Innocence lost

1[17:25] <@SavanahHolland> - Ya I'm starting gosh darn it -
01[17:36] <@SavanahHolland> Elspeth had decided, well, she had decided awhile back, but now it was to the point where she was sure she needed to find out. After talking to Markus, after everyone bugging her about where she had been and her unable to even answer. She was finally done, she had to know once and for all. And who better to go to than Des, the one that can even read surface thoughts without meaning to? She wheels along the hallway, dragging Theo along because older brother moral support is what was also needed just in case it was something awful, which it probably was Elspeth figured.. Her hair tied in a high ponytail, held by a large black bow. Her dress of course matching that theme, simple black dress with straps on the shoulder, the bottom of the dress ending with multiple white ruffles. Elspeth finds Des's dorm room, having been there once afterall, giving it a knock or two.. he had to be around right?
[17:39] <DarnellJermaine> Theodore walks along with her- holding Elspeth's hand tightly. Of course he was there- why wouldn't he be there for his little sister away from home? She seemed distressed and although he didn't know all the details- but that didn't matter. He'd be here- because she needed him. He gave her hand a little squeeze and turned to her, "Are you going to be ok, love?" a warm smile on his face- but his eyes had
[17:39] <DarnellJermaine> a sympathetic, worried look to them.
[17:46] <Desoph> Des opened the door. He was dressed in a dress shirt and jeans today...nothing too fancy, hair still wet from a shower and a neutral expression on his face. "Well...all we need is a live band and a keg. We'd have ourselves a party. Soda or Tea?" He stepped out of the way so they could come inside and he would close the door behind them. His room was barren
[17:46] <Desoph> as...he doesn't stay here anymore...just comes here for family stuff as...Els is a sister, Theo his brother.
01[17:49] <@SavanahHolland> Elspeth felt a bit bad about just kinda randomly showing up, but that happens when you're fed up as Elspeth was, and well, Des had mind powers and all. Elspeth wheels herself in, biting her lower lip as she looks around "Sorryh forh jast randomly showing uhp if youh're busy, tea please." Elspeth says with a nod, looking up at Theo.
[17:54] <Desoph> Des moved to the mini fridge and poured a glass of just the right sweetness tea into a glass. It was his special blend and all store bought so he can recreate anywhere. He poured another glass. He seemed to have the room already set up for something. Like he -knew-. "It is no bother. Something told me to be here. Please makes yourselves comfortable." He
[17:54] <Desoph> hands her the glass as well as Theo before pouring his own and sitting in his reading chair. "Tell me what you need and I will try to see it done."
[17:59] <DarnellJermaine> "Tea, yes" Theo nods with a small smile. "So, I believe Elspeth here wanted to ask you something" he looks to her and squeezes her hand once more, urging her to speak up. (sorry for long wait there are like 80 ppl up in my grill)
01[18:01] <@SavanahHolland> (Don't worry butterbean) Elspeth hadn't answered Theo when he asked her if she was alright when coming in mainly because well, she wasn't too sure how to answer that. She takes a deep breath, thanking Des for the tea and looking at it for a brief moment. "Youh cahn goh into someone's mind, ja? Vell, I vas gohn frohm the school in the past after a failed mission, I dohn't remember anything after zat, I'm missing months ohf mhy own memory.. and I vas vondering if mahybe youh could help me..?"
[18:06] <Desoph> "Short answer...yes. There is a hiccup....we will be open to one another....you will see what is in me and I in you. Everything...more intimate than physical contact allows because we will be inside each other's minds. I have nothing to hide other than my pain. So...if you are comfortable with it...we can start immediately." He said slowly.
[18:08] <DarnellJermaine> "Oi Desoph- be gentle with her. If she asks to stop do it. She's like my little sister alright?" he sits down next to her on a chair, still holding her hand. He turns to her, reaching another hand to pat her on the head, "You sure you wanna go through with this?"
01[18:10] <@SavanahHolland> Elspeth continues to stare down at her tea, thinking heavily on this, yeah she was nervous, especially since Des talked about it being intimate, well, didn't he get all the information from Sebastion's mind? So that'd make them even anyways, hah! Elspeth nods "I vant toh do this, I cahn't just have soh much memory lost, it vas /months/.." she wanted to go through with this, looking up at Des and giving Theo's hand a squeeze "I vant to doh this."
[18:11] <DarnellJermaine> Theo smiles and looks to Desoph. "Alright man, do it. Don't look at anything naughty" a playful wink to try and lighten the mood. He takes a deep breath- ready for if she needed anything.
[18:20] <Desoph> He pulled her chair in front of him so a knee was to each side. He took a deep breath and readied himself as he reached out to take her head in his hands. Thumbs to temples and palms over her ears. "Look into my eyes and focus on your reflection in the rings. I will say a phrasing to trigger memories to establish a hard link so...I will take the backlash."
[18:20] <Desoph> His eyes narrowed drastically so they were complete mirrors. "I remember the clouds in the summer...and how the light kissed my eyes..when I was a child it was always this...a life that I left behind. Remember the dun...remember the rain...they'll never touch me again...tonight." by the end her mind would be his...she could see his agony surround her but not
[18:20] <Desoph> touch her. The sounds of the wounded and dying...the screaming...so much screaming. Gunfire...explosions...isolation...regret. behind it all relentless self control keeping the flow off of her so she wouldn't feel his private hell. His father attempting to murder him...his mother actually shooting him and calling him a freak that should've been aborted...his
[18:20] <Desoph> life on display.
[18:22] <Desoph> He would be rapidly going through her mind to find the deadzone of memory to begin work to unlock it.
01[18:30] <@SavanahHolland> Elspeth takes deep breaths, his hands on her head, it felt odd, she had never done this kind of thing, but she had her mind messed with before of course.. missions that didn't fail of course, ones where Zeke attempted to slit her throat, one where her entire body was consumed with fire only to be forced to heal it with powers she didn't have. She wasn't in the room anymore, she was somewhere else.. Des's mind? So much screaming, her eyes frantic, looking everywhere as if trying to find some calm in the chaos that was Des's mind, there was none was there? There had to be, somewhere, heart racing, breath fast, somewhere there must be calm.. Elspeth's mind was different, Des first entering, all there was was calm, images of Zeke and her in a pool, imagines of her and Sebastion going to a cafe together, just calm. As des rapidly explored it, it quickly changed, the tree of her mind branching into more violent memories and thoughts, Elspeth trying to save a child, only then writhing in agony on the ground covered in burns, remembering a terrified woman shoot a bullet into Elspeth's leg, only to be shot dead in return seconds later. Among those memories were some of the worst in her mind, weaved along with it were also memories of a dead eyed child who was Elspeth, staring at guests as they came into her home, be good, be perfect no matter what, no matter what they said or did, be perfect. It all comes to a halt, as if it were the edge of the world, no memories past a darkened point, Des knew that if he passed through it, it wouldn't only be Elspeth's memories anymore.. it was also something else's, something so alike Elspeth, but not.
[18:33] <DarnellJermaine> Theodore looks worriedly between the two- he wasn't liking how either of them looked right now- all he wanted was to stop it all and give her a big hug, but he knew that this was necessary. He grit his teeth and squeezed her hand, 'come on Elspeth, be ok. Come on love, you're strong!' he thought to himself. Why couldn't he be of more use? Why couldn't he read minds or be a counselor or heal or anything
[18:33] <DarnellJermaine> anyone else could do? He'd give all his powers up to help her stay happy if he could- but alas that's not how these sort of things work. So he sits there, Elspeth in hand, waiting rather impatiently for this process to end.
[18:43] <Desoph> Des stopped and Elspeth could see his mind fragment into eight around her. She saw the eye of the storm...his calm. Sam smiling at him...memories of laying in bed and reading the same book...him taking her breakfast in bed with a tea rose in a bud vase. In his whole existance...that was the only shelter he had ever known...but it disappeared as fast as it
[18:43] <Desoph> came...what is a few weeks of happy memories to 14 years of his life absorbing the memories of thousands of veterans...his fragmented mind pushed through...main focus on Elspeth while three of eight followed the branches towards the 'other'...she would tell he never would stop...ever until he found the truth. That was the core of him...he wouldn't stop. His
[18:43] <Desoph> resolve to do anything to help those he loved was immense...he had a deep sea of emotions behind his wall of control that was reserved for her...Theo...Sam. In the whole world and in his whole life...those three were all he cared about and would burn the world to ash to see them safe and happy...even if it was just him that burned.
01[18:52] <@SavanahHolland> Watching the eye of the storm in Desoph's mind, calmness he had with a girl Elspeth did not know but besides her name, she'd smile if she knew the eye of his storm could last, it wouldn't would it? Elspeth could feel her hair, as if a harsh wind was blowing it one direction, his pain and suffering seemed to keep going, playing in front of Elspeth like some kind of twisted combonation of a movie screening and a horrible nightmare. In the real world Elspeth's body twitching faintly, nails burying themselves into Theo's hand. Desoph steps into the shadows of the mind in Elspeth's mind, the air changing for the boy, everything felt different for reasons he couldn't explain. In the shadows of this devil's mind, Des felt as if he was actually there in body, the ground not solid, slowly his feet sinking into it the smallest bit, as if he was being forced to walk on memory foam, uncomfortable, that odd feeling in the chest you can't shake, like a nightmare where you can barely move. Whispers to Elspeth that Desoph could hear, disembodied voice telling Elspeth to scream, telling Elspeth he didn't belong there, make him leave, repeating over and over, overlapping like a jury, all deciding the fate of someone else who had done no wrong to her besides do what she asked of him.
[18:54] <DarnellJermaine> Theodore watched the mental stalemate between the two- unable to see the inner workings of their mind. He felt so out of place- but damned if he didn't do something. Carefully and gently, he let go of Elspeth's hand and got up to start getting some Tea going- at least he could have something nice prepared for them when they were done. He figured Elspeth would need it.
[19:05] <Desoph> Des ignored the voices to psionically map everything...darkness was nothinh when you lived in a muted twilight. His mind kept branching...chasing voices until he could locate source. No fear...Elspeth slipped into another eye. Dead calm while the storm raged around her...people losing limbs and feeling their pain and sorrow. Des was a harvester of sorrow.
[19:05] <Desoph> The eye she was in was a deathly cold...the mind of a functioning psychopath. He had watched suicides from all angles...war for all angles and he had no pity...remorse...compassion uless -he- chose to. She was above it all now...she could go anywhere she wanted in his mind. He was keeping her safe...from himself. He was relentless but always driving towards
[19:05] <Desoph> unlocking everything...she could see a red line forming and a new pain exploding. He was paying a price for this all.
01[19:13] <@SavanahHolland> Elspeth was terrified in a mind not her own, someone else's mind, someone she was friends with, someone that had experienced the worst. Elspeth doing her best, just trying to chase the calm in his mind, just stay there, she just wanted the screaming in his mind to stop. Desoph in her mind, so much barren mind for him to explore, him to branch out into, the whispers growing louder, becoming distorted as he follows all of them. He can feel clawing at his lower legs, the pitch black floor clawing at them, drawing black blood that soaks into the flooring of her mind. The voices stop abruptly, a source. He could feel the flooring stop, he could move, that feeling in his chest gone, the darkness still around him, but now a sickening calm weighing on his chest. In less than a lone second, he would wonder to himself how Elspeth's landscape of her mind changed without him noticing, no longer in the darkness, but now standing in a uncomfortably small dim litted room, the flooring a stained white tile you'd find in a public bathroom, a drain in the middle of the flooring and a locked metal door in the corner. A small girl curled up in a corner of the room furthest from the door, barely covered with ripped and blood stained clothing, hair tangled, hard to tell where it started or ended, it was hard to tell if the girl was even alive.
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[19:19] <DarnellJermaine> Theodore finished the tea, staring deadpan at the two at this point. Oi...they were taking a while. He walked back over, once more taking Elspeth's hand, but this time he sat right in front of her- between her and Desoph, and sat on the ground, looking up at her. What was going on in that mind of hers...was she ok? God, he hope she was ok. He hung his head down to the ground and closed his eyes.
[19:25] <Desoph> Elspeth would be forced back down...her wish granted and she would be in his memory of a lazy saturday morning just sitting on a couch with Sam against him...his arm around her with his hand resting at her side...he was feeling her heart beat...a sharp pain from him stopping his own heart momentarily to sync his heart to hers...he loved her so much it was
[19:25] <Desoph> heart breaking. She would feel something akin to an iron gate slamming shut behind her...she was safe from the rest of him here.   Des went to the girl and got to his knees before her...his presence wasn't a knight in shining armor...far from. He was just there to help and wouldn't hurt Elspeth at all...the pain from the scratches was compartmentalized and
[19:25] <Desoph> ignored...he would reach out to comfort this poor wounded creature before him. What aura he did have was not of a saint...a dedicated psychotic that would explode into a level of crazy that would turn a foe's nightmare look like a happy place...he had nothing to lose in this and he had zero fucks to give so he would go all out to protect
[19:25] <Desoph> Elspeth...uncorruptible and unrelenting...demons hated him because deep down he was already a prisoner of the demon of Rage...he just doesn't take off the leash much.
[19:26] <Desoph> (Pause...dinner time n fam stuff...post so it be fresh n we can pick up tomorrow? :))
01[19:26] <@SavanahHolland> (aight :3)
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[19:27] <SheepsGoToHeaven> (did I miss anything?)
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01[19:27] <@SavanahHolland> (dont think so, we're pausing)
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Session Close: Wed Jun 15 20:17:25 2016

Session Start: Wed Jun 15 20:17:25 2016
Session Ident: #ElspethMakesBadChoices

Session Start: Thu Jun 16 17:02:36 2016
Session Ident: #ElspethMakesBadChoices
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[17:03] <Desoph> 19:25 <Desoph> Elspeth would be forced back down...her wish granted and she would be in his memory of a lazy saturday morning just sitting on a couch with Sam against him...his arm around her with his hand resting at her side...he was feeling her heart beat...a sharp pain from him stopping his own heart momentarily to sync his heart to hers...he loved her so
[17:03] <Desoph> much it was19:25 <Desoph> heart breaking. She would feel something akin to an iron gate slamming shut behind her...she was safe from the rest of him here. Des went to the girl and got to his knees before her...his presence wasn't a knight in shining armor...far from. He was just there to help and wouldn't hurt Elspeth at all...the pain from the scratches was
[17:03] <Desoph> compartmentalized and19:25 <Desoph> ignored...he would reach out to comfort this poor wounded creature before him. What aura he did have was not of a saint...a dedicated psychotic that would explode into a level of crazy that would turn a foe's nightmare look like a happy place...he had nothing to lose in this and he had zero fucks to give so he would go all
[17:03] <Desoph> out to protect19:25 <Desoph> Elspeth...uncorruptible and unrelenting...demons hated him because deep down he was already a prisoner of the demon of Rage...he just doesn't take off the leash much.
[17:03] <Desoph> Repost))
[17:05] <DarnellJermaine> (you two can continue this scene without me til past the mental part- I'm ma be a bit busy sorting everything out with my run)
[17:07] <Desoph> (No worries)
1[17:09] <SavanahHolland> Elspeth's green eyes stare at him.. rather the girl curled up in the corner of the dim tiled room, it almost wasn't like Elspeth. It was dull, like a doll, something that had no soul, no mind of its own, better of dead if it already wasn't. The door to the cell, large and metal cracking open, a man of shadows walking in, tall, only a shadow of a person, no features to be seen or made out besides height and silloute of his lanky body. He looks over the curled up girl, standing above her and just staring, then slowly leaning in closer, a shadowed hand gripping into Elspeth's hair, pulling hard with the beast that looked so much like Elspeth hardly reacting, an air of annoyance, Elspeth's small body being lifted and slammed against the wall, her head bouncing against the same tiled walls, nothing, no reaction, no wince. A hollow shell.
[17:14] <Desoph> Des lashed out at the shadow. In here...he was not limited by his body...no. He was his mind personified and it was formidable. His will was iron and his drive was primal...he couldn't let this happen, wouldn't let this happen...he would find what was missing in this doll girl...fix it and make her whole if he could but the abuse stops -NOW-. He was an
[17:14] <Desoph> animal trying to stop it and would keep lashing at the darkness until it stopped twitching or he was gone.
01[17:19] <SavanahHolland> Des phases through the behind, through Elspeth, still trapped in the room, this was not something he could effect, not something he could change or even hope to. Rather a distorted memory, playing out just for him, this is what he wanted to see wasn't it? The girl stares with blank green eyes at the man of shadows, pulling and grasping at her hair and scalp, blood dribbling down the side of her face. He leans in, pressing himself against her, whispering many things, none to be understood or meant to. Scratching at her neck, body. Then it was different, the same room, the same people, but different. The wall opposite to the curled up Elspeth was blood mashed against the wall, so much blood and organs, all mashed to a pulp of someone once human, sprayed against the wall, the beast was no longer a doll, it was Elspeth, curled up still in the corner, sobbing, the chest of what little she was wearing exposed, parts of her body shadowed, much like the man was in the scene before.
[17:27] <Desoph> Des went to the bleeding Elspeth...he reached out to comfort but knew not if he could...he would bare witness though so...atleast someone could understand. In this moment he loved Elspeth...not the way Church does ir he does Sam...but as a sister...a true sister. They shared something...agony.
01[17:33] <SavanahHolland> Once more, the room around Desoph changes, not the same area, but perhaps a similar place, Elspeth laying nude on a table that looked like the same that were often in vet offices, meant for animals, cold steel that bit into her back. She lays there, not like a doll as she was, but like Elspeth, scared but slowly growing submissive to this, this place she would die in, this place she'd have to endure for the rest of her natural life. Her light blonde hair sprawled out, mangled and coated with both dried and fresh blood. Her body emaciated, ribs showing, smaller than she certainly was now in the school. Fingernails missing, bloodied scabs on her fingers where they once were.
[17:37] <Desoph> He would have experienced her pain and fear in all these memories and he would absorb it and hold it like a covetous beast...a glutton for punishment. Fuel....for something. Elspeth in his mind would feel outside the happy place he trapped her that he was taking more pain on and...storing it?
01[17:43] <SavanahHolland> Elspeth in his mind just laid there, trying to stay in the calm for as long as she can, but she couldn't. She felt this new pain being stored, and she followed it, she wanted to know what that pain was, where it was going. She had to know, didn't she? The scene for Desoph changes once more, now Elspeth being wheeled along by a girl he had never seen before, multiple students besides her he had never met or seen before. The sound of gun fire, the girl behind Elspeth, the girl pushing her, a bullet into her head, crumbling down into nothingness, one of the students try to stop, only to be shot down, four bullets into this boy's gut. Two other students leave Elspeth and the two others down, running for their lives and not being seen again by Elspeth, the girl stopping where she is, five shots, three missing, one diving into the flesh of her shoulder, the other into her thigh, screaming, being grabbed by so many people, adults she had never met or seen, spitting on her, being dragged by her hair.
[17:53] <Desoph> She followed the pain...raw seething stuff being funneled into a black inchorous mass at the center of him. A mirror eyed shade blocks her path further..."you cannot be allowed near...soon this core of his soul will be a star that burns self sustaining to fuel what he is to be." That is a mass that was pain he absorbed willingly to keep others from feeling
[17:53] <Desoph> it also the pain he felt himself for being an abomination....it made the storm of pain around her seem like a match to a fire. Des in her mind followed the memories now. It was all he could do.
1[18:01] <SavanahHolland> Elspeth's toes curl as she looks at the mass that spoke to her.. she turns back.. she wasn't meant there, Des allowed her into his mind so he could do what she needed.. it wasn't her buinsess.. despite how much she further she wished to look into the twisted mind of Desoph. Elspeth's own mind a visage of complete pain, someone who had always lived her life as the perfect little girl, no opinion on her own life, she was just there, a pretty object her parents showed others, acomplishments that meant nothing, a tutor she loved but in the end knew why he was there. And now this, everything different now, treated like a bug, the bug she started to believe she was, kicked, beaten, touched, prodded as she screamed, a husk as any would become, when pain means nothing, when men staring, coming closer no longer meant anything. In the cell once more, darkness, no light other than the dimness coming in from under the metal door. Elspeth laying on the ground, staring into nothingness as a voice both heard by Des and this husk of Elspeth heard. You cannot die, you cannot like yourself become hollow, you were made to survive, you were made to carry on, you are broken so easily? Do not worry, we all are here for protection, we protection your blood, so you can live, even if it means forever in bondage, it is what we have been meant to do for all of time. Scratches down the girl's legs, blood collectig and flowing down the drain. Elspeth stares at it, and blinks slowly, she smiles in the softest of ways, an off uneasy innocence in chaos that she was trapped in. Yes. She had to survive didn't she? She couldn't alone.. but.. her devils were bound to her for her survival, and they will see that through..
[18:09] <Desoph> "Des will become something wicked...an engine of creation they call it where his soul is from...he won't die because hell doesn't want him...he will be stained by blood enough to drown a nation." Teased the shade...a faint glow...a flash of an archaic symbol resting at what could be almost his heart...if his mind had one. Just above his center. Des in her
[18:09] <Desoph> mind understood and wished he had protection...tears would flow physical and soul from what was done to this girl.
01[18:14] <SavanahHolland> Elspeth stares, she stops backing away, all she can seem to ask whatever being this is that is part of Des is "..vhy?" Why was he so much like that? Just a product of his life? Just born that way? Perhaps both? She was unsure, it was scary, but everything Desoph had had happen to him.. maybe it was no wonder why he would turn out that way? Time passes forward in Elspeth's mind once more. Screaming, she could hear the flames consuming the others like her in their cells, she was waiting, for it to consume her too, the devil inside her, that was now part of her, there to replace all that was broken screaming at her, screaming her to claw at the tiled walls until her nails were bloody, she had to live, but she ignored it. She wouldn't die. Elspeth doesn't die. Like that the door to her cell being kicked open, a team of students older than her, wearing gear, most already holding kids just like her. The smallest one grabbing Elspeth and placing her on his shoulder. Rescue, wasn't it? Was it an end?
[18:24] <Desoph> "He will become what is needed. He had nothing to keep the pieces as they broke. No protection...he was all he had left as the world abandoned him to his silent screams and hollow eyes. He pushes it all here to hide it. He can't speak to anyone...no release...no understanding. He has his mask and smiles for his friends...another mask. Soon he will burn with
[18:24] <Desoph> Rage self sustaining and begin drowning the world with tears and blood as he turns into the monster you all make him...once he tastes blood...he will burn." Des knows too well a rescue is rarely the end of it...the tears flow and he buries a portion of his dorrow to keep from sobbing.
01[18:30] <SavanahHolland> Elspeth felt guilty, perhaps it was because she was, maybe guilty for being his friend, maybe guilty for not letting him confide in her when now she asked something of Desoph that was so hard to do.. she has asked too much of him hasn't she? "Cahn I fix this? Cahn I help him?" she can only ask.. surely there was some kind of way? Desoph in Elspeth's mind could hear it, the screams of children Elspeth's age.. or much younger, screaming in agony in their cells as fire ate them alive, bodies of the enemy that had down this to him, bodies of rescuers and victims like Elspeth littered the hallways, the group running, trying to escape with as many victims as they can, some having to be left behind due to how badly they were already burned, knowing full well they wouldn't survive long enough to be saved. It was an end? The roaring blades of a helicopter, whispers and mumbles of nurses.. then the infirmary, the school infirmary, the floor covered in some of Elspeth's blood, but she was there, safe even..
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[18:38] <Desoph> "You care try to focus him so he doesn't kill innocent people when he breaks. He has will...he has no quit...but eventually he will have no choice but to become a monster...or die. He is too far gone now..." it grinned and shoved her back into the sanctuary and slams the door...hideous laughter fades. Des knew burn victim recovery was hell...tears flowed and
[18:38] <Desoph> a sob slipped out.
[18:41] <Desoph> "Everyone gives up on him and abandons him eventually..." floated back to her through the door.
01[18:44] <SavanahHolland> Elspeth is pushed out, tearing up even more, she couldn't stand by, she didn't want to, she had to help Desoph didn't she? He was her friend, and she was his, she had to help him, even if they weren't as close as others may be.. "I- I von't!" she yells at it, she wouldn't, she couldn't. She'd help him, that's what friends did, that's what friends were, she couldn't do that. He didn't deserve to be abandoned. Elspeth lays in the infirmary, her body small, light burns randomly around her body, bruising, all would be healed with so many healers in the infirmary staff. Days passing, and Elspeth smiled, she could only grin and be like she was before, because she couldn't remember the darkness of her memories, escaping the infirmary like spies with another boy, going to the kitchen and making pancakes. All was normal when she returned, because she didn't know what happened to her. It was over now, Desoph had found what Elspeth had wanted, and his time inside her mind was over.
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[18:54] <Desoph> Des slowly moved from her mind...Elspeth felt his mind shudder a moment and a screaming like metal tearing...he was ripping something from himself...a memory...his one good childhood memory when the only time he made his father proud at a shooting tournament and Des placed third in extreme long range high powered. He tore his father from it....he tore
[18:54] <Desoph> everything out...an image of her replaced...an image of her past...instead of him being hugged by his father...she was hugged by Des and the pride of her instead of the pride at him...pride of who she had become inspite of...pride of having known her at all...that was given to her and he would pull her gently from his mind and put her back...so she could
[18:54] <Desoph> atleast have something good to remember if it all. He then broke the link....she knew now he could remove and rebuild memories at whim....he lowered his hands to his lap. His voice soft and distant. "You have fifteen minutes before I pay for what I have done...I don't want you around to see that happen...if you don't see me tomorrow...send people from the
[18:54] <Desoph> infirmary." Tears streamed from his eyes and he looked like he was going to cry...he maintained eye contact though...his eyes told he was in pain though his face showed nothing.
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01[19:00] <SavanahHolland> It was nice.. and odd warmth despite the horrors in his mind, opening her eyes and staring at him, red and blood shot, tears forming at the corners of her eyes and her body shaking. Hearing him speak, she wondered.. wondered what he found in her mind? She wondered if he knew what she saw in his, all the horrible things, the awful things whatever told her, that he was too far gone to be normal. That was wrong, and Elspeth.. Elspeth had to prove it didn't she. She moves close, moving off her chair and wrapping her arms around him, pulling him close and holding on tight, tears falling down her cheeks. "I dohn't vant toh leave youh.. I'm sorryh, I'm sorryh." she couldn't stop but repeat over and over.. she let him see something awful, part of her that was horrible.. it was the only reason he was crying like this.. it had to be.
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[19:02] <Desoph> He wrapped his arms around her and held her...head buried in her neck and he sobs a bit and holds onto her as if he were going to fall if she let go. "None of it was your fault..." he repeated and over.
[19:03] <DarnellJermaine> Theodore join in their group hug, unsure of what to say or do. He really had no place in this whole affair- he felt helpless, sick, like he wanted to throw up. He couldn't do a damn fucking thing. He just had to sit there and watch- he never wanted to be that helpless again
01[19:05] <SavanahHolland> "I- I" Elspeth sniffled, she shaked her head "V-ve're noht leaving youh alone.. o-ohkay..?" she said to Des, she wouldn't let that happen.. she couldn't let him deal with all this horrible stuff alone.. Elspeth pulling in Theo even more, holding on as tight as she can to both of them.. feeling helpless herself..
[19:08] <Desoph> "You...don't want to see it...it is the price of over extending myself..." he latched onto Theo as well. He slowly composed himself and pushed it all aside but the tears would keep flowing...he couldn't stop because they were from physical pain now.
01[19:12] <SavanahHolland> Elspeth tries to use her hand, wiping his cheeks, the tears away only for them to replaced by more. "I dohn't vant toh leave youh alone.. I- I owe youh that much.. v-ve care abouht youh.. a-alright?" Elspeth says, sniffling.
[19:16] <DarnellJermaine> Theodore offers comfort in the only way a stupid idiot like himself can- he falls asleep, tears still in his eyes, and slowly begins the Resting Regeneration- doing his best to mentally and physically heal the two wrapped around him.
[19:22] <Desoph> He was wrong...he had ten minutes. He rubbed his big lug's back. He gave Elspeth a kiss on her cheek and called her sister. His hands moved to his head and he gasped once...and then he began screaming like a eounded and dying animal. Ten minutes later he stopped trying to take in air from a throat tearing wail and he thankfully passed out...Theo's
[19:22] <Desoph> regeneration would heal his throat. The whole time he was screaming she could almost hear the shade laughing in his agony...
[19:23] <Desoph> (And...I am done til the morning)
01[19:23] <SavanahHolland> Elspeth winces as her ears burn from the sound of him screaming, clinging tightly to theo, the whole experience making her head pound.. it would be fine, wouldn't it?
01[19:23] <SavanahHolland> (bread?)
[19:24] <DarnellJermaine> (sure)
[19:24] <Desoph> -toast-