[7:08:14 PM] Cat: I may get fired xP
[7:08:28 PM] Ergheis: ..?
[7:08:41 PM] Cat: Someone was an ass to me...
I didn't shut up.
[7:09:30 PM] Cat: That's after I was told "You know, you should look for another job and leave."
Took one week of coming out for them to suddenly consider me shit from being one of the people who was the backbone of the night shift. Yay.
[7:10:36 PM] Ergheis: omg no Cat
[7:10:42 PM] Ergheis: denied
[7:10:46 PM] Ergheis: you're not allowed to blame it on that
[7:10:49 PM] Ergheis: I'm in league atm
[7:10:49 PM] Ergheis: gimme a sec
[8:59:17 PM] Cat: Ahaha no
I didn't get that until I came out
So fuck that.
[8:59:29 PM] Ergheis: denied
[8:59:40 PM] Ergheis: Cat you've been extremely bitey and stressed-out-like all week
[8:59:48 PM] Ergheis: and you keep telling me about the shittalking you do to customers
[8:59:57 PM] Ergheis: you are not allowed to blame this on coming out
[8:59:59 PM] Ergheis: EVEN if it's true
[9:00:47 PM] Cat: Telling someone vegetarian (Who tells you it's cruel to kill animals just to eat them) that plants don't scream in pain when you kill them isn't shittalking
That's the only thing aside from this I've done in the past week.
[9:00:59 PM] Cat: And it's true and vegetarians are dumb if they do it out of not wanting to kill things.
[9:01:12 PM] Cat: Because they have to kill things regardless to eat.
[9:01:26 PM] Cat: THIS
Now what happened EARLIER TODAY
Was shit talking.
[9:01:32 PM] Cat: To the level at which I could get fired.
[9:01:35 PM] Cat: But you know what
Idgaf
[9:01:54 PM] Ergheis: Cat.
[9:01:57 PM | Edited 9:01:58 PM] Ergheis: stop
[9:01:58 PM] Ergheis: seriously
[9:02:10 PM] Ergheis: you've gotten so angry lately
[9:04:54 PM] Cat: You know what's a good reason to be angry
Having to keep other people tucked in and comfortable
[Saturday, November 28, 2015 2:57 AM] Cat:

<<<  I'm finding myself in a conundrum
I'm doing what I have to do to get good grades at university.
To go through with a transition properly
To keep up my job and to get my hours lowered to reasonable ones.
But...
When people talk to me, they're still offended if I don't smile and act nice to them, even if they know I've got problems [Saturday, November 28, 2015 2:57 AM] Cat:

<<< Why is it mandatory to smile if you're feeling like shit? Why not have the right to be grumpy if you feel overworked and like everything sucks, provided you're working your way out of it as fast as you can?
Why do you have to keep other people comfortable?
Then getting told off by Ergheis the moment you bother -ANYONE-
Because even if you -are right-
You're not allowed to do it because it's mean.
When a ton of other people have the right to bother you

Well fuck that
[9:05:05 PM] Ergheis: again
[9:05:06 PM] Ergheis: stop
[9:05:14 PM] Ergheis: this isn't a "fuck that" thing
[9:05:16 PM] Ergheis: you ask anyone
[9:05:19 PM] Ergheis: ANYONE on your chat
[9:05:27 PM] Ergheis: whether it was okay to do these things
[9:05:34 PM] Ergheis: do it right now
[9:05:47 PM] Cat: Which things in particular?
[9:06:07 PM] Ergheis: I dunno copy paste anything you've tried to justify in the past half hour
[9:06:21 PM] Ergheis: Cat you're letting the stress and anxiety warp your judgement
[9:07:21 PM] Cat: Right, I'll just paste this bit from today or w/e to Flame and Logan and a few others then, and ask them for their opinion too.