N♥iR: Joeeyyyyyy
N♥iR: Tell Curly to quit being a douchebag over telegram pls
N♥iR: He's ignoring me and all I need is him to fucking help me out.
N♥iR: Honestly, I don't know why I'm even friends with people who I'd give each so much help to if they need it, but can't even give me a minute.
Eon: I'll see if he replies
N♥iR: All I'm asking is him to tell yan to unblock me and quit being so childish.
N♥iR: Because Yan seriously deleted me and removed me after I got mad that he brushed me off all day the other day.
N♥iR: Like, how childish. It's ridiculous.
N♥iR: Lo and behold, you do something that makes someone mad, they get mad at you! That's when you apologize, not tell them fuck you and then block and remove you from everything.
N♥iR: He literally just brushed me off all day. He never said he was busy or doing anything important. He doesn't even do anything important, so I knew he wasn't doing anything.
N♥iR: But he never once said he'd rather be alone that day or he's busy.
N♥iR: Instead the only times he'd reply, he'd randomly say some random shit and then go back to pretending I don't exist.
N♥iR: That's cute at first, but it gets super old really fast.
N♥iR: Then when I tell him it pisses me off, he just blocks and removes me. That's so ridiculous.
N♥iR: But no, curly has no fucking spine to tell him to unblock me. Curly asks in the most submissive, softest way possible and of course Yan doesn't listen.
Eon: I thought you two weren't together though
N♥iR: We aren't. That doesn't mean we can't be friends.
N♥iR: Besides, I know he still cares, deep down. He left because of Bullshit, not because of me personally. Yan just threw the baby out with the bathwater.
N♥iR: Because he overreacts horrendously.
N♥iR: He literally told me he'd planned on killing himself just to get away from me. Like I'm some horrible person who somehow enslaved him or something.
N♥iR: All that was was just gross overreaction.
N♥iR: He makes me sound like I was some maniacal tyrant, controlling him and making his life hell.
Eon: Well you did get mad at him for not doing what you wanted, he's under no obligation to talk ifhe's doing other stuff so blowing you off should not upset you like this. He probably was doing something that had him distracted and did not mean anything malicious
N♥iR: Then say it.
N♥iR: Don't just brush someone off all day. Literally. All. Day.
N♥iR: For over 12 hours.
Eon: I do it all the time to lots of people..
N♥iR: Would you understand if someone got upset over it or would you block and remove them off of everything. -_-
Eon: If it were me I'd tell them that I will do what I want and respond when I'm not otherwise engaged
Eon: and then if they keep nagging me about it I might idk
N♥iR: And I wasn't just on and off talking to him. I was actually asking if he'd like to chat and he gave no answer and would just randomly say shit and then go back to ignoring me.
Eon: But, in his case there is a lot of build up to the situation which makes his lack of patience understandable in my mind
N♥iR: Oh, so it's my fault.
N♥iR: I literally told him chatting helps my depression, you're not doing anything, right? Let's chat
N♥iR: I literally said that and he completely ignored it.
N♥iR: I know he isn't doing anything.
Eon: That is so guilt trip though
N♥iR: How the fuck is that even a respectable response?
N♥iR: It's not guilt tripping if it's the truth.
N♥iR: I made a case as to why I'd really like to chat. That's it. He wasn't even doing anything.
Eon: I guess he just didn't want to
N♥iR: The  why not just say it.
N♥iR: This whole time, it's been routine. I'd ask, he'd answer with either a yes or a no.
N♥iR: Every day for the past few weeks. He'd say, no I'd rather be alone today. I'd respond with oh, okay and the only further response would be me asking if things are okay. The  I wouldn't bother him for the rest of the day.
N♥iR: Sorry, but people don't like it when they feel brushed off. Nobody does.
Eon: It sounds like he was actually busy or something
N♥iR: Then why not say it instead of having me sitting there wondering.
N♥iR: Either way, how Yan handled it, not very respectful at all. And. You disrespect to him came from his disrespect toward me.
N♥iR: My*
N♥iR: Stupid autocorrect
N♥iR: Besides, he's done that constantly in the past. It's not that he's busy, he just wants to do what he wants to do, instead of being there for someone who feels lonely or just needs a friend.
N♥iR: Is that really too much to ask for? Is that really guilt tripping? Saying hey, I need a friend right now, mind hanging out?
N♥iR: -_-
Eon: Phrasing it the way you did could make it seem that way, not misleading really but easily misunderstood
N♥iR: Well, that's pretty much what I said. I said I really enjoy his company and having a friend around helps my depression, so mind hanging out?
N♥iR: With no response, or some random phrase
N♥iR: Like at one point all he said was "Kitties everywhere!"
N♥iR: How in the fuck can someone be totally fine with being brushed off like that and like you don't exist is beyond me.
N♥iR: You must have the patience of a saint.
N♥iR: If you could do that.
N♥iR: Either way, Yan had no excuse to just outright block and remove me.
N♥iR: He literally did that after i told him it was selfish and rude of him.
N♥iR: Because it was!
N♥iR: So, it'd be really great if either you or Curly could tell yan to unblock me.
N♥iR: And not make it sound like I'm commanding it.
Eon: Curly hasn't responded yet
N♥iR: I don't even know if Yan would listen to you.
N♥iR: He only listens to Curly, but Curly is too much of a chickenshit to give his opinion.
N♥iR: Seriously, I was totally justified in getting upset. Anyone would.
N♥iR: Unless you have a shit ton of patience.
N♥iR: So, if you'd kindly help me out, that'd be great too.
N♥iR: But I don't think Yan will listen to you.
N♥iR: Unless you like, made it totally clear or something.
N♥iR: I still want to be Yans friend. I still even love him. I think I'll always love him.
N♥iR: I just got upset because of his behavior. He doesn't have to just cut me out like I'm nothing to him.
N♥iR: You at least agree with that, don't you? -_-
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N♥iR: See, I'm okay with you mysteriously vanishing or not replying, because I know it's atypical for you to just outright ignore me, doing something else unimportant
N♥iR: so I know that's not it.
N♥iR: Typically you get up, make breakfast, do your hair or something
N♥iR: or raid or whatever it is in that game
Eon: I was in the bathroom back now
N♥iR: Yeah.
N♥iR: It's atypical for Yan to just mysteriously vanish or ignore me for something else, because I know he's not doing anything.
N♥iR: He's either drawing or watching TV.
N♥iR: curly say anything?
Eon: he said he doesn't want to unblock
N♥iR: Yan or Curly?
Eon: either
N♥iR: They both said they have me blocked?
N♥iR: Wow curly's such a great friend.
N♥iR: Well, try and convince Yan to unblock me, becuase I just want to be his friend. That's it.
N♥iR: He doesn't have to just block and remove me.
N♥iR: That's really mean, especially after I told him that I value him and I enjoy his company a lot.
N♥iR: Just love getting shit on and when I make a mention of it, I just get shit on even more.
N♥iR: Whatever.
N♥iR: Can you try and convince Yan to unblock me?
N♥iR: His response was so unneccessary and was such an overreaction
N♥iR: I still want to be his friend.
Eon: Shit I have to work
N♥iR: Okay, well, I'd really appreciate it if you talked to Yan and tried to convince him
Eon: Alright
N♥iR: Thank you a lot Joey.
N♥iR: I really really appreciate it
N♥iR: I hope you have a great day at work
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N♥iR: Joeeeyyyyyy
N♥iR: are you home from work? o:
Eon: Am now
N♥iR: yay
N♥iR: Curly's finally talking to me.
Eon: what's he saying
N♥iR: About how you and him are frustrated dealing with me. -_-
N♥iR: So I said I'm sorry I expect my friends to help me when I need it
N♥iR: I'd give to all of my friends if they needed it
N♥iR: Are you talking to him over Telegram right now?