hi update woo

sorry i have not been streaming or anything lately.  I decided to try taking a break for a bit.  I have been playing FFXIV and it owns.  I might stream it I guess.

Spent a lot of time in the last month waiting, and when I have to wait for something for a long time, I tend to get lost in my thoughts about stuff.  This is sometimes good, sometimes bad.  Had a bit of a rough 2 weeks though, feeling a lot of negativity (both in myself and the people around me) and it sucks.  Trying to not be as negative but that sometimes means cutting out people who foster that negativity.

Had a few rough days here and there but its been otherwise average.  Work is work.

Havent touched pubg since october and it feels great, very unlikely I will play that game again unless it runs smoothly (and i mean SMOOTHLY).  Glad people are getting into Fortnite, I was initially hesitant on the game when they released the BR mode but they did some really nice updates and it owns now.

I want to be able to bring my followers/friends good updates, but there haven't really been any.  (Hence the lack of pastebins).

Dungeon run in hearthstone owns, arena and ranked do not.  Didn't buy packs this time around and it was a good decision.

If you play FFXIV and want to do stuff with me, I'm always down to do stuff.  I will queue for literally anything you want.  I am mostly playing dps but I'm trying to learn other roles as well.  Tank feels pretty comfy for me so I'll likely give that a go before healer.  I'm pretty bad (I cleared o1s and lakshmi(ex) so far) but I'm trying to get better.  So come hang out on Goblin with me or let me know some other way if youre on another server and want to cross-world party for something.

as always heres a few songs to brighten your day as much as they do mine:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pTgEnF1_1_o
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wLCWCPyxByg
Dont think id leave out a vocaloid song (and holiday themed no less): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=79N1O0lF0GY