical
6:30 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: being amazing
6:30 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: wwwww
6:31 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: is it just something you show people to hide your waeknesses or are you truly self centered and the incarnation of a king
6:31 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: give me a seirous answer
6:31 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: i have no idea
6:31 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: i told you this earlier or last night
6:31 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: or the other day
6:31 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: i dont remember
6:31 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: one of those three
6:31 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: i dont know how it originated, when it originated, or what i really think
6:31 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: the atmosphere was different, i didn't take that seriously
6:31 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: because i believe it, but i also dont believe it
6:32 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: im not sure who the real me is
6:32 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: i stopped keeping track ages ago
6:32 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: i dont put on an act to hide anything though
6:32 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: im the real me all the time
6:32 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: pretending or acting or putting on a facade
6:32 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: those things are things i really hate
6:32 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: i woudlnt do that
6:32 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: not to hide shit or fit in or for any other reason
6:32 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: so maybe im schizo i guess?
6:33 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: do you have mood swings by any chance
6:33 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: ye
6:33 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: though
6:33 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: i dont have some sort of
6:33 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: DID or anything
6:34 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: at worst it'd be just schizophrenia of some basic kind
6:34 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: cuz im aware of myself all the time
6:34 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: it sounds to me like you have a problem with confidence
6:34 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: though sometimes i also feel like im not in control
6:34 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: i dunno
6:34 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: im pretty goddamn confident
6:34 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: its the one good point i have
6:35 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: if i didnt think i could do anything i wouldnt keep going for stupid gambles
6:35 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: are you sure, when you go gambling, do you bet on dumb luck just because you want to beat the odds or are you confident that you'll win
6:35 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: both
6:35 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: i like showing off
6:35 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: so beating odds
6:35 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: kinda helps that
6:35 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: and also
6:35 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: raises the confidence i have
6:36 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: plus
6:36 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: to me
6:36 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: it proves to me that
6:36 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: just cuz something is really fucking unlikely
6:36 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: doesnt mean you cant do it
6:36 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: i always hated people who beleive something is
6:36 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: tough
6:36 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: or out of reach
6:36 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: so they didnt try
6:36 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: i hate that
6:36 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: the only impossible things in the world are the literally factually impossible ones
6:36 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: it sounds really mixed to me, you really either trust in yourself or you bet on chance
6:36 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: not the 'barely a chance'
6:36 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: 'super slim'
6:37 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: you can't really trust in yourself to be lucky
6:37 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: wat
6:38 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: im not lucky at all
6:38 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: but you're confident that you'll be lucky enough to win in gambling with small odds
6:38 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: well with
6:38 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: what
6:38 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: i guess
6:38 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: no
6:39 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: maybe
6:39 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: but some times
6:39 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: i know it all relies on my effort and work
6:39 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: so i dont only bet on luck
6:40 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: i gotta say, you're kinda all over the place
6:41 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: yup
6:41 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: thats why i said
6:41 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: i have no idea
6:41 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: about who or how i really am
6:41 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: because im a lot of things
6:41 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: my whole existance is pretty conflicting with itself
6:42 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: it's a self destructive existance
6:42 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: yeah
6:42 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: i also believe i
6:42 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: at least in SOME situations
6:42 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: purposefully go into these "gambles"
6:42 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: knowing ill lose them or tha they ARE impossible
6:42 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: like a
6:42 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: self destructive
6:42 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: sort of thing
6:42 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: i put myself in a lot of shitty situations
6:43 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: that cant just be coincidence
6:43 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: i even ruin friendships half the time without understanding what happened
6:43 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: which i still dont see how i did anything wrong in any of them
6:43 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: i didnt
6:43 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: but surely im probably at least part of some of them
6:44 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: maybe im even a masochist who knows
6:44 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: i sure dont
6:45 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: and all the relationships ive been in
6:45 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: almost allof them were clearly just asking for trouble
6:46 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: how much money do you even get from welfare to throw it away in gambles
6:46 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: oh pretty much none
6:46 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: they barely pay me anything
6:46 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: america a shit
6:46 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: which is why i havent
6:46 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: but uh
6:46 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: all thse gambles wer'e talking about
6:47 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: are metaphorical
6:47 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: you know
6:47 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: aside when i specified
6:47 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: monetary value being involved
6:47 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: if i didnt mention MONEY MONEY MONEY
6:47 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: then i wasnt speaking of actual gambling
6:47 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: i thought that was obvious
6:47 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: well it's good to know you're not just giving money away
6:47 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: wat
6:47 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: i dont gamble
6:48 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: what are you even
6:48 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: are you even
6:48 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: reading what weve bene
6:48 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: talking about
6:48 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: like at all
6:48 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: im talking about life situations with low chances of working out
6:48 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: horrible odds in life
6:48 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: not some fucking poker game
6:48 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: there was a mix of this and that, it's kinda hard to keep up with steam chat on this 2560x1440 reso without hawkeyes
6:48 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: i even said when i DO do actual gambling i have great luck
6:49 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: its like this
6:49 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: ACTUAL gambling i have great luck at from what ive seen - but ive seen only a handful cuz i dont gamble, no money
6:49 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: and that was all in highschool
6:49 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: everything else was
6:49 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: about not actually gambling
6:49 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: it was just a metaphor
6:49 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: well not a metaphor
6:49 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: its still the real meaning of the word
6:50 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: but not what people think of
6:50 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: so you're kind of a thrillseeker in otherwords
6:50 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: not strictly gambling
6:50 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: no
6:50 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: not that i know of
6:51 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: i dont do it for the thrill
6:51 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: and
6:51 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: because of the confidence thing
6:51 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: there IS no thrill most of the time
6:51 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: cuz i just know ill win
6:51 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: fair enough
6:51 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: i just say 'gambling'in terms of
6:51 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: a lot of the things in life i decide to go for
6:51 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: are things with low low loooow odds
6:51 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: of working out
6:51 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: i dont pick them
6:51 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: BECAUSE
6:51 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: of that
6:51 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: as far as im consciously aware
6:52 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: but thats just how it ends up almost always
6:53 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: hell it could just be bad luck
6:53 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: that everything i end up wanting ends up being next to impossible
6:53 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: but just saying gambling is a lot simpler
6:53 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: usually
6:54 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: i dont know much about me
6:54 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: so i assume a lot
6:54 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: like i assume because of these situations i
6:54 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: probably like gambling
6:54 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: even if only subconsciously
6:54 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: i was often told the hardest person to know is yourself
6:54 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: have you tried getting to know yourself more
6:56 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: no and i dont think i want to
6:56 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: plus
6:56 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: for more contradicting fun
6:56 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: i like how i am
6:56 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: while i also hate it
6:56 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: knowing more about me might change either of those
6:57 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: besides
6:57 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: waste of time
6:57 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: knowing me isnt getting me the things i want
6:57 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: you know what i really need
6:57 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: lots of money
6:57 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: thats hwat i need
6:57 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: if i was rich things would be different around here
6:57 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: that's what a lot of people say
6:58 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: yeah but im not tainted by disney and shit
6:58 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: i know the reality
6:58 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: money CAN buy happiness
6:58 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: whatever you want in life
6:58 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: you can buy
6:58 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: be it
6:58 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: some career
6:58 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: love
6:58 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: whatever
6:58 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: everything on this planet has a price thanks to society being so disgusting
6:59 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: nothing cant be bought
6:59 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: id prefer just to have enough to live nicely
6:59 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: but
6:59 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: cuz of my head i cant get any kinda job
6:59 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: and cuz of it i quit out of college
6:59 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: so evne if i find a job some day
6:59 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: i wont make much
6:59 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: and itll be a shit job
6:59 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: if only you were australian
7:00 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: and i live in CA so im in a bad situation
7:00 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: you'd get 800 a fortnight for having a disability
7:00 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: a shitty 2 room apartment here in the ghetto like seriously bad
7:00 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: is around
7:00 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: 1200 a month
7:00 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: anything nicer and you're talking waaayyy more
7:00 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: but
7:00 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: out of this state?
7:00 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: hell even a 3 bedroom 2 bathroom 8 total rooms with front and backyards and a two car garage
7:00 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: you can rent for 800
7:00 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: so a smaller place
7:00 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: like 500
7:01 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: california is fucking
7:01 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: horrible
7:01 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: but moving out is impossible
7:01 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: unless you have the funds already
7:01 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: and can somehow
7:01 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: get a job once you move
7:01 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: i don't really understand why people expect their kids to move out in america
7:02 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: it's much cheaper and affordable to live at home
7:02 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: i need money in general
7:02 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: and i mean whatll i do in the future
7:02 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: even if mom doesnt kick me out
7:02 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: she cant support me forever
7:02 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: and the government
7:02 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: certainly wont
7:03 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: i HAVE to figure something out
7:03 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: and
7:03 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: living on my own in another state
7:03 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: would be the very most affordable
7:03 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: also
7:03 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: without a job
7:03 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: i have no health insurance
7:03 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: this is america
7:03 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: without that i cant get medical care
7:03 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: at all
7:03 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: yeah, american health care is pretty much non existant without money
7:03 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: evne if you do get in a situation where you basically die so they HAVE to treat you at least a little
7:03 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: then you're fucked cuz of HUGE debt
7:04 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: cuz no insurance to cover the cost
7:04 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: so evne if you get money somehow itll all be going to that
7:04 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: anyway i dunno
7:04 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: have you ever tried looking for jobs like traffic instructing that don't need very skilled people
7:05 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: the hell is traffic instructing
7:05 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: i live in los angeles, we have things called stop lights
7:05 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: we dont ride kangaroos
7:05 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: you wave glowsticks around at a construction site to make sure cars drive safely
7:05 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: oh we dont do that
7:05 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: waste of money
7:05 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: economy is shit
7:06 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: they get rid of those types of jobs
7:06 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: very fast
7:06 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: in situations like this
7:06 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: dont need a person, put a sign
7:06 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: it doesnt need wages
7:06 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: another problme with working is
7:06 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: i cant do a lot of basic jobs
7:06 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: cuz of my knee injury
7:06 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: i cant stand or do hard phyiscal labor
7:06 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: i mean
7:06 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: i can stand
7:06 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: but not for 8 fucking hours or something
7:07 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: what did you do to your knee
7:07 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: football back in highschool
7:07 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: not going over this story for a billionth time right now
7:07 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: are there any aldi supermarkets where you live
7:07 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: i dont know what the fuck aldi is
7:07 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: its an aussie onlything
7:07 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: it might be
7:07 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: it is
7:07 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: the cashiers get to sit on chairs
7:07 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: no chairs for any cashiers here
7:07 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: waste of money
7:08 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: aldi is pretty much the only supermarket i know that have chairs for cashiers
7:08 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: workers shoudl be working, not sitting
7:08 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: or so businesses probably think
7:08 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: and with my
7:08 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: mental state
7:08 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: i cant do customer service anyway
7:08 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: basically i have a problem blocking me from doing any possible things
7:08 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: aldi isn't your average supermarket, it trades in niche brands and only has a handful of workers
7:08 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: if one thing seems possible - one other issue shows up
7:09 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: and then that issue isnt a problem for one other, but something else is
7:09 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: ive got my mental issues, my physical issue of my knee, and my not finishing college issue
7:09 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: and you're not in college because of money right
7:09 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: no
7:09 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: because of my head
7:09 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: AND money sure
7:10 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: did you also suffer a head injury in highschool playing sport
7:10 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: jesus christ
7:10 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: are you a moron
7:10 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: no i've just been missing a lot of stuff
7:10 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: a million concussions but thats irrelevant
7:10 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: my head is fucked up
7:10 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: im insane
7:10 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: that kind of fucked up
7:11 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: i cant handle people, i cant handle going outside, i cant handle much of anything
7:11 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: invovling outside or people
7:11 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: not online not on the telephone and definitely not in person
7:11 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: are you a hikki
7:11 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: ive been since before /jp/ even existed
7:11 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: im one of the only real ones who actually posted there
7:11 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: the rest are a bunch of retarded jokers
7:12 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: everyone just told me you're autistic
7:12 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: i dont have autism
7:12 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: thats a meme
7:12 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: you really are stupid
7:12 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: being a hikki is curable
7:12 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: not really
7:12 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: that depends heavily
7:12 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: on why
7:12 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: and knowing why
7:13 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: just like anything else mentally
7:13 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: almost every psychological disorder is
7:13 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: 'curable'
7:13 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: but
7:13 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: they are alos just as uncurable
7:13 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: depending
7:13 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: i don't believe in psychological disorders
7:13 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: on a lot of things
7:13 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: well they exist, so
7:13 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: believe them or not
7:13 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: it doesnt matter
7:13 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: thats like saying you dont believe in vegetarians
7:13 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: they still exist
7:13 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: are you aware of a book called politics of experience
7:13 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: >reading books
7:13 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: >2012
7:14 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: well are you
7:14 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: i think that makes it clear no and i dont care to be
7:14 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: some guy writing a book doesnt mean much to me
7:14 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: i don't take memes seriously
7:14 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: ever
7:14 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: funny given you
7:14 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: thought them saying im autistic
7:14 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: was meant literally
7:14 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: i didn't hear it from the board
7:14 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: when its one of the stupidest memes since 'umad'
7:14 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: you herad it from 4chan related people though
7:15 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: yeah, and they weren't talking about it like it was some sort of meme
7:15 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: 'autism'
7:15 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: is always a meme
7:15 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: and
7:15 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: more ipmortnatly
7:15 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: anyone talking about me
7:15 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: spoiler alert
7:15 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: everyone hates me
7:16 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: so they will say whatever negative they can think of - especially stupid memes as they come to mind easily
7:16 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: does that include me
7:16 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: and pretend its true
7:16 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: i woudlnt know
7:16 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: but it includes
7:16 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: basiclaly
7:16 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: everyone
7:16 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: so you couldn't say everyone
7:16 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: if you want to argue sematnics you can do it with your little circlejerk yo uapparently have
7:16 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: because i dont give a shit
7:16 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: the point is you're harder on yourself than you should be
7:16 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: uh
7:16 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: no?
7:16 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: you have no reason to be
7:17 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: im not hard on myself at all
7:17 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: im amazing
7:17 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: what are you even
7:17 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: what
7:17 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: yeah i'm not buying that one with how frequently your mood changes
7:17 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: mood changes would say
7:17 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: its true
7:17 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: just as much as everything else
7:17 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: i'm sure they would
7:17 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: my confidence hasnt varied
7:17 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: so im not sure why me having mood swings
7:17 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: changes that
7:18 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: when did i show a single sign talking to you that i dont believe im the best?
7:18 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: the point is you could be a completely different person from a second ago, but you'd deny even though you're contradicting yourself
7:18 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: yeah but the confidence hasnt changed
7:18 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: so no matter
7:18 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: what the rest is
7:18 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: i'm not talking about confidence
7:18 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: i still think im amazing now dont i
7:19 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: 2:17 AM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: im not hard on myself at all
2:17 AM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: im amazing
2:17 AM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: what are you even
2:17 AM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: what
2:17 AM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: yeah i'm not buying that one with how frequently your mood changes
7:19 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: my mood changes has no relation to me being amazing or not
7:19 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: or rather me beleiving i am
7:19 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: you're pretty hopeless yourself at keeping up with things sometimes
7:19 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: not really
7:19 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: its you confusing things and thus pulling the conversation someway without making it clear
7:19 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: unlike me
7:19 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: i make sure all the facts are clear - you just miss them
7:20 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: if you had a mic it'd be easier to explain things to you rather than having to type out everything so i could eat
7:20 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: haha no
7:20 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: i dont do talking
7:20 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: i'm sure you're not very confident in talking either
7:20 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: confident or not, its not somethin i evne know how to do anymore
7:20 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: and its something ive always just disliked
7:20 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: even before my issues, ive never liked people, and im happy with that
7:20 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: talking is unneccesary
7:20 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: sounds like you're just avoiding it
7:21 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: uh, okay, just like i did when i was a baby and a child
7:21 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: right.
7:21 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: its not preference
7:21 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: no way.
7:21 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: no one said anything about that
7:21 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: you did
7:21 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: you brought it up yourself
7:21 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: ive literlaly been to myself since forever
7:21 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: no
7:21 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: you did by mentioning a mic
7:21 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: i was replying
7:21 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: by saying no way because no
7:21 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: if i just sya 'no' its rude
7:21 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: you're hopeless
7:21 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: just say it like it is
7:22 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: what's wrong with saying no
7:22 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: how is it rude
7:22 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: because i like explaining
7:22 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: are you too stupid to handle explanations with answers
7:22 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: i gotta be blunt, i don't care about what you have to explain
7:22 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: i don't care about details
7:22 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: thats great but
7:22 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: i dont talk to you for you
7:22 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: so deal with it
7:22 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: so you talk to others for yourself
7:22 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: i do everything for myself
7:23 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: even though you're a hikki
7:23 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: uh...yeah?
7:23 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: why bother
7:23 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: being a hikki never said you cant talk online to a couple people
7:23 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: because its interesting for x amount of time
7:23 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: but it never goes anywhere
7:23 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: and note, you added me, not the other way around
7:23 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: where would anything go in life?
7:23 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: you lost me
7:24 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: there's a lot more to life in my opinion than your grim view of things
7:24 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: that doesnt answer the question of what are you even talking about
7:24 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: 'it never goes anywhere'?
7:24 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: it goes where i want it to
7:24 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: it does
7:24 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: it keeps me busy for a little while when im doing onthing else
7:24 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: that's why it doesn't go anywhere
7:24 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: it entertains me
7:24 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: you avoid all the questions
7:24 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: where COULD it go
7:24 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: what questions
7:25 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: how i asked you whether you've heard of a book called politics of experience and then you start ranting about whatever you want
7:25 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: because ive no interest in that
7:25 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: the conversation is pretty much just you talking to yourself
7:25 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: thats not avoiding a question its telling you thats retarded and i dont care
7:25 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: and you might think that about stuff i say
7:25 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: but
7:25 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: again
7:25 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: you can deal with it or fuck off
7:25 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: but you're the one who engaged in conversation with me
7:26 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: yes, and you can accept the terms under those circumstances as well
7:26 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: or
7:26 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: like i just said
7:26 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: fuck off
7:26 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: wouldn't it help if you were more selective about people you talked to instead
7:26 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: uh
7:26 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: no?
7:26 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: its more interesting this way
7:26 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: people that would just say everything you liked instead of questioning why you do things
7:26 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: oh its not about liking or disliking
7:26 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: its about relevance or me caring
7:26 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: it seems like it to me
7:26 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: it snot about say 'what i want ot hear' its about 'dont say boring shit'
7:26 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: everything you do is for that small ego you have
7:26 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: 'or shit i dont care about'
7:27 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: it;s the only thing you have
7:27 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: i like it that way
7:27 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: and it'll always remain that way
7:27 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: you don't want to change
7:27 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: or rather you're afraid of change
7:27 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: always hiding behind your disabilities
7:27 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: uh
7:27 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: okay
7:27 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: they get me money
7:27 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: so sure
7:27 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: no problem with that
7:27 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: not much apparently
7:27 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: enjoy your poor life
7:27 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: that you complain about
7:28 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: bro is an airline pilot
7:28 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: and mom has a government job
7:28 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: we arent poor
7:28 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: just me
7:28 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: and you said you were afraid about not being able to provide for yourself in the future
7:28 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: afraid, no
7:28 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: concerned
7:28 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: yes
7:28 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: because id prefer ot move out
7:28 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: i dont like mooching
7:28 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: that's a nice way to butter it up
7:28 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: its personal preference
7:28 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: i'm sure it is
7:28 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: pretending you know 'the truth'
7:28 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: while ignoring the actual truth
7:28 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: doenst change anything
7:29 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: i dont get your types
7:29 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: i don't pretend to know, or even claim to know
7:29 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: you deny anything you dislike
7:29 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: but i know you're not trustworthy
7:29 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: all passive aggressively
7:29 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: passive aggresion is actually you
7:29 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: no
7:29 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: im just aggressive
7:29 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: passively
7:29 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: no
7:29 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: yes
7:29 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: im pretty clear about it
7:29 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: 'fuck off'
7:29 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: is not
7:29 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: passive
7:29 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: this is coming from someone who doesn't even know himself
7:29 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: you dont seem to know what passive agression is
7:29 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: i do know some things
7:30 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: so what are you getting out of pretending ot be the know it all anyway
7:30 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: aside self esteem
7:30 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: sorry to tell you this but sometimes a person who says they 'just dont like' something really
7:30 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: doe smean
7:30 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: they just dont like it
7:30 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: not they are afraid
7:30 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: even if you WANT them to be
7:30 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: i don't need self esteem, i don't go anywhere or talk to anyone unless they talk to me
7:30 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: >added me
7:30 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: yeah okay
7:31 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: self esteem also has nothing to do with
7:31 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: going places
7:31 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: or talking
7:31 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: so thats irrelevant
7:31 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: do you remember who spoke to who first
7:31 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: i needed to make sure you weretn one of them
7:31 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: which supports my claim
7:31 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: no
7:31 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: it doesnt
7:31 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: it supporst my paranoia
7:31 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: nothing else
7:31 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: which you claim to have but has not been proven
7:31 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: yo'ure just another psuedo psychologist
7:32 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: i haven't done anything of the sort
7:32 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: "he says he just doesnt like it - yeaaahhhhh suuuuurrreee i know better XDD"
7:32 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: i never claimed to know better either
7:32 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: "HIM GETTING SO UPSET PROVES IM RIGHT :DDD"
7:32 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: its annoying
7:32 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: i never claimed you were upset
7:32 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: everything is just your assumption
7:32 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: no its what youve been doing
7:32 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: what you think i've been doing
7:32 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: no
7:32 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: its a fact
7:32 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: argument done
7:32 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: sorry
7:32 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: go whine to your circlejerk
7:33 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: i don't talk behind others' backs
7:33 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: you certainly listen to things about others behind their backs though and believe them
7:33 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: i only told you what i heard
7:33 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: you just thought i believed it
7:34 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: and you treated it as fact as you brought it up as if you were confused
7:34 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: you made it clear you thought i suffered from autism
7:34 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: in the context it was very clear - not assumed, thats not how the language works
7:34 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: i definitely thought it was a possibility, but i didn't claim for it to be definite
7:35 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: see
7:35 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: you listen to baseless rumors from a bunch of retards who dont like me behind my back
7:35 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: its the same as spreading them yourself
7:35 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: as far as im concerned
7:35 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: if that's what you believe then sure
7:35 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: facts arent my beliefs
7:35 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: they are just facts
7:35 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: i believe in truth and facts are true
7:35 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: so yes
7:35 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: its what i believe
7:36 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: because its the fact
7:36 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: of the matter
7:36 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: the world is pretty much how you believe it to be currybutt
7:36 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: you should will it into something better
7:36 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: its because the world is mine
7:36 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: maybe you could fix your leg
7:36 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: its not that its mine, its more like it
7:36 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: exists for me
7:36 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: im not god, its just that god exists for me
7:36 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: well no
7:36 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: im not religious
7:37 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: but the point is
7:37 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: i dont have magical magic magician powers
7:38 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: besides
7:38 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: theres no way to prove im wrong about that
7:38 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: proof of burden resides with the one adding to the world
7:38 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: the world exists for me, i have no burdens
7:38 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: people who want proof can find it themselves
7:39 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: what a convienent world
7:39 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: and if thats not the case
7:39 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: its still the same
7:39 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: where the burden lies?
7:39 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: this isnt a shitty visual novel on an island
7:39 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: i dont need to prove shit
7:39 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: of course you would relate it to a vn
7:40 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: umineko made a lot of people start bringing up HURRP DURP
7:40 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: THE BURDNE OF PROOF
7:40 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: so yeah i relate it to that, because its retarded just like umineko
7:40 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: yeah well i don't read vns so yeah
7:40 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: doesnt matter
7:41 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: as far as im concerned
7:41 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: the burden of proof
7:41 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: is on  NOT ME
7:41 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: because im right
7:41 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: i'm sure
7:41 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: i know the truth and thats good enough
7:41 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: ive had so many fucking lies and rumors spread about me
7:41 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: you're the king of cali with an airline pilot brother to mooch off for the rest of your life
7:41 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: and believed so easily
7:41 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: how could you ever be wrong
7:41 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: that i just dont care anymore
7:42 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: no reason to prove a thing when people believe false proof anyway
7:42 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: everyone believes what they want to believe
7:42 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: another assumption
7:42 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: youve been doing it this whole conversation just like me
7:42 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: proof doesnt matter
7:42 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: so im not wasting my effort giving any
7:43 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: i won't deny it, i've been zoning out of this conversation for a while now cause you just keep talking about yourself
7:43 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: its a conversation about me
7:43 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: so
7:43 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: no shit
7:43 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: and you're infinitely negative
7:43 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: do you zone out of talks about video games oto when people actually talk about games?
7:43 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: because god forbid people
7:43 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: stay on topic
7:43 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: depends if the person talking to me is as negative as you
7:43 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: and you havent been zoning out
7:44 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: if you have, stop arguing
7:44 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: end of problem
7:44 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: i haven't really argued as much as i have pointed out flaws in your logic
7:44 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: no
7:44 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: youve just been arguing
7:44 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: which you have been brushing aside
7:44 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: i dont brush it aside
7:44 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: i prove it wrong
7:44 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: by saying its wrong
7:44 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: i haven't but you'd say otherwise
7:44 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: what i say is truth
7:44 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: because what you say you claim to be true and believe it yourself
7:44 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: if thats a problem, back t oyour circlejerk
7:45 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: you're the one that came to be
7:45 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: me*
7:45 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: and?
7:45 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: hows that relevant
7:45 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: its not
7:45 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: so feel free to do what you want to do
7:45 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: again, irrelevant
7:45 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: if you want someone to talk to i'm here
7:45 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: you're the one complaining that im ignoring the things you say and so boring and negative you zone out
7:45 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: complaints = go the fuck away yourself
7:46 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: who said something to who 'first' is irrelevant
7:46 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: i'd rather tell you about what you're like, whether you want to change the direction the conversation goes is up to you
7:46 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: this isnt 3rd grade where
7:46 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: he did it first!!!
7:46 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: HE STARTED ITTTT
7:46 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: matters
7:46 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: you're certaintly taking things back to grade 1
7:46 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: if you're going to complain about me then just go away - an telling me to 'd owhat i want about you' is irrelevant
7:46 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: YOU are complaining
7:46 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: so YOU go away
7:46 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: or
7:46 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: stop
7:46 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: either or
7:47 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: is this what you tell everyone you talk to
7:47 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: oh i have a lot of
7:47 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: varities
7:47 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: of ways to say 'fuck off' to people
7:47 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: maybe i used this one before
7:47 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: dunno
7:47 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: that's not what i meant but okay
7:47 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: oops
7:48 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: also ive learned things over time
7:48 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: so no
7:48 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: but nowadays? probably
7:48 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: i dont need people who are going to get in my way in my life
7:49 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: people i cant walk on arent going to be useful
7:49 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: i'm sure no one could even if they tried
7:49 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: i used to try and care more but ive learned its a waste of time and effort
7:49 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: an dalmost always ends up with me being betrayed in one form or another
7:49 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: its a waste of energy and of going through bullshit
7:50 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: so haters can hate all the ywant - but not to me directly because i just dont want to bother with it anymore
7:50 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: it's a sad way to look at things
7:50 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: im tired of dealing with peoples bullshit
7:50 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: sad or not
7:51 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: its nicer this way
7:51 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: and by nicer
7:51 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: i mean less of a fucking pain in the ass
7:51 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: people like that just hold me back
7:51 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: and i dont like fake people either
7:51 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: which is why i have like
7:52 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: one friend and a couple people i only talk to out of the 'i feel like doing something'
7:52 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: mood
7:52 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: i dont want people wh ogrovel and treat me like im always right, but i dont need whiny fucking complainers who pretend to know everything either
7:52 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: or people who use or betray me
7:53 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: and those are the varities people come in
7:53 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: so its hard to find anyone worth while
7:53 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: usually those you do find betray you somehow anyway
7:53 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: just takes longer
7:53 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: or is hidden better
7:53 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: i dont like that condescending shit you do either
7:54 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: and i don't like how you say you're always right
7:54 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: the fun part is
7:54 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: i dont always say that
7:54 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: but now that i've told you, you're going to say i'm complaining
7:54 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: i just have with you
7:54 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: amazing
7:54 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: i go with the flow, the flow just usually happens to be me
7:55 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: my mood is more carried by the flow of things
7:55 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: than by me
7:55 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: same with my personality
7:55 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: fickle
7:55 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: at least not when ti comes to love
7:55 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: wwwww
7:56 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: there are also just
7:57 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: people that make me go directly into a shitty or argumentative or full of myself mode
7:57 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: given i tried joking with you several times since we started talking
7:57 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: and you missed every time
7:57 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: you annoy me
7:57 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: you have no sense or idea of humor
7:57 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: its annoying
7:57 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: well your jokes aren't very funny
7:57 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: and makes me not bother
7:57 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: it doesnt matter
7:57 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: they are clearly jokes
7:57 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: and they don't seem like jokes either
7:57 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: i don't understand the humour
7:57 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: thats because you're a moron
7:57 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: yo ubeing a dipshit and having no sense for humor doesnt make it my fault
7:57 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: i'm sure a lot of people would say otherwise
7:57 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: just like you think 'autism' isnt a meme
7:58 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: thats funny given one of the things people actually DO like about me is my humor
7:58 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: evne those who hate me
7:58 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: you've presented yourself in a way that people really think you're autistic
7:58 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: uh
7:58 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: sure thing
7:58 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: >i listen to memes cuz 4chne :DDD
7:58 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: back to the circlejerk
7:58 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: yeah sure
7:58 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: your world your rules
7:58 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: im sure 'faggot' means someone is literally homo to you too
7:58 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: all 5x5 meters of room
7:59 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: i dont know meters, im american
7:59 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: deal with it
7:59 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: it's small
7:59 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: really small
7:59 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: and there you go again
7:59 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: holy shit
7:59 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: whats small is your sense of tone through text
7:59 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: that was very VERY
7:59 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: clearly
7:59 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: a joke
7:59 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: i could say the same with you
7:59 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: jesus christ
7:59 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: no
7:59 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: you coudlnt
7:59 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: because ill say you're wrong
7:59 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: but you don't have a problem speaking to me with a shitty tone
7:59 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: and my word is rule
7:59 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: my word is law
7:59 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: you know that
7:59 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: yeah all 5x5 meters of yourself
7:59 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: king of cali
8:00 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: i really DONT know meters by the way
8:00 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: i don't doubt it
8:00 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: didn't say i did
8:00 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: and given my appeal over the entire world thanks to the internet
8:00 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: im much bigger than cali
8:00 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: there are websites and fucking people who dedicate their existence to obsessing over me
8:00 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: proof? Just google that stupid currybutt is bananas shit
8:01 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: and these are people form around the globe
8:01 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: ive also had girls from around the globe
8:01 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: and haters from around the globe
8:01 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: im much bigger than california
8:01 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: years later people still obsess over me
8:01 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: from all over
8:01 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: you can pretend im some retarded small time ego tripper
8:01 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: yet you're in your room, afraid to go out for any social activity
8:01 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: but the proof is right there
8:01 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: talking to people who question you over the internet
8:02 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: dont even get what you're trying to say
8:02 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: you say im a nobody, im proving you wrong
8:02 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: whether i go out or not is irrelevant
8:02 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: talking the talk
8:02 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: the fact people OBSESS so heavily over me
8:02 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: even JUST
8:02 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: online
8:02 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: the fact they dont even
8:02 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: know me in person
8:02 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: proves
8:02 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: that im pretty damn big of a deal
8:03 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: fact is if i was a nobody - thye woudlnt care about some retard on the itnernet
8:03 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: caring in person is easier than about some guy onlin
8:03 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: hating or loving either way
8:03 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: much easier to do so seriously and obsessivley in person
8:03 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: that jap girl you fell for must be a pretty big deal then
8:03 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: yeah, to me at least
8:04 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: specially with how caring for someone in person being easier than over the net
8:04 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: i just agreed with you
8:04 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: so uh
8:04 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: yeah x2
8:05 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: ive had a very obvious
8:05 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: huge impact
8:05 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: on many peoples lives
8:05 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: so much that
8:05 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: years later
8:05 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: they still obsess over me
8:05 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: from all around the globe
8:05 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: having such a
8:05 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: strong impact on someone
8:05 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: over the INTERNET?
8:05 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: thats a big deal compared to in person
8:05 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: let alone such a strong impact on SO MANY people
8:06 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: in person if you do something - you can easily impact lives of people forever
8:06 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: but im just some shitposter from 4chan
8:06 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: yet
8:06 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: ive had the same massive impact on these pepole
8:06 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: i became a part of their lives they will never forget, and hell most cant get over
8:07 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: you can claim thats ego, but its not even opinion or claims, its literally fact just look yourself in the archives, the ircs, that stupid website with made up shit on it, formspring, everywhere these idiots are
Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka is now Away.
Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka is now Online.
8:13 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: you know whats funny t ome but usually not to others though
8:14 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: when i just make shit up as i go because i like arguing with people
8:14 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: not that youd believe that
8:14 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: 'its just a thing to hide behind'
8:14 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: okay
8:14 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: im a dramatic person, i like to play games
8:14 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: i don't really believe anything you say
8:14 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: not like you'd believe it
8:14 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: which is funny because
8:14 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: you dont believe anything i say due to what ive said
8:15 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: you said so yourself earlier
8:15 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: or have i always doubted you even before it
8:15 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: why's that
8:15 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: oh i know
8:15 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: because of the rumors
8:15 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: just like the autism
8:15 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: how cute
8:15 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: because of how you present yourself
8:15 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: and i present myself however i feel like at the time
8:15 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: i know
8:15 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: doenst make it not true
8:16 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: doesn't it make it true either
8:16 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: i dont think its inherently a bad thing though
8:16 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: depends on how you see it
8:16 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: i dont trust people why would i be 100% honest to some guy ive talked to
8:16 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: like
8:16 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: twice
8:16 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: aside randomly in posts on 4chan years ago
8:17 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: i dont trust really anyone anymore
8:17 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: so i just do whatever
8:17 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: i make it so at least i get something out of it
8:17 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: or is this a lie too
8:17 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: oh noooooo
8:17 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: it's whatever you say it is
8:17 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: because of my ego
8:17 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: but is my ego even real
8:18 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: you sure seemed to believe so
8:18 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: with your attempted insults
8:18 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: mr meters
8:20 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: the best part is
8:20 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: pretty much none of these people
8:20 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: have really known me eithe
8:20 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: ive never trusted people from 4chan, even the ones i went out with wwwww
8:20 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: never trusted anyone really
8:21 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: also i woudlnt mooch off my brother
8:21 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: he'd probably expect me to pay him back some day
8:21 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: and he's moving out soon anyway
8:21 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: i was just trying to convey im not from a poor family
8:22 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: id just prefer to be able to live on my own
8:22 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: than to living like this forever
8:22 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: i didnt pick to become this way
8:23 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: i dont even know why i am
8:23 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: or maybe i did and do
8:23 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: who knows
8:23 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: i dont you dont nobody does
8:23 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: or maybe i do
8:23 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: i dunno
8:23 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: thats why its so natural probably
8:23 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: because i probably really DONT know
8:24 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: and why am italking to myself? cuz the ego? cuz i like seeing myself talk?
8:24 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: maybe or maybe because im going to sleep soon so i cant exactly
8:24 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: start playing a video game
8:24 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: cuz id stop way too soon to bother
8:24 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: besides just the other night i said i hate being treated like a celebrity
8:24 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: and tonight i was saying the opposite
8:24 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: but
8:24 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: you see
8:25 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: if you remember back
8:25 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: i TOLD you
8:25 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: i contradict myself and rant a lot
8:25 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: so if anything
8:25 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: clearly i was honest with you then
8:25 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: i warned you what type of person i am so you should trust me at least in that aspect
8:25 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: as ive certainly proven thats how i am
8:25 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: and see with anyone
8:26 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: i just have to assume thisll all show up later online somewhere
8:26 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: like everything else - and like al those made up convos
8:26 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: so the real truth just
8:26 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: doesnt happen anymore
8:26 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: i have no privacy on purpose, but i give a false sense of everything on purpose
8:26 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: see im like a real celeb
8:26 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: living a farce for the sake of the press
8:26 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: they want entertainment, they get it
8:26 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: and i get something to do aside worry about how to get with this japanese girl
8:27 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: which by the way is
8:27 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: a real thing
8:27 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: i woudlnt lie about love at least
8:27 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: you might not care about it but its one of the most important things to me
8:27 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: if you want me to be less annoying then youll just have to stick around for awhile
8:28 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: until i feel comfortable enough
8:28 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: but
8:28 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: saying that
8:28 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: menas if you are here to fuck with me
8:28 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: youll wait knowing ill trust you evnetaully
8:28 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: so i probably wont
8:28 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: paranoia takes priority
8:28 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: though
8:28 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: guess what
8:28 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: if im in a good mood tomorrow suddenly the mood will be entirely different
8:28 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: you never know with me
8:28 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: is it AUTISM :----DDDDD XDDDD
8:29 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: or maybe this is just how i like to deal with humanity
8:29 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: or maybe im just so socially inept
8:29 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: that this is how i think it works
8:29 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: dunno
8:29 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: you used to be much more humorous taiko
8:29 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: you make me doubt who you are
8:30 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: even before all this, hell the first time we talked
8:30 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: i try to be trusting and accepting when i'm making friends, but it doesn't always work
8:30 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: i made a simple obvious joke
8:30 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: well if you arent accepting then jus go away
8:30 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: no point in bothering me or yourself on someone you dont even accept
8:30 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: more like you aren't accepting
8:30 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: arent accpeting what
8:31 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: you already told me things i needed to know
8:31 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: evne if you're not one of them
8:31 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: you are part of groups that are out to get me
8:31 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: i cant take this whole friends thing too seriously
8:31 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: because it probably will end up badly no matter what
8:31 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: i'm someone who prioritises friends over anything, we might just not be compatible people
8:31 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: call it avoiding getting hurt if you want because thats what it is
8:31 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: yes but
8:32 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: they are your friends too
8:32 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: thats where the problem come sin
8:32 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: id rather not go making even more friends who are just going to betray me in a week , month, or couple years or whatever else
8:32 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: or at least
8:33 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: not taking those friends to heart
8:33 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: like tokiko, he knows i dont trust him and just talk to him to kill time randomly
8:33 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: but he's fine with that
8:33 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: i can deal with those people
8:33 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: he doesnt cause annoying arguments and he doesnt expect me to be super honest with him or something
8:33 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: id prefer more real friends than that but
8:34 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: not possible
8:34 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: i have one person im honest with
8:34 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: thats it
8:34 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: i don't except you to be honest with me or anything ever, but it's just a real pain to have to listen to how great you are and how the world is the way you make it
8:34 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: well you lead the conversation that way
8:34 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: dont do that then
8:35 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: you do that yourself
8:35 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: if it bothers you
8:35 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: make sure not to lead me into doing that
8:35 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: and it wont happen
8:35 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: doesnt happen with anyone else
8:35 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: anyone else being
8:35 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: that one guy, and the whole like
8:35 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: 3 other people i talk to sometimes
8:35 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: so clearly
8:35 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: its something you're doing or saying
8:35 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: thats pushing me in that direction
8:35 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: for one reason or another
8:36 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: so if it bugs you, dont end up triggering it
8:36 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: you told me
8:36 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: i have confidence issues
8:36 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: i told you i go with the flow
8:36 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: once you mentiond that
8:36 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: the flow was
8:36 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: about me
8:36 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: being awesome
8:36 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: a lot of the stuff from there was just bullshit, i'm sure you could tell
8:37 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: i dont even remember you saying much of anything
8:37 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: i was too busy talking to see me talk
8:37 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: oh but i just said i dont do that
8:37 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: oh nooo
8:37 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: the point is
8:37 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: dont cause situations
8:37 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: where itll lead me to being that way
8:37 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: and guess what
8:37 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: i wont be that way
8:37 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: you can say its me all you want but given its how its been in every situation with other people ive bene in
8:38 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: i think i know what im talking about
8:38 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: i'm sure you do
8:38 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: there you go being condescending again
8:38 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: see
8:38 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: you just ask for it
8:38 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: you really do
8:38 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: yeah well stop being self centered and maybe it'll change
8:39 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: already told you how to make me not self centered
8:39 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: being condescending will just make me moreso
8:39 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: if you cant stop, go away
8:39 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: i did, you continued to message me for like 10 minutes
8:39 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: oh no no no, i dont mean literally stop this second and it stops
8:39 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: you ALREADY
8:39 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: triggered it
8:39 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: it doesnt stop until it feels like it after that
8:40 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: dont trigger it, it dont show up
8:40 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: simple
8:40 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: thats a problem, then go away - why? because you already said it bugs you and if you wont do your part to make it stop, just stop bothering with me
8:40 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: cuz IM fine
8:40 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: with being self absorbed
8:40 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: but it annoys you
8:40 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: so either do what i said because it WILL make it stop - not cuz 'i told you to' but because its the uh
8:40 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: answer to making it not happen
8:41 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: or just say i cant deal with this guy and go away
8:41 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: that is some of the dumbest shit i have ever heard
8:41 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: thats wonderful but i dont care
8:41 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: what a coincidence, me neither
8:41 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: then go away
8:41 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: i will, make sure you don't message me for 10 minutes this time
8:41 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: no no
8:42 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: go away means go away
8:42 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: not 'lol dis convo over XDDD'
8:42 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: it means fuck off out of my life
8:42 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: if you have a problem with how i am, either stop causing it or - as you clearly wont do that - remove me and block me
8:42 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: this is coming from the guy that can't resist messaging me for whatever reason
8:42 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: because im still getting to you
8:42 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: plus your window is a nice place to gloat to myself
8:42 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: about how great i am
8:43 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: the guy that doesn't trust anyone is trying to get to me
8:43 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: yeah, not buying that
8:43 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: uh...what?
8:43 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: 'getting to you'
8:43 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: do australians not
8:43 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: use this phrase
8:43 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: we really don't
8:43 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: it's vague
8:43 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: it means im getting under your skin, annoying you, bugging you, trolling you, etc
8:43 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: when we tell others that we're trying to annoy them, we say "i'm trying to annoy you"
8:43 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: its not that im trying
8:44 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: its that it works and you wont block me or anything
8:44 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: so i see no reason to stop
8:44 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: of course, in your world you've already succeeded
8:44 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: look at you
8:44 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: how can you say i havent
8:44 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: you even said
8:44 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: pretty much verbatim
8:44 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: that you were annoyed earlier
8:44 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: so small, so pitiful
8:44 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: and the insults just make it doubly obvious
8:44 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: so much for accepting mr meters
8:45 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: all you can do when you're backed in is throw around the most generic insult possible
8:45 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: l-lol well ur pathetic cuz u-ur in ur room :DDD
8:45 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: it's impossible with someone who only thinks of himself
8:45 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: and yet you dont trust me when i say i only think of myself
8:45 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: thats pretty amazing
8:45 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: sounds like someone aside me is conflicted
8:45 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: someone who goes out of his way to annoy you is pretty hard to trust
8:46 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: however
8:46 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: you're believing im doing that
8:46 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: because i said i am
8:46 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: meaning you're trusting my word about purposefully doing so or doing this for that reason
8:46 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: selective belief only when it makes me look bad?
8:46 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: what a nice guy
8:46 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: you believe when i say things like im obsessed with myself and want to annoy you
8:46 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: but anything not so negative
8:47 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: is a liiiieeee
8:47 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: only using what you're saying, otherwise i'd be assuming
8:47 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: using what i say is believing me
8:47 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: believing is trusting
8:47 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: would you prefer it if i assumed everything worked the way i wanted it to like you
8:47 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: however you only trust the things i sya that are negative
8:47 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: like that
8:47 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: you BELEIVE i do that
8:47 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: because i said so
8:47 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: i really do
8:47 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: you just admitted that
8:47 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: you seem like the type
8:47 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: yet earlier
8:47 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: you said you dont even
8:47 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: know what type i AM
8:47 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: because you know im not even being the real me with you
8:48 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: and now you're contradicting that
8:48 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: oh boy arent you just so fun
8:48 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: you are just saying whatever to feel like a good little boy
8:48 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: autism type
8:48 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: thats not a 'type'
8:48 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: also
8:48 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: it is now
8:48 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: you said you dont believe in psychological disorders
8:48 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: just for you
8:48 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: autism is one
8:48 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: sorry
8:48 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: :))))
8:48 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: autism isn't psychological
8:48 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: actually
8:48 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: it is
8:48 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: go look it up
8:49 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: autism is a mental disorder - synonym for psychological disorder
8:49 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: wwwww
8:49 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: are you an idiot
8:49 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: australians sure are undereducated
8:49 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: no, i don't know what autism is
8:49 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: clearly
8:49 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: sorry out of time
8:49 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: i always sleep by 4
8:49 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: and i havent jerked off
8:49 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: i gotta hurry
8:50 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: Autism is a disorder of neural development characterized by impaired social interaction and communication, and by restricted and repetitive behavior.
8:50 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: but i'm not wrong
8:50 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: a mental disorder
8:50 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: mental - mind
8:50 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: nope
8:50 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: it's physical
8:50 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: neural
8:50 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: a disorder of neural development = a mental disorder
8:50 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: buh bye
8:50 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: who wont shutup this time by the way
8:50 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: i said i was leaving and i got a paragraph about autism
8:50 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: thats pretty cute
8:51 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: you wnat ot know the truth, no, okay ill tell you anyway and yes im still talking deal with it
8:51 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: i dont like people
8:51 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: i dont want friends
8:51 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: ill do what i have to to make you etiher show me youll stick around or make you hate me
8:52 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: and you annoy me so ill probably just try to make you hate me
8:52 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: thats just how it is
8:52 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: i dont like people, i dont like dealing with them, friends or not, trustworthy or not
8:52 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: but im also tsundere so i give it a chance in my own way
8:52 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: but ive grown tired of it
8:52 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: so sometimes like with you
8:52 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: i just do whatever the fuck i feel like
8:52 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: because hating me is better than you pretending to be my fucking
8:52 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: friend
8:52 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: alice was right, you really are an idiot
8:52 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: for a year
8:52 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: alice lol
8:52 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: who
8:53 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: dollfagers? he's the only retard whod go by a girl name that i know of
8:53 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: and i never dated an alice
8:53 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: and if it is him, its funny you trust a guy who wears his mothers panties and skirts
8:53 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: more than me
8:54 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: he cant even be honest about his fucking gender
8:54 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: aint have room to talk
8:54 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: and ive told you 'the truth'
8:54 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: like
8:54 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: 20 times
8:54 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: i wonder which is real
8:54 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: REAL TALK THIS IS THE TRUTH
8:54 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: every time
8:54 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: maybe they are all true
8:54 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: alice was right, you really are an idiot
8:54 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: and im just crazy
8:54 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: who is alice
8:54 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: dollfagers?
8:55 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: a guy who wears mommy's panties
8:55 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: cant really talk about idiots
8:55 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: he cant even accept his own sexuality
8:55 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: he still denies being gay after openly talking to me about dating a guy for a year as well as sucking a few cocks
8:55 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: and relaly if you're off circlejerking with people who
8:55 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: talk shit about a guy
8:55 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: who doesnt even
8:55 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: tal kto them
8:55 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: behind their backs?
8:55 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: can you really say you're a better person?
8:55 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: No.
8:55 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: you cant.
8:55 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: so good for you
8:56 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: your friends sit around talking shit about guys who have NOTHING TO DO WITH THEM
8:56 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: just to feel superior
8:56 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: and thats the type of people you DO like
8:56 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: then i dont want you to like me man
8:56 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: because
8:56 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: thats not the type of guy i am
8:57 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: i can see why sion` didn't want to have you on his radio show when i suggested we should bring you back
8:57 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: >radio show
8:57 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: hahahahaha oh god
8:57 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: thats
8:57 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: wow
8:57 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: bye
8:57 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: thats just
8:57 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: too hilariously retarded
8:57 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: jp is such shit now
8:57 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: holy fuck
8:57 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: a fucking radio?
8:57 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: thats not what jp is.
8:57 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: you fucking idiots ruined it with your goddamn /soc/ shit
8:57 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: just for attention
8:57 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: holy shit
8:57 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: yes i mad
8:58 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: legitimately
8:58 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: a fucking radio?
8:58 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: ITS NOT FUCKING
8:58 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: SOC
8:58 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: AND NEITHER IS /A/
8:58 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: STOP THE GODDMAN RADIO THREADS
8:58 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: ON FUCKING ANIME AND MANGA
8:58 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: FOR FUCKS
8:58 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: SAKE
8:58 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: ill do what you said to earlier and cut you off myself because holy shit
8:58 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: you want to tal kabout pathetic
8:58 PM - Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka: look at yourself and those you keep around you
8:59 PM - RX-0 Unicorn Gundam: at least pyonta still likes you
Mikoto "Railgun" Misaka is now Offline.