I never had a relationship with God or genuinely believed in Him. I struggled with addiction, didn't know why. Satan was trying to pull me away from God more and more, and successfully so. Then a couple of weeks ago I did an LSD like hard drug and I got offered anything I wanted basically and I went into a dimension/spirit world we aren't supposed to go to. It was like the LSD was a modern day 'apple from Genesis one' and I was tempted like Satan tempted Jesus when he was fasting for 40 days. As soon as I said no, (I felt like I only was able to because I was marked by Him) I was completely taken over and started drinking myself to death, literally. I also had eating disorders, and smoked up to ten joints a day, a pack of cigarettes as well. Weighed 57 kilograms and I'm 1,88 meters. I even fought with my own mother over a bottle of booze, even though I had never been aggressive for a day in my life. I miraculously got talked into going to a detox crisis facility. First two days I was only fighting for more sleeping pills because I couldn't sleep at all. Severe withdrawal symptoms and that was with a lot of benzoates. Then suddenly it hit me. My entire life I'd been trying to keep in control. Up till the point where I could only control how much I ate and it gave me so little satisfaction that I had to drink 2 bottles of vodka and smoke 10 joints a day just to keep going. What was I doing? I suddenly fell down on my knees and said: God if you're there, my life is yours. You're in control now. Suddenly I was completely changed. Completely. I was fighting and arguing not to get any more medication. I didn't want to be under influence anymore. They were convinced I'd collapse from quitting cold turkey like that so they refused but I refused to take anymore. I said,’’ I accept all consequences. You won't see me anymore this night.’’ They agreed thinking: ‘’he'll come crawling back, cramped up, hallucinating, sweating like a pig, begging for some pills.’’ They were half right, I came back, but only to give them all my cigarettes and tell them ‘’I quit smoking as well.’’ I went to sleep and I never slept better in my life. I have had no withdrawal effects ever since at ALL. I woke up peacefully in a bed sweat free bed. I'm constantly testifying how great he is and I'm completely different in every way (and the best way) possible. Learning more and more about Him every day and it's been amazing. Also, I became an uncle for the first time ever on July 24th so now it's a triple (re) birthday for me!