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  1. Ryan Remedy, [31.12.15 16:18]
  2. yeah but if ive been doing this for so long
  3.  
  4. Unknown, [31.12.15 16:32]
  5. ?
  6.  
  7. Ryan Remedy, [31.12.15 16:36]
  8. like what if im just fucked up this way
  9.  
  10. Ryan Remedy, [31.12.15 16:36]
  11. then what
  12.  
  13. Unknown, [31.12.15 16:37]
  14. are you saying you dont want to try to fix it
  15.  
  16. Ryan Remedy, [31.12.15 16:37]
  17. no
  18.  
  19. Ryan Remedy, [31.12.15 16:38]
  20. im saying what if i try and cant
  21.  
  22. Unknown, [31.12.15 16:52]
  23. if you want to do it then you will
  24.  
  25. Unknown, [31.12.15 16:52]
  26. youre fucking scaring me right niw
  27.  
  28. Ryan Remedy, [31.12.15 16:52]
  29. what
  30.  
  31. Ryan Remedy, [31.12.15 16:52]
  32. how
  33.  
  34. Ryan Remedy, [31.12.15 16:53]
  35. ...
  36.  
  37. Unknown, [31.12.15 16:54]
  38. youre talking like its not gonna happen
  39.  
  40. Unknown, [31.12.15 16:54]
  41. like youre gonna try for a week and then give up on it
  42.  
  43. Ryan Remedy, [31.12.15 16:54]
  44. hah
  45.  
  46. Ryan Remedy, [31.12.15 16:54]
  47. so you noticed thats a pattern with me huh :^)
  48.  
  49. Unknown, [31.12.15 16:55]
  50. look i need you to try to fix it
  51.  
  52. Ryan Remedy, [31.12.15 16:56]
  53. its harder to be fucking motivated when i keep fucking being told that we cant be together
  54.  
  55. Ryan Remedy, [31.12.15 16:56]
  56. and
  57.  
  58. Ryan Remedy, [31.12.15 16:56]
  59. and you know what
  60.  
  61. Ryan Remedy, [31.12.15 16:56]
  62. you tell me that im scaring the shit out of you RIGHT NOW
  63.  
  64. Ryan Remedy, [31.12.15 16:56]
  65. how the fuck do you think i feel
  66.  
  67. Ryan Remedy, [31.12.15 16:56]
  68. i have felt for the past few months
  69.  
  70. Unknown, [31.12.15 16:56]
  71. i know but so have i ?
  72.  
  73. Ryan Remedy, [31.12.15 16:56]
  74. you went from "oh youre perfect ill be 100% with you no matter what"
  75.  
  76. Ryan Remedy, [31.12.15 16:56]
  77. to "you'll do x and y because you have to! don't worry!"
  78.  
  79. Unknown, [31.12.15 16:57]
  80. like if you cant do this then i cant be with you like i love you more than anything but i cant feel like i dont even fucking matter to you
  81.  
  82. Ryan Remedy, [31.12.15 16:58]
  83. . . .
  84.  
  85. Unknown, [31.12.15 17:00]
  86. look im sorry
  87.  
  88. Unknown, [31.12.15 17:00]
  89. i am
  90.  
  91. Unknown, [31.12.15 17:00]
  92. i want us to be together
  93.  
  94. Unknown, [31.12.15 17:00]
  95. i love you
  96.  
  97. Unknown, [31.12.15 17:01]
  98. but you say you love me and then act another way
  99.  
  100. Unknown, [31.12.15 17:01]
  101. it hurts
  102.  
  103. Unknown, [31.12.15 17:01]
  104. if im doing some shit that bothers you i expect you to tell me
  105.  
  106. Unknown, [31.12.15 17:01]
  107. and i will try to fix it
  108.  
  109. Unknown, [31.12.15 17:01]
  110. i cant handle feeling like this anymore
  111.  
  112. Unknown, [31.12.15 17:02]
  113. i was hoping if i told you that you were being distant then youd try to fix it without me having to give you ideas on what to do differently
  114.  
  115. Unknown, [31.12.15 17:02]
  116. but you keep doing the same thing youve been doing
  117.  
  118. Unknown, [31.12.15 17:02]
  119. and its taking a big toll on me
  120.  
  121. Unknown, [31.12.15 17:03]
  122. i want us to work more than anything
  123.  
  124. Unknown, [31.12.15 17:03]
  125. but we have to actually work
  126.  
  127. Unknown, [31.12.15 17:03]
  128. because just saying its fine isnt doing anything
  129.  
  130. Unknown, [31.12.15 17:03]
  131. it bothered me before when we were dating but i was too afraid to say anything
  132.  
  133. Unknown, [31.12.15 17:03]
  134. i tried to deal but i just cant take it anymore
  135.  
  136. ---
  137.  
  138. Unknown, [31.12.15 17:11]
  139. i dont fucking want to leave even if you are a total screwup
  140.  
  141. Unknown, [31.12.15 17:11]
  142. im just saying youre not trying
  143.  
  144. Unknown, [31.12.15 17:11]
  145. at all
  146.  
  147. Unknown, [31.12.15 17:11]
  148. and you need to because im completely spent and i need to feel like i matter to you
  149.  
  150. Unknown, [31.12.15 17:12]
  151. i expect you to make mistakes and hurt me and shit
  152.  
  153. Unknown, [31.12.15 17:12]
  154. im not stupid
  155.  
  156. Unknown, [31.12.15 17:12]
  157. but i do expect you to put forth some effort for me
  158.  
  159. Unknown, [31.12.15 17:13]
  160. im not just going to hang around and let you act like now that youve got me you can do whatever the fuck you want to me with no consequences or reactions or feelings or anything
  161.  
  162. Ryan Remedy, [31.12.15 17:13]
  163. ...
  164.  
  165. Ryan Remedy, [31.12.15 17:13]
  166. i understood everything you were saying completely until that
  167.  
  168. Ryan Remedy, [31.12.15 17:14]
  169. you...
  170.  
  171. Ryan Remedy, [31.12.15 17:14]
  172. youre making me sound like
  173.  
  174. Ryan Remedy, [31.12.15 17:14]
  175. someone im not
  176.  
  177. Unknown, [31.12.15 17:14]
  178. i am not in any way suggesting that that is what you are doing
  179.  
  180. Unknown, [31.12.15 17:14]
  181. i am saying if you dont bother to try to make me feel like you love me then that is what youre dojng
  182.  
  183. Unknown, [31.12.15 17:15]
  184. know that i have told you how i feel about it
  185.  
  186. Unknown, [31.12.15 17:15]
  187. directly
  188.  
  189. Ryan Remedy, [31.12.15 17:19]
  190. im just
  191.  
  192. Ryan Remedy, [31.12.15 17:19]
  193. i cant even think about how to approach this rn
  194.  
  195. Ryan Remedy, [31.12.15 17:19]
  196. because
  197.  
  198. Ryan Remedy, [31.12.15 17:19]
  199. im fucking terrified
  200.  
  201. Ryan Remedy, [31.12.15 17:19]
  202. i really dont think you know
  203.  
  204. Unknown, [31.12.15 17:20]
  205. im pretty fucking terrified too
  206.  
  207. Unknown, [31.12.15 17:20]
  208. you think i like telling you that youre breaking my heart and i have to leave you if you dont stop it
  209.  
  210. Unknown, [31.12.15 17:20]
  211. lmao
  212.  
  213. Unknown, [31.12.15 17:20]
  214. not exactly very high on my list of hobbies
  215.  
  216. Ryan Remedy, [31.12.15 17:20]
  217. have to levae me
  218.  
  219. Ryan Remedy, [31.12.15 17:22]
  220. lmao
  221.  
  222. Ryan Remedy, [31.12.15 17:22]
  223. how else am i supposed to react to that
  224.  
  225. Ryan Remedy, [31.12.15 17:23]
  226. "hey fix yourself or i have to leave" "yeah okay ill get on that"
  227.  
  228. Unknown, [31.12.15 17:23]
  229. im not asking you to react any way
  230.  
  231. Unknown, [31.12.15 17:24]
  232. i cant keep on going like this
  233.  
  234. Unknown, [31.12.15 17:24]
  235. i dont want to hang this over your head
  236.  
  237. Unknown, [31.12.15 17:24]
  238. but im miserable
  239.  
  240. Ryan Remedy, [31.12.15 17:27]
  241. i fucking
  242.  
  243. Ryan Remedy, [31.12.15 17:27]
  244. cant
  245.  
  246. Ryan Remedy, [31.12.15 17:27]
  247. i cant fathom this im sorry im fucking losing my shit so hard
  248.  
  249. Ryan Remedy, [31.12.15 17:28]
  250. "i was hoping youd fix this without me suggesting shit"
  251.  
  252. Ryan Remedy, [31.12.15 17:28]
  253. disappointed you
  254.  
  255. Ryan Remedy, [31.12.15 17:28]
  256. again
  257.  
  258. Ryan Remedy, [31.12.15 17:28]
  259. thats
  260.  
  261. Ryan Remedy, [31.12.15 17:28]
  262. like
  263.  
  264. Ryan Remedy, [31.12.15 17:28]
  265. youre saying youre legit miserable
  266.  
  267. Ryan Remedy, [31.12.15 17:29]
  268. where did this come from why didnt you say anything ever in the past like two years
  269.  
  270. Ryan Remedy, [31.12.15 17:29]
  271. since this was a problem then too i guess
  272.  
  273. Ryan Remedy, [31.12.15 17:29]
  274. like yeah youve said pay more attention to me but
  275.  
  276. Ryan Remedy, [31.12.15 17:29]
  277. youre miserable
  278.  
  279. Ryan Remedy, [31.12.15 17:29]
  280. you dont feel like i love you
  281.  
  282. Ryan Remedy, [31.12.15 17:29]
  283. why why why why why
  284.  
  285. Unknown, [31.12.15 17:40]
  286. you just dont act like it
  287.  
  288. Unknown, [31.12.15 17:40]
  289. i feel like not even second best
  290.  
  291. Ryan Remedy, [31.12.15 17:41]
  292. ho
  293.  
  294. Ryan Remedy, [31.12.15 17:41]
  295. w
  296.  
  297. Ryan Remedy, [31.12.15 17:41]
  298. i dont understand
  299.  
  300. Ryan Remedy, [31.12.15 17:41]
  301. im legitimately unable to comprehend this like
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