Bonding With My Brother

After watching porn, he crawled into bed with me. He was rock hard and he pressed it against me. He shuffled to get closer to me, he touched it to my ass, rubbing my ass. He moved me and moved himself lower to have his cock against my taint, going toward my pussy. His cock rubbed my pussy and pushed into my pubescent juices through my panties. He didn’t go into them… yet. He got me so wet, I was thrusting my hips, rubbing his cock between my thighs
A few years later we shared a bed. I woke up at midnight to find him wanking. He asked me if I knew what it was. I lied a little and said yes. We watched a movie of a man thrusting into a girl’s tits. Blushing, I pretended not to be interested. I rolled over and closed my eyes. I was pretending to be asleep when he climbed on top of me. He pulled my panties down and lifted my shirt. His tongue rolled over my small nipples. He handled my breasts roughly. Shifting loudly, he pulled his half hard dick up to my mouth. I wasn’t prepared for that. Not sure how to respond like a sleeping person, I yawned. He must’ve gotten startled and thought I was waking up because he quickly and sloppily pulled my panties up. I was upset that I might’ve ruined my chances. I had his dick on my lips and I wanted more.
I rolled over and moaned sleepily. Encouraged that I was asleep, he once again he took my panties off, only this time it was for a reason. He took his half hard cock and tried penetrating me. I was a virgin, though, and my hymn wasn’t going to let something so soft inside me. He pushed as far as he could only to end up pushing his penis flat against my pussy. He gave up down there and went for my mouth again. I didn’t yawn this time. I separated my teeth behind my closed lips and let him in. I didn’t want to move my tongue too much, but I needed his taste. His cock only managed to be and stay half hard, though. Precum leaked from his young cock and he put it near my pussy. I rolled over again to feel the stickiness and sliminess around the soft hairless lips. He pulled my panties up and laid down next to me. Shortly after I pretended to just wake up. I hurriedly waddled into the bathroom making sure not to rub his juice into the panties and off of me. I needed to see what precum looked like. I had to.
Leaning against the counter, I dropped my loose, wet panties. I rubbed it into my pussy. Feeling around the wet pinkness, I found a tiny, warm hole. I could have never fit my finger in there so eagerly, I explored more downward. My tiny finger slipped right in. Warm, smooth, squishy walls started to squeezed on the knuckles of my finger as I pushed my hand against it as much as I could. It was so cavernous inside. It felt perfect for his cock. I imagined what it’d be like if he could have gotten his teenage cock inside me. I found my hands had naturally started rubbing the knob on the outside. It got bigger and harder and I got even wetter. I started to unwillingly let moans escape from me. I stopped. Breathing heavily and erratically, I humped my hand quickly before I had to stop myself.
I crawled, shaking and hot breathed, into bed next to him. I woke up with him holding me. I still wonder if he ever knew that I wasn’t asleep and that I wanted more of his yummy precum. No, I wanted his cum.