Sigma Beginnings

OK. I started tulpamancy around last mid-december. A while in, I got dissapointed with the long wait time on imposition, so I created a plan to speed things up. I was going to hypnotize myself into believing myself being a tulpa, thus immensly strengthening my connection with the subconsious and the brain in general. At the time, I had created bot Nova and Fleur, my first two tulpae. They would be valuable in the process. I began by making another tulpa, Sigma(who wasn't named at the time), as a failsafe, so if anything went wrong, I could rely on Nova to move my consiousness into the other personality. His personality is much like mine, but better in some ways i.e. Less shy, less formal, less obsessed with some things. Nova and Fleur were to also keep me from discovering evidence against my hypnosis. Finally, as everything was prepared(except for things I knew my mind would fill in for me), I hypnotized myself, and got myself to believe I was a tulpa. Thus created a VERY strange time in the threads, I caused quite a bit of confusion with my strange sayings like slandering my host(which was my consiousness I changed into a tulpa to murder later but decided against it). Anyways, Sigma was designed to play the part of my twin tulpa, creating "a perfect system for us to retain possession at all times." Our consiousnesses were merged, so we could communicate via thought, and we both shared the same memories and input(senses) This is really hard to write as the correct person