That moment you realize that everything was a lie…  That when things got hard or got scary or when someone says something that makes you really question it all you turn your back and walk away without even trying to figure out if it is really true. I thought you loved me… I believed you when you said you did. But I guess I was wrong to believe that… Wrong to think you were a person who would actually talk to me and communicate with me first… I still love you… I probably always will and if you are “Checking up on me” then I hope you know I want to forget you. I want my memory to erase you and everything you did in my life. Because I don’t want to remember your kisses, your hugs, and you looking in my eyes and telling me how much you love me. I don’t want it anymore. I don’t want to keep missing you… I don’t want this ache in my heart that makes me want to puke every day. I just want you to listen and talk to me. But I know you wont so I want to forget. I hope you are happy with your life and the things you do in it. I’m sorry for ever hurting you. Goodbye I guess. It is time for me to forget… forget you too, forget you more, forget you most, and forget you forever and always.