poem asdfnick

Let's start with the ending,
Cos that's how you work.
I need to address this properly,
Else I look like a dork,
So do I end with sincerely,
Or faithfully, or
Do I just sign my name,
You should know, cos it's your,
Letter.

Did you speed up or slow down?
Do I relax or get going?
Did ya dial exes drunk,
Or did they end up calling?
You gotta advise me,
Cos I'm feeling lost.
Should I get ready for summer,
Or sit and wait for the frost?
See, I'm pretty desperate,
I'm taking advice,
From some crazy old man,
Who wouldn't look at me twice,
Without laughing.

Don't know if laughing with me,
Or at me,
Don't know what I'll be drinking,
Booze, or black tea?
Don't know if my wife,
Is nice, or exists,
Don't know if I fight with my brain
Or my fists?
Don't know if I'm still weird,
Still geeky, still strange,
Am I swimming in banknotes,
Or begging for change,
And what type of change?

See I don't even know who I'm writing to,
Cos you as in me ain't the same as you you.
My cells switch every seven years,
My mind changes on the daily,
Do I decide to cure cancer,
Or play ukulele?
I don't know what to aim for,
I don't know where to start,
See, I wish this assignment.
Had a second part,
Where you write back to me,
Respond to my worries,
Tell me if I should slow down,
Or hurry.
But we don't have time machines,
Hey, there's something you could do.
and I mean you as in me,
Not you as in you.