Questions

Answer honestly, okay? I'm going to try to group things together and make more sense of the questions.
=====Pure curiosity questions=====
What is inc 20?

Why exactly did you change names on PS?

What was Lila the fairy dog for & why don't you use it anymore?

Also, you said Xylina Chari was your OC. OC for?

Are you having fun in overwatch? I can't play it but it looks awesome.

Atsumiboo or Atsumyboo? I won't get to use these, but again, just curious.

You said you could always use Skype at school, so why did we have to use that one website?
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=====Things relating to Izac=====
The Izac guy is your boyfriend/doesn't have a girlfriend, right? (it's okay, I'm genuinely happy for you. ^.^)

Your Skype avatar is for him too, right? And he has Kirito? (It is a pretty cute gesture.)

Did my compliments ever make you feel a bit better? They really are true, and I hope this Izac guy does the same, no, I want him to do better.

Tell me about this Izac guy? I'd just like to know that he isn't going to be a failure like I was. I don't like thinking I'm a failure, but it's kinda hard not to.
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=====Relating to when we were together=====
Why was it so hard for us to talk? I wish so badly we would have just talked more..

How come you talked to DH and spent so much more time with him than me? (This hurt me a lot.)

No but really, why spend all your time with DH? (Look it REALLY hurt me >_>)

Why did you so rarely say good night or good morning? (This is yet another thing that hurt, but I'd never let you know that while we were together.)

Why did you never message me first? (This hurt pretty badly too >.< I hurt over things like this.)
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======Things relating to you/your feelings======
Why did you say you hated yourself when you forgot my birthday? Also please don't hate yourself, you're AMAZING. You are.

Do you see the girl I see, the one that you are? Y'know, the kind, sweet, amazing, beautiful, caring, understanding, loveable girl? (You're so much more than this, I'm just simplifying. ^^)

Outside of dealing with me, are you happy?

Are you still scared of thunderstorms?

Do you ever bad talk me to DH or anyone..

Do you think I'm a bad person/boyfriend?
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=======Things relating to me=======
Is it bad that ever since you said "Let's make this simple" I could feel my heartbeat? Like really, it's just pounding 24/7. @.@

What's it like to have so many people say happy birthday to you and care about you? I mean, I get like 2 "Happy Birthday"'s a year, and I don't have many friends/people that care about me. What's it like to be on the other side of this?

Did you go through my pastebin?

Is it okay that I'm so terrified for this upcoming birthday? Don't pity me, but I'm so horrified to the point where my stomach is in actual physical pain, my heart is just constantly pounding, and that I'm so anxiety filled that I can't even play league or do many things. It really sucks, but I can't help it. ewe

Do you believe me when I say I'm getting better and things are going up? Cause they are. n.n (http://prntscr.com/broe3k - email from therapist)

Did I ever make you cry?

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Really though, I'm better, I'm doing so much better. A few tragic events happened so far this month and it messed with my BPD, could you forgive me for the other day? Things WILL be alright if we stay friends. I just want to be me again, to be happy, and to be friends with you.

Also, you make a pastebin too. You ask questions. You have a right to answers, and I'll answer everything honestly. I have more questions, but I want to save the harder ones for tomorrow, and the ones I'm mortified of asking on my birthday.