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- So
- About The Girl which I met in the PeoplesProblems Chatroom...
- I remember started talking to her in December..
- December 26 2:17 am (My time)
- December 25 1:57 pm (Her Time) to be precise..
- However sometimes we get an idea about connecting to someone on at least at a mental level and I thought the same during the first conversation.
- I instantaneously liked her because she had a way with words..
- Her Character reflected strength and over all impressions were very positive.
- So the more we talked the more we opened up with each other and the more I was convinced that what a great person she is..
- Although she "Bitched" a lot about every regular user she ever talked to but I guess I was okay because girls are like that only..
- So finally she started revealing the incidents that took place in her life in her past and I felt very bad for her because it was nothing good nothing you would wish that should happen to a person of her age..
- I felt very sympathetic and empathic towards her because I had this strange connection with her and I Just wanted to help her at least at a mental level because that was the least I could have done..
- So we continued talking to each other for 3 months..
- Those 3 months were very good.. We had our moments of confusion and our moments of clarity..
- Over all our friendship was turning into something beautiful :)
- However there were several incidents which I should unfold..
- Like One day she logged in with a different user name and said that we are not friends anymore...
- I was curious very curious that why did she do that and after a lot of persisting she told me that I befriend people who are not worth befriending for that is she literally bitched about everyone in detail and told me to not come to this website ever again if I want to talk to her.
- She gave me her Skype ID and said that talk to me only..
- I guess those feelings of sympathy and empathy were converted into something more significant and I decided to choose her over the IRC
- But i made a new friend on the IRC who lives net to my country have lived where i currently live and we too are friends now.. Good Indeed..
- I also told about my feelings to them about that Girl..
- They made some shocking revelations about the truth pertaining the real Her...
- THIS IS THE FUN PART
- Yeah Shocking Revelations which pointed out that she was never the person she claimed to be and told me to a person who knew everything about her in detail.
- I talked to them and i was shocked to know the truth..
- I was being played by for the last 3 months..
- And i was not alone..
- There were numerous others and who knows there are still now..
- And since i returned back to the website i was spied by her..
- Yes Ma'am i was spied :(
- She came by with different usernames and caught me in the action that was logged in in the IRC..
- And then just after i learnt the truth she parted ways with me without giving any reason :(
- But however i was not ready to give up and decided that if she is splitting so be it but i won't allow to leave me without giving a legitimate reason..
- One day i decided to log in in the Chat room again and she was there and i tried to hold up the conversation with her..
- Initially she ignored me which i knew would happen but i did not gave up..
- So she gave me my reason..
- She said that she is afraid of me..
- Afraid because she has very strong feelings towards me and started to say lovely things to me..
- I was befooled once again i guess and she told me to talk to her on Skype..
- On skype she proposed that we should get into an "Online Relationship" and we did(This was like a week ago)
- However i had my moments wit her and this was going good in a way..
- Until yesterday..
- Yesterday she deactivated her Skype and did not replied to me and was rude when we talked for the last time..
- So i decided to visit the chat room to see that was she there??
- I did not found her..
- But what i found was that she has been Hitting/Flirting with another users..
- At that point of time i knew that this is over..
- However this morning she was there in the Chat room and when i asked what's wrong she did not gave me any reason and said you are on my ignore list..
- When the first time she left me hanging in the middle..
- I showed that i don't care on the outside but to be very honest with you this was/is killing me from inside..
- I'm feeling very alone..
- Very empty..
- Most of the times I'm happy..
- But I'm feeling very strange..
- I'm just a simple person who looks for happiness in simple and small things..
- Its not like that i want something grand every time to make me happy...
- But I'm tired of this same fate everytime..
- Investing your time and feelings in one person and that person treating it like a jar of dirt...
- This leads me into believing that this world is such a cruel place..
- And no one is worth trusting for..
- But since this place also have people like you..
- I still cling on to that hope..
- That maybe one day everything would be fine..
- I never even bothered to ask about her photograph because she seemed too good to me..
- I was told that she did with at least 5 other people..
- But yeah you were right Love is Blind...
- Now currently i don't know what to do with myself..
- Everything seems so empty and pointless to me..
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