nal Space: but I'm gonna be realistic
12:46 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: 26 days gone
12:46 PM - ☭ Comrade 'Dog. ☭: Currently Offline
Last Online 26 days ago
12:46 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: i dont think he's coming back
12:46 PM - ☭ Comrade 'Dog. ☭: I'm gonna be
12:46 PM - ☭ Comrade 'Dog. ☭: Optimistic
12:46 PM - ☭ Comrade 'Dog. ☭: As best as I can
12:46 PM - ☭ Comrade 'Dog. ☭: And say
12:46 PM - ☭ Comrade 'Dog. ☭: That he's off on vacation in a hospital
12:47 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: after i went ape shit at him
12:47 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: i apologised to him
12:47 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: and he explained to me
12:47 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: that he had
12:47 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: reoccuring lung cancer
12:47 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: and i was like
12:47 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: "shit..."
12:47 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: and we had
12:47 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: one last
12:47 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: heroes and generals game
12:47 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: playing soviets
12:47 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: and i gave him
12:47 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: my mosin nagant
12:47 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: and he got like
12:47 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: an 11 killstreak
12:47 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: never gonna forget
12:48 PM - ☭ Comrade 'Dog. ☭: Wait
12:48 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: http://steamcommunity.com/sharedfiles/filedetails/?id=741684551
12:48 PM - ☭ Comrade 'Dog. ☭: Hold on
12:48 PM - ☭ Comrade 'Dog. ☭: Vulc
12:48 PM - ☭ Comrade 'Dog. ☭: How long ago was Oct 17?
12:48 PM - ☭ Comrade 'Dog. ☭: Angel VonSloth ‏@_AlphaSloth  Oct 17
@JenBunny_27 They are handling it. The cops were called on her for sending multiple threats over the phone at his house and then attacking.
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12:48 PM - ☭ Comrade 'Dog. ☭: This is from his twitter
12:48 PM - ☭ Comrade 'Dog. ☭: Is Oct 17th 26 days ago?
12:48 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: that
12:49 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: im not sure if her is referring to his girlfriend
12:49 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: but i know she had issues herself
12:49 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: i spoke to her on steam through his account
12:49 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: she seemed alright
12:49 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: but a bit of an attention whore
12:49 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: and no it isnt
12:49 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: thats like
12:49 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: 5 days ago
12:49 PM - ☭ Comrade 'Dog. ☭: . . .
12:49 PM - ☭ Comrade 'Dog. ☭: I'm gonna go positive outlook and say since he's in the hospital he can't get on steam
12:50 PM - ☭ Comrade 'Dog. ☭: ANYWAYS
12:50 PM - ☭ Comrade 'Dog. ☭: Uh
12:50 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: i hope he's beating it then
12:50 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: when i lost my dad it only took 30 hours from diagnosis for cancer to kill him
12:52 PM - ☭ Comrade 'Dog. ☭: Mm. .  My neigbor's daughter died from cancer even though she got chemo and when my parents and I (My brother stayed home like a fucking fat nigger) we arrived to the funeral home where the parents were fighting over who would get her ashes since they planned on cremating her.
12:52 PM - ☭ Comrade 'Dog. ☭: It was a complete shitshow.
12:52 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: planning my dads funeral was a living hell for me and my sister
12:52 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: my dad taught art as im sure you know
12:53 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: so literally
12:53 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: we had about
12:53 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: 400 people
12:53 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: come to his funeral
12:53 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: at bradgate park
12:54 PM - ☭ Comrade 'Dog. ☭: When my grandma died my mom and my aunt had to plan the wake and funeral and I didn't know at the time that she knew EVERYONE and so everyone from my mom's work and relatives from across the country came over.
12:54 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: god
12:55 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: https://i.gyazo.com/20d21285adb934785b7259fe4d479139.png
12:55 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: my sister made this for the funeral
12:56 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: cus she's the artistic one in the family
12:56 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: i cant draw to save my life
12:56 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: got a load of my dads eisels
12:56 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: and fishing gear
12:56 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: around the coffin
12:56 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: and then we got
12:56 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: my dads fishing rod
12:56 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: and his two best mates fishing rods
12:56 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: all next to each other
12:56 PM - ☭ Comrade 'Dog. ☭: Vulc
12:56 PM - ☭ Comrade 'Dog. ☭: Please
12:56 PM - ☭ Comrade 'Dog. ☭: http://i1.kym-cdn.com/photos/images/facebook/000/557/213/f7f.jpeg
12:57 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: it was a good funeral though
12:57 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: the first ever funeral held at bradgate park
12:57 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: and the only one
12:57 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: because of all the charity work my dad did to support the park
12:57 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: they let the funeral be hosted there
12:57 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: and my dad
12:57 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: wasnt religious
12:58 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: my dad lost a lot of family in shitty ways
12:58 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: he used to believe in god
12:58 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: but i remember fondly a few years ago
12:58 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: that he said when he died
12:58 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: and if there was a god
12:58 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: he was gonna give him a peace of his fackin mind
12:58 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: for being such a cunt
12:58 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: word for word that is
12:59 PM - ☭ Comrade 'Dog. ☭: Your father sounded like an amazing person
12:59 PM - ☭ Comrade 'Dog. ☭: But uh
12:59 PM - ☭ Comrade 'Dog. ☭: I remember
12:59 PM - ☭ Comrade 'Dog. ☭: When we were at the funeral
1:00 PM - ☭ Comrade 'Dog. ☭: My cousin went up to the speaker and said word for word "If you asked her to make you hot chocolate, it wasn't about what she put in it, or how she made it, it was that she'd never say no."
1:00 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: fuck
1:00 PM - ☭ Comrade 'Dog. ☭: I remember
1:00 PM - ☭ Comrade 'Dog. ☭: Three years ago
1:00 PM - ☭ Comrade 'Dog. ☭: Sometimes at like
1:00 PM - ☭ Comrade 'Dog. ☭: 2 AM in the night
1:00 PM - ☭ Comrade 'Dog. ☭: We'd get knocks on the door
1:00 PM - ☭ Comrade 'Dog. ☭: From my cousins who said
1:01 PM - ☭ Comrade 'Dog. ☭: "We're here to pickup your grandma! We're going to New York!"
1:01 PM - ☭ Comrade 'Dog. ☭: And my grandma would come down the stairs in a dress and my mom would wake up like "wtf why didnt u tell us"
1:01 PM - ☭ Comrade 'Dog. ☭: And this would happen regularly
1:01 PM - ☭ Comrade 'Dog. ☭: Everyone loved her and
1:02 PM - ☭ Comrade 'Dog. ☭: All the time people would invite her over to their houses
1:02 PM - ☭ Comrade 'Dog. ☭: She kinda held our entire family together
1:02 PM - ☭ Comrade 'Dog. ☭: But afterwards
1:02 PM - ☭ Comrade 'Dog. ☭: My cousins
1:02 PM - ☭ Comrade 'Dog. ☭: Kinda
1:02 PM - ☭ Comrade 'Dog. ☭: Stopped being social
1:02 PM - ☭ Comrade 'Dog. ☭: And the only meetups we ever have now is at my aunt's house for summer, thanksgiving and christmas.
1:07 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space is now Online.
1:07 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: damn
1:07 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: all this shit keeps reminding me of stuff
1:07 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: like
1:07 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: i inherited my dads childhood fishing rod
1:07 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: which was passed down from his dad's dad
1:08 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: and it's an old Cromwell Tank Aerial
1:08 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: made into a fishing rod
1:08 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: from the africa front
1:08 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: in ww2
1:08 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: and it just made me think
1:08 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: how my dad promised my 5 year old nephew
1:08 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: That he'd teach him how to fish
1:08 PM - ☭ Comrade 'Dog. ☭: . .  Fuck
1:08 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: and that's been the hardest part
1:09 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: my sisters kids having to deal with not having grand dad around
1:09 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: i said to my sister that i'd teach Oscar to fish
1:09 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: the oldest
1:09 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: like my dad was going to
1:09 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: before shit went down hill
1:10 PM - ☭ Comrade 'Dog. ☭: It was my birthday and it had just gotten to 10 PM and we blew out the candles in my grandma's room since she lived with us
1:10 PM - ☭ Comrade 'Dog. ☭: And I said we're going fishing tommorow
1:10 PM - ☭ Comrade 'Dog. ☭: And if she wanted to come
1:10 PM - ☭ Comrade 'Dog. ☭: And she said sure like she always did
1:10 PM - ☭ Comrade 'Dog. ☭: And then I wake up the next morning
1:10 PM - ☭ Comrade 'Dog. ☭: To hear my mom calling 911
1:10 PM - ☭ Comrade 'Dog. ☭: And since she lived one room opposite to my room
1:11 PM - ☭ Comrade 'Dog. ☭: With the door open
1:11 PM - ☭ Comrade 'Dog. ☭: I saw my dad performing CPR on her saying that she wasn't breathing
1:11 PM - ☭ Comrade 'Dog. ☭: And I just
1:11 PM - ☭ Comrade 'Dog. ☭: Sat there
1:11 PM - ☭ Comrade 'Dog. ☭: Watching
1:11 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: fuck man
1:11 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: how old were you?
1:11 PM - ☭ Comrade 'Dog. ☭: 13.
1:11 PM - ☭ Comrade 'Dog. ☭: It's been two years since and everyday
1:12 PM - ☭ Comrade 'Dog. ☭: The day after my birthday
1:12 PM - ☭ Comrade 'Dog. ☭: I go over to my grandma's room
1:12 PM - ☭ Comrade 'Dog. ☭: We haven't touched a thing in it
1:12 PM - ☭ Comrade 'Dog. ☭: Everything that was there they day it happened
1:12 PM - ☭ Comrade 'Dog. ☭: It still is there
1:12 PM - ☭ Comrade 'Dog. ☭: And I just go to her room
1:12 PM - ☭ Comrade 'Dog. ☭: And sit down
1:12 PM - ☭ Comrade 'Dog. ☭: And cry
1:12 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: that's tough to deal with man
1:13 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: I feel for you
1:13 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: my mum had it bad when my dad died
1:13 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: because it was on the 21st of august he passed
1:13 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: and my mums birthday is on the 20th
1:13 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: she spent all day in hospital
1:13 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: and my dad kept telling her that he wouldn't die on her birthday
1:13 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: and that they'd have a glass of champagne to celebrate
1:13 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: and he kept to his word
1:14 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: and me and my brother in law snuck a bottle and two glasses into the ward
1:14 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: and they sat and cuddled over a glass of champagne
1:14 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: and he did keep his word
1:14 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: because he held on until after midnight
1:14 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: before he finally passed
1:14 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: so she wouldnt have to live with the pain of him dying on her birthday
1:15 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: considering she lost her dad on the 25th of december
1:16 PM - ☭ Comrade 'Dog. ☭: When we were all at the funeral home for my grandmother's wake everyone asked me if I was okay and I said "yeah" and then they'd always move on to talk to someone else
1:16 PM - ☭ Comrade 'Dog. ☭: But in reality
1:16 PM - ☭ Comrade 'Dog. ☭: I wasn't okay
1:16 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: i know that feeling
1:17 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: like when everyone was saying to me that "You're strong just like your dad"
1:17 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: but the reality was brutal
1:17 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: because my dad wasnt strong
1:17 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: not mentally at least
1:17 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: his depression killed him
1:17 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: not cancer
1:19 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: https://youtu.be/mrojrDCI02k?t=72
1:19 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: this song
1:19 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: ill never remember it the same way
1:19 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: it was my dads favourite song to listen to in the house when i was younger
1:19 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: he'd sit in his office blasting it so the whole street could hear
1:19 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: sipping his beer
1:20 PM - ☭ Comrade 'Dog. ☭: Classy.
1:20 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: and waiting for the takeaway to arrive that he bought us
1:20 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: but this song was played when the curtains were closed on his coffin in the crematorium
1:20 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: and it destroyed me
1:21 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: Life's a bitch ain't it?
1:21 PM - ☭ Comrade 'Dog. ☭: Mhhm.
1:22 PM - ☭ Comrade 'Dog. ☭: The only good thing about that day when we went out for the funeral was that it was a gorgeous day.
1:22 PM - ☭ Comrade 'Dog. ☭: Then they cremated her.
1:22 PM - ☭ Comrade 'Dog. ☭: And my mom and aunt split the ashes.
1:23 PM - ☭ Comrade 'Dog. ☭: The majority of them are in her room, then my aunt got some
1:23 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: https://i.gyazo.com/c5220839bbea850ab0ef6b486ce08ae3.jpg
1:23 PM - ☭ Comrade 'Dog. ☭: And then the rest were mixed in with my grandfather's ashes that I believe my aunt has.
1:23 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: ive still got the funeral photo's on my computer
1:24 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: it was a good day for us as well in terms of weather i guess
1:24 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: started of cloudy
1:24 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: but when we arrived the clouds parted with blue sky
1:24 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: almost out of a storybook
1:25 PM - ☭ Comrade 'Dog. ☭: The thing that hits the hardest is that in school we write journal entries of basic things like "What was the worst day of your life and would you like to forget it?"
1:25 PM - ☭ Comrade 'Dog. ☭: And while everyone wrote about breaking a bone or losing something
1:25 PM - ☭ Comrade 'Dog. ☭: I wrote about my grandma
1:25 PM - ☭ Comrade 'Dog. ☭: And the teacher made us read our journals outloud
1:25 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: shit
1:25 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: thats evil
1:25 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: no one should be forced to share something like that
1:26 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: id of fucking gone mad
1:26 PM - ☭ Comrade 'Dog. ☭: And halfway through I had to leave the classroom and the teacher asked if I was alright and I said "yeah, i'm ok" with tears in my eyes
1:26 PM - ☭ Comrade 'Dog. ☭: And I had to keep reading
1:26 PM - ☭ Comrade 'Dog. ☭: Infront of everyone else
1:26 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: what the fuck is that supposed to teach?
1:26 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: stupid fucking idiots
1:27 PM - ☭ Comrade 'Dog. ☭: It hurts the most because nobody in my class would know her or what she did or who she was
1:27 PM - ☭ Comrade 'Dog. ☭: And my teacher gave me a C in my journal for that day because it was too sad.
1:27 PM - ☭ Comrade 'Dog. ☭: And she didn't like that it involved death.
1:28 PM - ☭ Comrade 'Dog. ☭: And when I went home that day after school
1:28 PM - ☭ Comrade 'Dog. ☭: When my dad left to pick up my mom
1:28 PM - ☭ Comrade 'Dog. ☭: And my brother went out with his circlejerking nigger friends
1:28 PM - ☭ Comrade 'Dog. ☭: I threw a tantrum
1:28 PM - ☭ Comrade 'Dog. ☭: In the privacy of my own home
1:28 PM - ☭ Comrade 'Dog. ☭: With noone around
1:28 PM - ☭ Comrade 'Dog. ☭: I went up to my grandma's dust covered bed
1:28 PM - ☭ Comrade 'Dog. ☭: And cried
1:29 PM - ☭ Comrade 'Dog. ☭: On her dust covered pillows
1:29 PM - ☭ Comrade 'Dog. ☭: That she had slept on
1:29 PM - ☭ Comrade 'Dog. ☭: I want her back so bad.
1:29 PM - ☭ Comrade 'Dog. ☭: I miss her so much.
1:31 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: I'm sorry rob. i don't even know what to say
1:35 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: i remember talking to my dad on his death bed
1:35 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: well not so much remember
1:35 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: more like haunts me
1:36 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: but i remember when he reached out to hold my hand we had planned a few weeks ago
1:36 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: to cut the front hedge at my mum and dads house
1:36 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: which had grown pretty tall
1:36 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: and he was determined to get it done
1:36 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: but i remember losing all hope at that moment
1:36 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: when my dad said to me "Looks like you might have to do that hedge on your own."
1:38 PM - ☭ Comrade 'Dog. ☭: I had to get some tissues to wipe the tears off my desk, back.
1:38 PM - ☭ Comrade 'Dog. ☭: I remember
1:38 PM - ☭ Comrade 'Dog. ☭: Three years ago
1:38 PM - ☭ Comrade 'Dog. ☭: I had failed two classes and had to do summerschool
1:39 PM - ☭ Comrade 'Dog. ☭: And my grandma paid for them
1:39 PM - ☭ Comrade 'Dog. ☭: And we got the results on whether I was moving up or staying back on my birthday I believe
1:39 PM - ☭ Comrade 'Dog. ☭: And I had managed to pass
1:39 PM - ☭ Comrade 'Dog. ☭: And my grandma said to me
1:39 PM - ☭ Comrade 'Dog. ☭: "It doesn't matter how you do something, as long as you succeed."
1:40 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: im not usually one to cry or get all sentimental
1:40 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: but im fucked up right now
1:40 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: im so sorry rob
1:40 PM - ☭ Comrade 'Dog. ☭: She was there for more of my childhood than my parents sometimes
1:40 PM - ☭ Comrade 'Dog. ☭: When I got home from school
1:41 PM - ☭ Comrade 'Dog. ☭: Instead of going on the computer
1:41 PM - ☭ Comrade 'Dog. ☭: I'd sit in her room
1:41 PM - ☭ Comrade 'Dog. ☭: And watch the news with her
1:41 PM - ☭ Comrade 'Dog. ☭: Even though I wasn't interested
1:41 PM - ☭ Comrade 'Dog. ☭: But because she was there
1:41 PM - ☭ Comrade 'Dog. ☭: She always made it interesting
1:41 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: i know that feeling
1:41 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: i used to do everything with my dad
1:41 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: he always used to call me "the kid"
1:42 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: when i used to knock off from work id go around to my mum and dads
1:42 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: and have dinner with them
1:42 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: id help my dad do the gardening on my off days
1:42 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: or we'd simply go pub together
1:42 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: but ultimately with my dad gone ive just felt isolated from all that
1:43 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: the company that i took for granted that i didnt realize i valued so much
1:43 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: i live on my own, my family are dicks, my sister and mum live really far away
1:43 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: my friends all have girlfriends or their own families to worry about
1:43 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: my mum can't even drive
1:44 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: and my dad would always make an effort to visit me and my sister
1:44 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: and its guilt i feel as well
1:44 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: i feel so angry with myself
1:44 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: for those times we'd go to the pub
1:44 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: and for everything fucking drink i bought him
1:44 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: because his depression and addiction to alcohol because of his depression gave him liver cancer
1:44 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: but i kept telling myself "my dad won't get cancer"
1:45 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: and now he's gone
1:45 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: and he won't ever get to know the grandkids that he might of had
1:46 PM - ☭ Comrade 'Dog. ☭: I think the worst regret I've ever had wasn't not going somewhere with someone or doing something, but on my birthday the day before she passed when I asked her if she wanted to go fishing with us
1:46 PM - ☭ Comrade 'Dog. ☭: I was in such a hurry
1:46 PM - ☭ Comrade 'Dog. ☭: To do something
1:46 PM - ☭ Comrade 'Dog. ☭: I forgot to hug her and give her a kiss
1:46 PM - ☭ Comrade 'Dog. ☭: Like I normally do
1:46 PM - ☭ Comrade 'Dog. ☭: And so I'd give her twice as many the next day
1:46 PM - ☭ Comrade 'Dog. ☭: And
1:46 PM - ☭ Comrade 'Dog. ☭: I never got to do that.
1:46 PM - ☭ Comrade 'Dog. ☭: Actually,
1:46 PM - ☭ Comrade 'Dog. ☭: I did.
1:47 PM - ☭ Comrade 'Dog. ☭: At the funeral home.
1:47 PM - ☭ Comrade 'Dog. ☭: But it wasn't the same.
1:47 PM - ☭ Comrade 'Dog. ☭: Because she didn't smile back.
1:48 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: stuff like this
1:48 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: just makes me angry at life
1:48 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: like its almost past the point of sad
1:48 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: and it makes me angry
1:49 PM - ☭ Comrade 'Dog. ☭: Recently my school made me take a psychiatric exam and the person said to me "Do you have thoughts of suicide?" and I said "no." because I don't, but I just want to lay down and die.
1:50 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: i dont have any intention of killing myself
1:50 PM - ☭ Comrade 'Dog. ☭: Neither do I.
1:50 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: because ultimately it would just put the people who love me through grief that i've been through
1:50 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: i couldn't bare to put my sister and my mother through something like that
1:50 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: knowing i had the power to prevent it
1:52 PM - ☭ Comrade 'Dog. ☭: Do you want to take a break and play Coh2?
1:52 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: yeah
Saturday, October 22, 2016
1:54 PM - ☭ Comrade 'Dog. ☭: You got the inv?
1:55 PM - ☕ His Majesty's Personal Space: yeah was just getting a drink
1:55 PM - ☭ Comrade 'Dog. ☭: K.
1:56 PM - ☭ Comrade 'Dog. ☭: Inv me 2 chat?
1:56 PM - ☭ Comrade 'Dog. ☭: It bugged out