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I don't want to be bad

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  1. >Mommy is sleeping.
  2. >It's good that mommy is sleeping, it means she can't get mad at you.
  3. >And if she can't get mad she doesn't have to discipline you.
  4. >But it's not bad, she only gets mad when you mess up.
  5. >But you mess up a lot.
  6. >You're never fast enough.
  7. >Or smart enough.
  8. >So very clumsy with your tiny hooves.
  9.  
  10. >Mommy is good, so she only gets mad when you're bad.
  11. >Sometimes you'll look up from reading and see her.
  12. >She's angry at you.
  13. >You don't know what you did.
  14. >But you must have been bad.
  15.  
  16. >Sometimes when you turn around you'll see mommy staring at you with tears in her eyes.
  17. >When she notices you looking she always leaves the room.
  18. >You made Mommy cry.
  19. >It makes you feel terrible.
  20. >Making Mommy sad is worse than making Mommy mad.
  21. >It means you hurt Mommy, and that's the worst bad of all.
  22. >But Mommy won't punish you for it.
  23. >You've found a way to punish yourself.
  24.  
  25. >You landed wrong again.
  26. >It hurt a lot.
  27. >You stand unsteadily and begin going back up the stairs.
  28. >You need to learn how to stop being bad.
  29. >You don't want Mommy to be sad.
  30. >Why can't you stop being bad?
  31.  
  32. >Mommy left.
  33. >You don't know where.
  34. >But she'll be back.
  35. >You made her sad again yesterday.
  36. >You broke a plate.
  37. >Again.
  38. >At first she was mad.
  39. >But then she stopped.
  40. >And just stared at you.
  41. >You saw tears in her eyes before she turned around and left the room.
  42. >You were bad.
  43.  
  44. >You're at the top of the stairs.
  45. >Frowning.
  46. >You weren't falling right.
  47. >You kept catching yourself.
  48. >It wasn't punishment if you weren't punished.
  49. >You take a deep breath.
  50. >You'll learn your lesson this time.
  51. >You'll stop being bad.
  52. >You turn as you fall.
  53.  
  54. >You wake up.
  55. >You're on the floor.
  56. >Everything hurts.
  57. >You try to move but nothing works right.
  58. >It just makes it hurt worse.
  59. >Your mouth tastes bad.
  60. >Maybe you should just rest here.
  61.  
  62. >You hear a door open.
  63. >You try to get up, but give up quickly.
  64. >"Hello! Greenie dear? Twilight asked me to check in on you"
  65. >You weren't greeting a guest.
  66. >You were being bad again.
  67. >You hear hoofsteps get closer.
  68. >"Greenie? Hello... oh Celestia!"
  69. >You try to respond but only a gurgle comes out.
  70. >You feel the pinprick of magic all over your body.
  71. >As soon as you're moved everything becomes pain.
  72.  
  73. -----
  74.  
  75. >Rarity sat next to a bed in Ponyville Hospital, crocheting a little hat.
  76. >It was the perfect shade of green to match little Greenie's coat.
  77. >She was worried that Greenie hadn't woken up yet, but the doctors said she was going to be fine.
  78. >She was thankful she had been able to get Greenie to the hospital in time.
  79. >Finding her like she did... well, it was just good she was able to get help in time.
  80.  
  81. >Movement from the bed caught her eye
  82. >Greenie was sitting up and rubbing her eyes.
  83. >Rarity almost squealed in delight.
  84. >"Are you feeling alright dear?"
  85. >The little filly mumbled something and looked around at the room in confusion.
  86. >"You're in the hospital dear. You had a bad fall."
  87. >Rarity stood up and smiled, setting her crocheting down.
  88.  
  89. -----
  90.  
  91. >Nonono
  92. >You looked around rapidly.
  93. "I shouldn't be here."
  94. >Miss Rarity is getting closer.
  95. >"What do you mea-"
  96. "This is bad"
  97. >You didn't get permission to leave home.
  98. "I'm being bad"
  99. >How long were you gone?
  100. "Nonono"
  101. "This is wrong"
  102. >How long had you been bad?
  103. "Mommy will be mad"
  104. >"I'm sure Twilight will unders-"
  105. "I'm going to get punished."
  106. >You push back up against the headboard.
  107. >Your breaths aren't come fast enough.
  108. >You aren't getting enough air.
  109. >Everything is wrong.
  110. >Mommy will be mad.
  111.  
  112. >A warmth presses against the side of your body.
  113. >"It's alright dear, I'll explain everything to Twilight and it will be just fine"
  114. >"Now, what ever do you mean by punished?"
  115. >She didn't understand
  116. >She was going to keep you here.
  117. >She was going to keep you being bad.
  118. "I don't want to be bad!"
  119. >You struggle to get out of her hug.
  120. >"Green please calm down!"
  121. >A bite convinces her to let go.
  122. >You jump off the bed and run through the door, dodging between orderlies and carts.
  123.  
  124. >"Come on, it's time to go"
  125. >"But what if she comes back?"
  126. >"Then we'll find her tomorrow. You've been up since yesterday, let others search."
  127. >"... I suppose... I can't believe Tw..."
  128. >You listened intently as their voices faded.
  129. >You didn't greet guests again.
  130. >But they wanted to take you away.
  131. >And you weren't allowed to leave without permission.
  132. >You were being bad again.
  133.  
  134. >You stand up and limp out of your hiding spot.
  135. >Why wasn't Mommy back?
  136. >It had been two days
  137. >She had never been gone that long.
  138. >Is it because you were bad?
  139. >You punished yourself several times.
  140. >But it wasn't enough.
  141. >Mommy still wasn't back.
  142. >You weren't good enough.
  143. >You need to be better.
  144.  
  145. >You're at the top of the stairs.
  146. >Frowning.
  147. >You had been bad.
  148. >Worse than ever before.
  149. >That's why Mommy wasn't here.
  150. >It was your fault.
  151. >You turn and limp down the hallway.
  152.  
  153. >You loved the balcony.
  154. >Though you were never allowed on it.
  155. >The sky always looked pretty from it.
  156. >There was always a nice breeze.
  157. >Too nice for a bad filly.
  158. >But it was necessary.
  159.  
  160. >You push a stool outside.
  161. >You're careful not to scuff the floor.
  162. >You hop up gingerly and look out, smiling.
  163. >It was obvious now why Mommy hadn't come back.
  164. >You had been very bad.
  165. >But kept using the same punishment as always.
  166. >You just weren't doing good enough.
  167. >But you'd do good enough now.
  168. >You'd make Mommy happy.
  169. >You hear a shout but you ignore it.
  170. >You were going to stop being bad.
  171. >You throw yourself forward.
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